Chapter 1120: The idea of becoming a monk was moved

Zhang Lina knew that if she was dizzy and gave birth to the child in her belly, then she would become the meat on the man's chopping board.

So, Zhang Lina began to ask her uncle's opinion.

"Uncle, I'm a few months pregnant now. I don't think that man can be trusted, and I have to divorce him. So I think the baby in my belly should be knocked out. Do you think I'm right? ”

Zhang Lina's cousin, when he heard this, he looked at her seriously, and then nodded heavily.

"Zhang Lina, my uncle wants to give you a suggestion. And you'd better listen. ”

"I know that this woman who is pregnant with a child is generally soft-hearted. For the child in your belly, you must be ruthless. But for your own sake, for your parents, and for the sake of not letting your belly, your child has been suffering since birth, and has been suffering for the rest of his life, then you had better get rid of this child as soon as possible. ”

Zhang Lina listened, as if she had gained a lot of strength at once. The whole shoulder was unconsciously straightened.

That's what she actually thought.

If you give birth to a child, the child will definitely become a drag.

If she's unlucky, she gives birth to a girl.

According to that man's patriarchal thinking, it is absolutely impossible for him to want it, and it is absolutely impossible for him to raise it.

At that time, she will have to hold this girl and live with her parents.

If she meets the right person later and wants to remarry, the man will also seriously think about whether to raise this oil bottle.

If, the child she gave birth to was a boy.

According to the current law, if she divorces the man, the boy will be awarded to him.

At that time, she will become a surrogate mother who pays out of her own pocket and pays for it.

If the child is given to someone else, she will definitely be worried.

After all, her heart isn't made of stone. The child draws nourishment from her body, which is her flesh and bones.

It was born after 10 months of hard work and hardship.

Throwing him to such a grumpy man, why wasn't she worried in her heart?

In Zhang Lina's mind, just thinking about that picture, she felt extremely miserable.

So, after thinking about it, Zhang Lina still felt that she should still beat this child.

The child is still only a few months old, not yet conscious, not yet soulful.

Knock it out yourself, and you won't have to work hard after it's born. Don't have to face it with a disgusting dad.

……

Zhang Lina thought of an idea, and she began to act.

Early in the morning of the second day, she was led by her parents and went directly to a city people's hospital to have a miscarriage.

Pregnant and born in October, it hurt the most vitality.

Abortion also hurts the body.

Zhang Lina didn't know how she lay on the operating table, and she didn't know how she got down.

She felt like her whole body was numb, and her head was numb.

After getting on the operating table, Zhang Lina also experienced for the first time that women are difficult and women's suffering.

Zhang Lina cried sadly, and at the same time regretted thinking, "I shouldn't have suffered such a sin." ”

"I shouldn't have to go through that myself."

All these things happened because she didn't polish her eyes properly.

At that time, if she hadn't been led by the man's nose. If she had behaved with ideas, she would have been tougher.

Then it was impossible for her to flash marry him in just two months.

What is the concept of two people?

In two months, we only met more than 10 times.

They don't know as ordinary friends. What's more, it's someone who has to get along for a lifetime.

Thinking of her negligence in this and her hard fall, Zhang Lina deeply regretted it.

All of a sudden!

She began to hate herself.

She hated her blindness, her incompetence, and her weakness.

She hated even more that man with poor character, ugly appearance, and lack of morality in speech.

Zhang Lina cried and cried, and accidentally fainted.

When Zhang Lina's mother saw him like this, she was so frightened that she was almost scared to death.

At her age, she only has such a daughter, she doesn't want her white-haired person to send a black-haired person!

As a mother, she can understand the grievances in her daughter's heart, as well as the pain.

She only wished she had come out sooner.

Moreover, take everything in the past as a passing thing earlier.

In her opinion, the man her daughter is looking for, he is a piece of shit.

Now that you have stepped on it, run quickly.

Hurry up and change your shoes.

Wash yourself clean and live again.

Zhang Lina's mother has a tougher personality.

As she thought about it, she began to feel that her life was suffering.

Because she suddenly realized that she found such a husband, in fact, it is not a good product!

Don't look at his current rules.

No prostitution or gambling.

Actually, when he was younger, he was a bastard!

The reason why he's honest now is because she's getting tougher.

She's become a tigress.

As for him, he is also old and can't move.

If he had been a few years younger, he would have been out in the wilderness.

Moreover, she also knows what her husband thinks. He was afraid that after more than ten years, he would be old and unable to work with his hands and feet, and at that time, no one would support him or serve him.

He had always been worried that he had no one to turn to. He was also very worried that she would retaliate against him at that time.

I thought that I once told him personally, "If you dare to beat me again, when you are old and collapsed in bed, I will feed you with my own hands!" ”

Zhang Lina's mother knew that when she gritted her teeth and said these words, she was completely suppressed by her man.

It was from that time on, that this useless man of his own would be so obedient and sensible.

……

Zhang Lina's mother thought about it, and suddenly felt that it didn't mean much to get married.

She had already thought about becoming a monk before.

Today, after she saw her daughter's personal experience, she suddenly thought again, how hard it is to live.

After a few years, I simply went to the temple to burn incense and find a master.

She really wanted to become a monk.

If her daughter still can't find happiness in the future, or can't find a reliable man, then she will suggest her daughter to become a monk with her.

It is also a good thing to cut off the green silk on the head and completely disconnect it from this red dust.

Zhang Lina's mother thought about it, her eyes were red, and she gently touched her daughter's head.

She touched it, and tears began to flow from the corners of her eyes.

She's bitter!

She has lived a miserable life with such a useless and unprofitable man!