I was so worried about the Miantang that I didn't even notice Song Da's flickering eyes.

"Mao Jiujiu, that Miantang may have to go abroad to smelt injuries, you settle here first, and wait for that Miantang to arrange for you to come back."

"I'm all right." I said stubbornly.

I refused to leave in a wheelchair, insisting that I could walk home on my own, and I did walk like this, as if nothing had happened when I walked down the stairs.

But once I got to the door, I was exhausted and out of breath, so I had to let him help me up the steps, I drank a few bowls of soup, and after a few meals, I fell back into a deep sleep.

I slept for a day and a night, and most of my energy was restored.

As soon as I woke up, I saw the flowers, it was jasmine, and the vase had a letter written on it, and I couldn't wait, eagerly to take it. On the white envelope, there was a bold and bold font, the ink was black and distinct, and before I began to read the letter, I couldn't put it down, and I touched it:

Mao Jiujiu, I've arrived in Shanghai, you don't have to worry, you have taken care of your illness.

I squirmed in joy.

Your courage and courage are truly beyond the reach of ordinary people, and I will always admire and adore them.

I am saddened by what has happened after escaping the long ordeal, and I have said that I love you on the spur of the moment. However, I cannot deny the truth of what I have said, and I will never and will never see you again.

According to our agreement, you have worked for me for so long, I will give you the silver ticket now, I hope you will not bother me again, I sincerely hope that you will not do this. If they want to come with you, let them come to you when you're settled. If you'd like to come and go alone, they'll stay here too.

But I don't want you to go back to Shanghai, and if you promise not to go back to Shanghai, I promise to send that money to you. Otherwise, it is not.

The basic reason for doing this is because I am married, so you said that you would not pester each other, and I hope you will keep the promise between us.

I ask you to accept my sincerest apologies for everything that has happened in our common life, which is far from what I originally intended, and I wish you a happier future.

That Miantang

I stared blankly at the letter, and I felt my heartache, first because I was too shocked, and then because I was so indignant.

Finally I took the letter in my hand, slowly tore the heavy envelope into pieces, and while destroying the black letter on the letter, I said fiercely, you will not succeed this time, that Miantang!

I slipped out of bed and went to the door, I had to pack my bags and rush to the train station to catch the train to Shanghai, I wanted to go home, I wanted to make sure what the hell was going on in that Miantang, and then I was going to start rebuilding my home, but I hadn't gotten the money yet.

I don't want to wear shabby dirty clothes, I said to myself, take out the clothes that Miantang bought for me, I want to wear the most beautiful clothes I like, and I am anxious to please others now.

Before I could go out, Song Da was already blocking the door, and he said, "Don't go back to Shanghai, that Miantang will be about to marry Bai Wei." ”

"You thought I was going to look for him, and you underestimated me." I lifted my untamed chin, "You're not going to limit my freedom, Songda. ”

"Listen to me, you can't go anywhere now, even if you don't look for him."

I said indifferently and softly: "You rich children really don't understand what it's like to starve, I am his assistant, I have to have a beginning and an end, and I won't want to pay the bill." ”

Under the shock of his face, I told him the unbearable past of the orphanage in the past 16 years, when I and the six little horses and Leninists were hungry for a long time, and when they were on the verge of starvation for a long time, there were no tears in my eyes, and there were no crying statements.

"So, there is nothing more terrible in this world than hunger and poverty, do you think I will die of pain for that Miantang, you are wrong, I want money! Even if he doesn't like me, I'll have to pay for it. "Now it's your turn to deliver, silently looking at me.

“......”

I was walking on the beach alone with an umbrella, and Song Da followed from afar.

No one shared my worries with me, and the rain carried a cold wind. Converged into a piercing cold current blowing on the body. But I didn't know it. The blow of loss has paralyzed my nerves and robbed me of my intuition, so let me grieve when I can bear the pain. Put all the painful feelings and thoughts aside. Now you are the only one who comforts yourself, the wound will be healed, and you have to be strong to get through it. Happy, when all this is over, I will go back to Shanghai.

I held my head high and clenched, my teeth chattered with coldness, and I choked back tears, and when it was all over, I could go back to Shanghai. I must not let them know that I am very sad. I won't let them know that he's hurting me. I withered and raised my head, let the rain wash away, straightened my back, lifted my shoulders, and held it until Song Guo couldn't see it, before I stopped the iron railing, I felt exhausted, dizzy, and unsteady on my feet.

After a month, I didn't have the heart to drink and sleep well, and I was in a good mood, and I was happy with Song Da, and when everyone thought I didn't miss that Miantang anymore, Song Da left temporarily because of something.

I finally got on the train – back to Shanghai.

After arriving in Shanghai smoothly, in the train station, I used a temporary phone to call the Nashi Mansion to make a call, and the one who received the call was a kind woman, who spoke Hangzhou softly and beautifully: "That master is not at home, he is very busy, he didn't go home so early, Miss, your surname?" ”

"I'm his friend, thank you." I politely hung up, but my heart was pounding.

Half an hour later, I dialed the phone again, and this time, I changed my accent to a standard Chongqing dialect, "May I ask who you are?" Is there something wrong with that? ”

I was much calmer this time: "I'm his friend, I'm looking for something with him, I just called and said he's not there, when will he come back?" ”

The answer on the other end was very reserved: "The young master is very busy and doesn't go home often, and the young lady has something to leave a phone call, and I will take it to tell you." ”

"Where can I find him? I want to find him, I'm in a hurry. "I decided that I must find Namiantang today, even if he is going to get married, but I have to ask clearly, I think he is hiding something from me, I know him as well as he knows me, there must be something.

The head of the phone suddenly spoke again. "You're that Miss Li, aren't you? That master often mentions you at home, saying that you are a big star, welcome to our house to sit, our master is about to get married, don't be polite, he likes you very much. ”

I have already guessed that the person who answered the phone should be the housekeeper Li's mother, and when I heard that she recognized the wrong person, I didn't want to explain more, so I hurriedly said that I was disturbing and closed the line.

At 8:00 p.m., the Miantang office building.

Na Miantang turned off the office lamp and walked out, surprised to see that his brothers were quietly waiting outside, and couldn't help but be stunned, the brothers stood up with relief and waved their hands, "I said to guess with you, the little boss is okay at all, this is not a good outing." ”

Since he often returned to Shanghai, he was irritable, and once said loudly to anyone that he would no longer answer the phone, not see customers and lock the office door, and still get angry because someone knocked on the door, and now, 65 hours have passed, are they in a hurry? The younger brothers said cautiously, I have never seen you lose your temper so much, I really thought you were going to sit in the house for a night and never come out for a night.

"Then the young master, we have just arrived, I heard that you have something on your mind that is not at home, what are you going to encounter in a difficult matter, say it and discuss it with everyone, don't be bored in your heart."

I often say it's okay, it's okay, I see a room full of people with serious expressions, look at you like this, do you want to fight with the enemy?

Then everyone laughed, and they all said to listen to the order, if you don't go your way, we will accompany you.

The younger brother said that there is a Wang Qi on the commercial site, and the business of the theater is very hot, so the third master is anxious enough, let's make trouble!

The son of the Jintang hurriedly passed 8:00, and everyone was still hungry, so they went out to eat.

After the night.

After the meal, everyone was sent to the well pond first, and the rain was very urgent, and the brothers were in two cars, plus one of the company's jeeps were parked outside the door of the mansion. Na Miantang got off the lane, and the two brothers jumped out of the car one after another to hold an umbrella for him.

As soon as Miantang stepped through the car door, when his shoes stepped on the ground, he raised his head, and the person was nailed out of the car door like an electric shock!

Before the door of the mansion slowly opened the white iron railing, a young girl, I was holding a silk umbrella, slim and slim, in the midst of the heavy rain.

I finally found him.

The bright lights of this trip are about to shake me, I am covering my eyes with my hands, the little brother in the car walked a few steps, only to find that the usually fast man is standing in the heavy rain, hurriedly came back and covered him with an umbrella, the Miantang after the rainstorm, the rain flowed down the forehead, it looked so embarrassed, and he was unaware.

I also found him in the crowd, looking at him with bright eyes and a smile, a few little brothers are usually used to mingling, so late I saw a girl standing in front of her, the whole car jumped up, got out of the car to say hello.

These are the brothers I usually know, they are giggling and laughing, and they can't help but lower their heads, the younger brother is quite clever, and vaguely sees that he often has some problems with me, and hurriedly stretched out his head to stop.

That Miantang should know why I am standing here alone, I must be waiting for him, I don't know if he is shocked in his heart, but he hesitated for a moment and walked towards me: "Are you here to travel?" Friends are missing. ”

My eyes looked through the rain curtain, and my heart felt like something had been struck hard, and I was so ashamed that I didn't dare to look at it again.

I looked at that Miantang was also lonely, behaved abnormally, and judged the two of them that day, sometimes remembered the words on the phone, and he gave me the feeling of loneliness, abnormal behavior, and the previous judgment of the two. I raised my head to experience calming myself, I didn't look for anyone, I just passed by here, I'm sorry, I was your way.

The appearance of that Miantang was so sudden, I was in a big mess, I don't know if he had hurt my heart deeply, I couldn't face it anymore, I didn't want to see him again, so I nodded hurriedly and left in a hurry.

I noticed that the hall was shaking in the rain.

A passer-by came up and asked, "Miss, where are you going so late?" I'll send you. ”

I looked at the strange boy in front of me, an unknown person, and actually thought of sending me off, but the man in my heart regarded me as a plague, avoided it, indifferent and ruthless to the extreme, I suddenly felt that I had tried my best to pursue the so-called feelings, it was so ridiculous, so unreal, I wanted to cry without tears, shook my head gently, and walked towards the street in despair, holding the umbrella in my hand and not knowing how to open it, and let the heavy rain pour on me

He didn't go, he saw this scene in his eyes, he called the little brother in the car, pointed to my back in the distance, go and send him, it's so late, don't have anything wrong, the little brother nodded in an epiphany, it's a big deal to catch up, but he was a step late, I was already soaked, I had left them step by step, I walked to the house we rented.

I know that I can't face them today.

My eyes were blankly open.

The expression on his face was cold and unforgiving, as if all his feelings were bound by an iron will, but his eyes were bright. When the two of us were only in each other's room, the corners of his mouth tilted to the side, and there was a sinister smile that I knew best, but I was also most afraid of

"I'm so lucky to have received an unexpected gift, even more surprising than the one I gave out." He stretched out his hands, word by word, slowly and clearly, and I put my trembling fingers on his palm, only to realize that he stretched out his arm at a certain distance from me, and his beard was gentle, more than mine and thought.

He wanted my life, and I thought that the threat made my hair stand on end, and the Miantang put his arms around my shoulders, and his vise-like hands tightened: "I'm so good to come." The Miantang's voice was mischievous and childish: "It's been a long time since we've had a good get-together, my friend, let's go." “

I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye to everyone, so I was pushed out of the door and went to the Miantang without saying a word, pushing me all the way upstairs, into the bedroom, staying at the door with my back to the door, and asking, "What the hell are you doing here?" Cat Jiujiu, didn't I write it clearly in the letter? ”

I wanted to stretch out my arms, but the angry eyes of Miantang refused to be thousands of miles away, I opened my eyes wide and pretended to be bewildered and innocent, and my voice was short, breathless, and moving: "What are you doing?" Are you playing a game with me? I don't care at all. ”

I watched his eyes carefully.

"No, cat ninety-nine, what do you mean by that? Don't come to this, don't pretend, explain enthusiastically, don't pretend to be innocent, you know, I won't agree that I'm here, and I'll leave early tomorrow morning. ”

I looked at the man in a stunned tone that was getting colder and colder, and when he stopped, I was also annoyed, grabbed his arm, raised his sleeve, opened my mouth and bit him hard.

He remained motionless, not afraid of pain, and I became more and more annoyed, and bit down harder, and my tongue tasted blood. I was stunned, thinking that I was in trouble, so I quickly let go of his hand, and as soon as my body moved, I wanted to run out.