Chapter 937: Gu Tingcheng's Fate (3)
"You say, I'll listen."
At this moment, Zhong Hui was a little flustered, because he saw despair in Gu Qingcheng's eyes, a very calm despair.
Immediately afterwards, Gu Qingcheng stared at a certain place in distraction, and told Zhong Hui his experience from childhood to adulthood completely and clearly.
The more she spoke, the calmer her emotions became, until finally, her tone was calm and unwavering, as if she was just telling someone else's story, and it had nothing to do with her at all.
I don't know how long it took, but Gu Tingcheng finally finished speaking.
But compared to the time she spent telling the story, Zhonghui was silent for a longer time.
At this moment, Zhonghui suddenly felt that he could understand her.
In the past two years, he often misses the time when he first met her, and once felt that she had changed, becoming more and more unscrupulous, and no longer the pure and sunny girl she was when she first met.
But now, he saw that it was not so much that she had changed, but that this was what she was, but that he hadn't found out earlier.
The harm caused to her by her original family made her change a long time ago, and even psychologically distorted.
Just when Zhong Hui was still silent, Gu Qingcheng's fluttering voice suddenly came from his ears again.
"Zhonghui, in the past few years, you always say that I have changed, but in fact I haven't, I have always been so bad."
"The previous innocence was just a disguise from me."
"I was the way I am now when I knew who I really were a dozen years ago."
"Because I want to enter this circle and adapt to this circle, I have to have a glamorous image to show people."
"I'm an actor, so it's not hard for me at all."
Speaking of this, Gu Qingcheng's voice suddenly stopped for a few seconds, and then he slowly looked at Zhong Hui and asked, "Am I particularly bad?" ”
After about ten seconds, Zhong Hui finally found his voice and said, "If you can, I'd rather you only start to change in the past few years." ”
At least that way, she won't be corrupted by those unhappy childhoods.
But listen......
"There are no ifs."
Gu Tingcheng said word by word, as if he had sentenced himself to death.
Then, she continued......
"Actually, I don't love Ji Xiubei at all, I know. I love his status, his appearance, and my own vanity, to be precise. ”
"I know I've done a lot of bad things, I know I'm wrong, but I'm ...... But I couldn't control myself at all. ”
"Zhonghui, I'm sorry, I've been using you."
"I know you really love me, but I don't deserve your love."
"I'm not a good girl at all."
"From the moment I was born, I was destined to be unworthy of love."
"But I don't give up, I know I don't deserve it, but I still want to try."
"The longer people live in the dark, the more they yearn for the sun."
There was another long silence.
I don't know how long it was, Gu Qingcheng said with relief, "Zhonghui, you go, I don't need you now." ”
……
Although the revelations were not exhaustive, and even the name of Gu Qingcheng's biological mother was not mentioned, it couldn't stand the mood of netizens to dig into the problem.
Soon, someone broke out a photo of the star Xia Ye, who had disappeared from the entertainment industry, and labeled him as Gu Tingcheng's biological mother.
What's more, through this opening, a series of real hammers of Gu Qingcheng's plastic surgery were exploded.