The greatest change that has happened to this Christian is the catastrophe that has befallen him.

When a huge nuclear explosion rang out before his eyes, he swore that his whole world was dark. The gloom was not because of his fear of the danger he faced, but because of his despair about his own future and that of his children.

As a missionary, the Christian is arguably one of the few high-ranking intellectuals in this country. Although he came from a poor background, under the education of his mentor, he can be regarded as the elite of the country. That's why he was able to raise so many orphans with a broken church. His ability to earn him a high reward in this society, although doing so often means that he will be discriminated against and blamed by those high castes, but he does not care about these things because he has his own ideals and beliefs in his heart.

He only had the weight of those children in his life, and everything else was irrelevant to him. As long as he can watch those children live happily, he can bear anything else. Whether it is the suppression of the same kind or the harsh criticism of society, he can bear it. He thought he was fearless, but when the whole world suddenly became what it is today, he found that this fearlessness was so ridiculous and not worth mentioning.

The nuclear bomb destroyed not only a city or a country, but also the order inherent in the land. Under this terrible destruction, the power that once maintained the existence of human society suddenly collapsed, and human beings had to return to the most primitive law of the jungle if they wanted to survive. And this is simply the most fatal test for Christians who protect this group of children.

He's not strong, and he doesn't use any machinations. All he can rely on is kindness and his honest duty. And this is simply worthless in this chaotic world after the nuclear bomb. It can be said that if he could still support himself and the dozen or so lovely children by his own efforts before the nuclear explosion, then now, it is a problem for him to keep himself alive.

It was a terrible test, for him and for his faith. He didn't know what he was going to do to continue raising this child as he had done before. But he knew very well that he had to do everything he could to continue to raise them.

He didn't think about giving up, he never thought about it. Even when terrible disasters had struck, even when the world had gradually become chaotic, and the people around him had become more like beasts than people, he still did not have such thoughts. It was all he had in his life, and even if he abandoned everything, he would never have been able to abandon it.

However, this is not something that can be done with determination. The gap between the spiritual world and the real world is already doomed, and there is a huge gap between the two. Although he once felt that he was spiritually rich and owned almost the whole world, in this cruel reality, there was still nothing he could do to change what he was facing.

It's a very sad thing, sad to the point of despair. But the Christian did not despair, he had already despaired, so at this time, he did not intend to continue to despair.

He was trying, trying in vain. Gather food from the ruins and find water in the wilderness. Using all his power, he was trying to protect the weak ones. It's just a pity that the effect he can show by doing so is very weak. Disputes over the survival of humanity almost inevitably spilled over to him, and when he was in the midst of such disputes, his meager power made it impossible for him to protect his gains.

How many times has he been beaten and bruised all over his body for a piece of food. How many times has he been bullied for a bottle of clean water to the point that he doesn't even have the strength to stand. The huge effort often allows him to get only a very meager return, and such a return, let alone feeding so many children, even if he continues to struggle, it is difficult.

A month, just a month after the nuclear explosion, he had already lost a child. The great pain he had experienced made his whole heart on the verge of collapse. He's going crazy, or he's crazy. Because when he hugged the child's body and buried him in the earth little by little, he had already begun to swear in his heart that even if he exhausted everything he had, even if he gave everything he had, he would not let such a tragedy happen again.

It was his determination, and it was something he would never want to see again at the cost of his soul and his life. And it was at this time that a special opportunity was sent to him.

A special group of people have come to his town, and they claim that they have a way to help everyone through this difficult time, and help them gain the ability to continue to survive in this land. They don't have to give anything, they just have to make a choice. It's a difficult choice, but it's also the only one.

They just have to choose whether to accept them or not. If they don't accept it, they will still be the same as they are now, struggling in pain under the threat of death, struggling to survive on this land. And by accepting it, they can get rid of this pain, from the fate of dying at any time. Of course, there is a price to be paid, a little bit of uncertainty and danger.

When successful, they transform into another form, but retain their human nature. And if they fail, they will only become monsters completely, until even the essence of humanity is gradually lost. The odds are uncertain because everyone's physical fitness is different. Strong people have a higher chance of success, and weaker people have a lower chance. This is common sense, but it is not absolute.

And in the face of such a special choice, most people almost choose to accept it in order to survive. And naturally, Christians are no exception. He accepted the transformation like those people, but he didn't let his children follow suit. For his wisdom had told him that it could lead to irreparable disaster. And as the father of those children, he could not have let such a thing happen to them under any circumstances. So he chose to sacrifice himself, and he only allowed himself to accept it all.

For the first time, the results were pleasantly surprised. Although he was not physically strong, he persevered through that test and became one of the less than half of those who succeeded. However, that doesn't change what he's going through. Because the world has gotten worse.

Becoming a transformer doesn't mean that he has the ability to protect everything about himself, because he is surrounded by transformers, and he doesn't have any advantage at all when competing with these fellow transformers. And the presence of failed wanderers everywhere in the wilderness makes him full of danger in the process of going out to find food.

Far from getting better, his situation got worse. And in this case, an even more severe test also appeared in front of him.

Because of the effects of radiation and the lack of nutrients for a long time. One of his children fell ill in bed. High fever and dysentery made him desperately in need of food and medicine. But now it is simply impossible for Christians to find food and medicine.

How precious food is now, most people can't imagine it. After the initial turmoil, almost all the food on the market was collected by the organized forces. It is very difficult for ordinary people to get a filling meal. It is even said that many women have begun to sell ** in order to be able to fill their stomachs. And the food is still like this, and the rarer medicine is naturally becoming more and more valuable.

Christians know that the hospitals in their towns have a certain stock of medicines. But the hospital has already been entrenched by some big forces. They are numerous and powerful. Ordinary people who want to get medicine from them have to be bitten by them.

It is simply impossible for a person like a Christian, who has nothing, to get life-saving medicine from them. His only fate is to be thrown out by them, and even if it is more serious, he may leave his life there.

The Christian is not afraid of death, but he is afraid that when he dies, the children will be left alone and will die with them. It was something he couldn't accept, and he had already vowed that he would never let any child leave him. Yes, he couldn't let that happen, so at this time, he made a very special decision. Sacrifice himself!

This sacrifice does not mean that he is going to betray himself to anyone. In fact, a guy like him can't sell it at a price even if he wants to. There is not much in India, but there are many people. In this land where human life is inferior to that of a dog, his value is simply worthless.

His so-called sacrifice was a gamble. And this kind of gambling was repeatedly warned and forbidden by the people who claimed to be the cult of the gods.

That kind of drug, that special kind of modifying drug. is a very special being, and an ordinary dose is enough to make a huge difference in a person. And if the dose is too large, then the human body simply cannot withstand the powerful drug effect. The Anthropogod says very clearly, it will turn you into a monster almost 100 percent. And it is precisely because of this clear statement that no one has made up their minds about this thing. Now, the Christian is throwing his mind on the drugs, because he knows that if he doesn't become a monster, he won't be able to protect his children.

He was willing to make sacrifices for their sake. And it was for them that he had the consciousness to become a monster. This is his choice, and it is his fulfillment of his vow. And it was for this particular reason that he became a monster, a special monster, as he wished.