Chapter 8 Divorce
Meng Xuan no longer wanted to believe in love because of the fact that he was divorced by the Ye family, so in the face of Zuo Lin's love for himself now, he actually didn't dare to accept it.
Meng Xuan was afraid of repeating his previous mistakes, afraid that his ending would be the same as before, since this was the case, it was better not to believe in love and not to contact anyone, so Meng Xuan politely rejected Zuo Lin.
"I may have had something happen before, and it is impossible to accommodate other people for the time being, so it is better for you to change someone," Meng Xuan's eyes shone with a light as he spoke.
That kind of light is like being pierced, after all, it is the first time that someone has been divorced, and the other party is still the person he has been missing in his heart, if everything will become like this, then he will never believe in love again.
Although he said that as a man, he didn't have any intuitive ideas about the concept of love, but after all, he was a person who had loved for many years, and it was impossible to say that he would be separated.
At least in my own heart, it is impossible to pass it so simply, this matter can be regarded as a stab for myself, so that I can suddenly face the reality, not all people are particularly good to themselves.
Zuo Lin also felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, she liked a boy so much for the first time, but the other party refused without thinking about it, and the excuse she made was because she had someone else in her heart, and she couldn't let it go, and she didn't know if it was true or not.
But looking at him like this, I feel really uncomfortable, and I am a little surprised, I don't know whether I should believe or question it, but my heart is absolutely impossible to stop like this.
If you give up so easily, then how can you be worthy of your name and fall in love with a man, no matter whether he has someone else in his heart or not, he always has to work hard, otherwise how can he be worthy of him who he likes for so long, how can he waste a period of time like this.
Although I have only liked him for a few days, this feeling is also imprinted in my own blood and bones, as if it is engraved on my bones, so that I can't forget this feeling for a while.
Even this feeling makes me a little addicted, because Meng Xuan really looks like a particularly handsome and chic person, and he is really a gentleman to girls, no matter what kind of girl the other party is, as long as the gender is female, for this kind of girl, he is very gentle.
It was this gentleness that made Zuo Lin sink all of a sudden, no one had ever been so gentle with him, there was no doubt that he came to him because of their family's family affairs, but Meng Xuan was different, he was just a foreigner.
But he treats himself even better than these villagers, but the people in the city treat him as well as he treats himself, so he has some way to endure his admiration.
After all, I'm just a little girl, no matter how strong I look on the outside, no matter how much I don't rely on the examples in the family, I still hope for a love that can infect me, and now I can finally get it, but I was told that it was impossible.
This matter was really unacceptable, so Zuo Lin came up with some other strategies, first of all, he was dressed very revealingly, intending to tempt Meng Xuan, but the other party was like chanting Buddhist scriptures and meditating, and there was nothing.
This made Zuo Lin a little angry, her dress couldn't change her restlessness, which was a big blow to herself, so Zuo Lin changed a method to continue to act.
So Zuo Lin got a particularly rare medicine in other places, it is said that this thing only needs to be gently put in the teacup, stir well with water, and let the other party drink it, and the other party will look at you as if he is looking at his dream lover.
Zuo Lin had such thoughts this time, but what he didn't expect was that Meng Xuan's concentration was much greater than he thought, and she looked at Zuo Lin's expression the same as usual because of the medicine she ordered.
"Why doesn't this medicine work for you, I just want to keep you by my side, even if you don't like me, you can be in love over time, why don't you want to work hard." ”
Meng Xuan sighed, if he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it, no matter how hard he tries, there is no way, besides, the two of them feel different about themselves, how can they treat Zuo Lin as that woman.
Everyone has different characteristics, in their own characteristics, as if they are magnified infinitely, you let yourself become a little unacceptable, and this medicine for yourself, there is no effect at all, if it really works, then you will not survive in the first few years.
Looking at Zuo Lin's appearance, Meng Xuan also felt a little helpless, after all, the other party's heart was hurt by himself, but he couldn't give her any haven and comfort, so he had to take a roll of paper next to him and hand it to him.
Meng Xuan sat on the side and watched Zuo Lin cry, and then watched her wipe her tears with a tissue, and after being exhausted, Meng Xuan sent Zuo Lin back, inside his room, let it sleep quietly, hoping that he would be able to figure out what was going on after he woke up.
In the dream, Zuo Lin saw many things, and understood the truth, I don't know if these are memories that belong to Meng Xuan, or the comfort made up in his heart, anyway, no matter what it is, he is already in a state of letting go of Meng Xuan now.
He tried so hard to find so many ways to find the temptation without success, and he seemed to have a really deep impression on that woman in his heart, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't break his mirror image, so he had to accept his fate.
It seems that he really has to give up, although he has always been the one who does not admit defeat, but the other party does not have any affection for him, and he can no longer be cheeky and sticky to it, after all, he is still a little girl, and it is not that no one marries, it is better to be reserved.
"Since you have no intention of being ruthless to me, then I will also let go of us and be friends. Maybe we won't be friends and there won't be any big developments. I wouldn't consider keeping you, it's not worth much to me. ”
However, Zuo Lin still hopes to be friends with Meng Xuan, although there is no fate between the two of them, but the friendship is still there, and it should be nothing to be friends.