Over the years, my brothers and I may have really been really good at eating by now, because with the help of that Jintang, we have been popular for the past year or two, and we really don't have a very special lack of it, but I don't know why we already have a very strong paranoid madness about food.

Maybe it's because we have gone through some unspeakable twists and turns in our lives, maybe we have experienced too much of this pain and suffering in our lives, or maybe we can't escape from prison in our lives, so we can't face and be with ourselves for so many years.

Mr. John was anxious at this time, but perhaps anxious about why we were in this situation, nonsense, he said it in the jargon of his life.

"Hello hello, brothers, listen to me and say that you must not eat so urgently at this time, the real diet is really healthy, the most important thing in maintenance is to chew and swallow slowly, you are now completely swallowing dates, which is very bad for your stomach, and it is very bad for your physical condition, and it will collapse the appetite of your whole body in the long run, slow down, you must not be in such a hurry, and the old man will definitely prepare a lot of ...... for us"

Even Anna was very incomprehensible at this time.

Anna was also puzzled.

"Hello, brothers really don't need to eat in such a hurry, it's true, sometimes too fast will hurt your appetite, and the old man will prepare a lot of delicious food for you, I have already said it today, you can eat anything, you really don't need to eat, no one is in such a hurry to grab ...... from you"

My lovely brothers were all nodding their heads and their mouths were completely oily, but they were nodding their heads in agreement as they listened, and the two of them spoke.

Despite this, the brothers did not stop a snatch of hands and feet, and did not stop their quick meal.

Najin Tang watched in silence, but he didn't say anything, I think he must be in the same mood as me, he understands me as much as I understand him.

He grabbed my right hand tightly under the dining table, it seemed to be tight, and I could feel a feeling in his heart, and in fact, I could also feel a pain in his heart.

Anyway, the pain must have been for some reason, simply because perhaps pity and sympathy for the trauma of a very great kind of hunger in childhood that we had suffered in the orphanage.

The old man was also a little puzzled, but the old man didn't say anything, with his ingenuity, he had already guessed what kind of questions, so he didn't say anything, and I was even a little grateful at this time that the old man didn't say it so clearly.

Maybe it's not just for me, but also for our brothers.

Smart people will never be so easy to debunk the truth of others.

Anna is really worried at this time, I know that he is a kind person, nonsense, he is worried for a reason, it is true that if anyone sees the brothers gobbling up like this, of course they think it is very strange, and even worry is a natural thing, because it is true that if you go up like this, even if you are a big stomach, you will be strangled to death.

Anna turned to Hurry.

"Miss Cat really can't be joking at this time, they said that you should stop them in such a hurry, it seems that we ate some things at noon and ate quite a lot, they ate a lot at the time, and now they eat so much, I am very worried that their stomachs may be very large, and when the time comes, it will have a great impact on them in their old age When I am old, I really can't go on unconditionally like this."

I know he's worried, and I'm grateful that he's worried, but I think I might explain it, or they wouldn't have been able to understand it, maybe it would have been better.

I glanced faintly at Anna and Mr. John, knowing that they were now anxious to know the answer.

"Thank you two for worrying, in fact, you don't have to worry too much about this, they will naturally stop when they are full, maybe they are just a little anxious now, that is, rude, this is a habit we have developed since childhood, maybe we are afraid that we can't eat this meal, maybe we are afraid that we won't be able to eat the next meal, maybe we are worried that this meal will become empty before they finish eating, broken flowers are just a childhood game, this has become a habit, change it slowly, it doesn't matter, After so many years, as long as the old man prepares things today is really delicious, so they will be able to leave everything to them, and they will naturally stop when they are full......"

I explained it casually, and I think my explanation should be more understandable.

Mr. John and Anna understood my words somewhat, and they looked at the brothers with a very compassionate eye.

Actually, I really don't like anyone looking at us from afar, although we live very hard, we live very poor, but our personality is independent, we have self-esteem, we don't accept such a word, we reject it from the bottom of our hearts.

It seems that the brothers are already completely landscaped, and the remnants of the clouds seem to be very full, so I believe that they will stop so soon.

And I'm glad I gave them such a chance, and I believe they have such a life, and I at least I think, at least I can do a little bit anyway, as I once said in the orphanage, that if I come one more day, I'll give them a mouthful.

So I looked at Anna and Mr. John very cautiously.

"Don't think it's particularly strange, the process of everyone's life experience is different, we have been in the process of such an experience since childhood, living and worrying about my own every meal, so this is a natural physiological instinct, but just like we will live a very rich life in the future, we have gold in our pockets, but maybe it will not change a habit of life we once had, I think this is very good, this is a very natural thing, I hope I have never considered this kind of thing, reasonable and unreasonable, anyway, something natural has been formed, it must be reasonable, I think it's good, as long as the brothers are happy, I feel that all this is OK, there is no problem. ”

Anna, there are some who look at me with an appreciative eye, I don't know, I don't think it matters anyway, no matter who looks at me with what kind of eyes, I think this kind of thing is natural.

"You must have experienced a lot of things when you were young, and it must have been very bitter for you, right? I haven't experienced that hard work now, but I can feel it through your contact, but I'm glad you really didn't give up, you are strong and tenacious, and I feel like you are people I respect very much......"

I'll take care of it, I can stick to such a recognition of her, as long as it's not pity these things, I can accept them, because this is a respect we earned.

"When I was a child, I didn't talk about being particularly bitter, but I came over like this, sometimes I think about what happened once, maybe we sometimes have to thank the past life, these things may be a truth for us, everyone has their own life, although we were very bitter at that time, at that time we also learned to be happy in suffering, everything was fine, never thought of any deeper meaning, and I didn't think about it, this word to this day, you think it's OK!"

I used it very lightly, in fact, when it came to the language to talk to him, because I really didn't want to talk about too many heavy topics in any way.

Especially today, today is my big day.

I picked up a glass of wine and immediately started the topic, because I really didn't want to discuss this topic, the past was not at all such a simple sentence to unfold, once in the past he really wanted to have nightmares, has been haunting my mind, in this nightmare, although there is my brother, there is all my kind of very good past, but at the same time accompanied by a boundless nightmare.

Nightmares are more than just hunger.

For this kind of thing, I really don't want to discuss too much with anyone, everyone treats this thing from a different perspective, from a different position, so how do you understand this thing, there is no way to understand it together, when you are in this environment, when you stand on the same life experience, everyone has a common life experience.

Mr. John maintained a very sympathetic and recognized relationship with us.

"Really, I think you've been very good after you've experienced these things, and when you look back on them years from now, you're going to have a sense of gratitude, right?"

I was really surprised by his question, who is so rational, who wants to live such a sensual life, what yours is yours, what you have experienced is the truth, I have never thanked me in any way for what has happened.

It was a nightmare, a nightmare that could not be overcome, and to give it a linguistic romance would be something that a madman would do.

You've got those brainless, so-called cultural poets who put some romantic qualities on these things.

Have they experienced it? Hasn't he experienced the life they went through for three days before eating a steamed bun? Have they ever fought a wild wolf for food and clothing?

No, nothing, did they not even experience winter, wearing only a very thin coat wrapped in a shabby padded jacket for the winter?

Have they even experienced the cold winter and went barefoot to catch fish in the river?

I haven't experienced it, so there really doesn't make any sense to talk about what I want to talk about, what are the things that I discuss, what are the things that I can't discuss at all, what is the sense of existence that you want to discuss the meaning of these things? No, why bother, since there is no way to discuss.

Just don't talk about these things, just take them for granted.

"I'll discuss these things with you later, but I really don't think these things are wealth, I just think he doesn't care, it's just life, just like oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, so I'm really not in a hurry to discuss, if you're interested, I'll invite you to play with us in the future."

At this time, I immediately started the conversation, holding a wine glass to the old man