There was not a trace of blood on his face, and he was as pale as paper.

Seeing her fingers move slightly, she hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, and whispered, "En'......"

Then she opened her eyes, saw the familiar face, and said weakly, "Aren't you on a mission?" Why did you come back so soon? ”

After speaking, without waiting for Ji Feifei to speak, he looked around at the surrounding environment.

Looking at the place where everything was predominantly white, he frowned slightly.

Gradually, there was a strong smell of disinfectant water, and he asked curiously, "Why am I in the hospital?" ”

"You passed out."

Ji Feifei smiled happily, but his heart hurt like thousands of ants devouring.

"I passed out?"

Gu Enen thought carefully, and suddenly the bloody scene flashed in his head, his eyes were scarlet, he grabbed Ji Feifei's hand and couldn't wait to ask, "What about my child?" ”

“……”

Ji Feifei didn't know how to answer Gu Enen's question, if possible, he was willing to hide her for the rest of his life.

But after all, paper still can't contain the fire.

Gu Enen looked at Ji Feifei's impassive appearance, his face was already full of tears, "The child is still there, right?" ”

She was silent for two seconds, and her emotions became agitated little by little, "You answer my question, our child is still there, right?" ”

Ji Feifei lowered his eyes, not daring to look directly into Gu Enen's eyes, and his tone of self-reproach overflowed his thin lips, "I'm sorry......"

Gu Enen instantly regained his composure, wiped away the tears on his face and sneered.

Her move made Ji Feifei feel even more terrifying.

Even if he cried out loud, he felt that this was a thing of European common sense.

After all, the crystallization of their love is pregnant in the belly.

But instead of crying, she smiled palely.

Seeing this, Ji Feifei hurriedly got up and sat beside Gu Enen, gradually hugged her in his arms, and comforted, "Enen, don't be like this, if you feel sad, just cry out loud, don't hold back, I'm really scared of you like this." ”

"I'm sorry I didn't protect our children." Gu Enen nestled in Ji Feifei's arms and couldn't help crying anymore.

She cried unscrupulously regardless of her image.

Even crying with that light makeup, she was indifferent.

"How can I blame you, if I didn't go out on a mission, the child wouldn't have flowed away, it's all my fault." Ji Feifei slowly leaned his head on the top of Gu Enen's head, and tears flowed down.

"It's not your fault, it's all me."

Syllable.

Gu Enen's hand waved towards his face.

Suddenly, five red and swollen handprints appeared on the pale face.

Ji Feifei had no warning, God said touching her cheek, and said distressedly, "I know your heart is very sad, but you must cheer up, take care of your body, we will have more children in the future." ”

"I protect him so carefully, but I still ......" Gu Enen reached out and touched his lower abdomen, but suddenly stopped saying it halfway through his words.

"Don't think about it, just after the operation, pay more attention to rest." Ji Feifei wiped away the tears on Gu Enen's face and helped her lie flat on the bed, "I'll call a doctor for you." ”

At the moment when Ji Feifei turned to leave, his wrist was grabbed by Gu Enen, "Wait a minute." ”

Ji Feifei turned around and asked with concern, "Is there anything uncomfortable?" ”

Gu Enen stretched out his hand to stroke his lower abdomen, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a smile, but the tears on his face and the pain in his heart still couldn't be hidden, "I just had a dream, I dreamed that our child was still kicking me in my stomach, that feeling is so happy." ”

"Don't be like this, the child is gone, you must cheer up."

"I can't accept the fact that the child has left us." Gu Enen sniffed and said, "I'm always careful, but why is it like this?" ”

"The doctor said that you have anemia since you were a child that will cause the blackness in front of your eyes, so the child will accidentally lose it."

"Then why didn't you find out when you checked it?"

"I'm sorry, I let the doctor hide all this." Ji Feifei paused and continued, "Maybe I shouldn't have forced you to have a child from the beginning, and then I won't watch you suffer." ”

"I don't blame you." Gu Enen gently rubbed his sideburns.

"Is there something uncomfortable? I'll call a doctor for you. ”

The words fell, and Ji Feifei turned around and left.

He sat in the hallway and cried loudly, as if he had wept out all the sadness in his heart.

Holding his eyes with his hands, he really didn't expect things to happen so suddenly.

They were separated forever before they saw their children.

Suddenly, a figure blocked the light in front of him.

He followed the voice and looked up at the nurse in the white coat with her hands in her pockets and said with a smile, "Is the patient awake?" ”

"I just woke up, I was about to go to you." Ji Feifei's tone was rather heavy.

"Shall we go in then?"

Ji Feifei wiped away his tears and followed the nurse towards the ward, standing quietly beside Gu Enen.

Watch as the doctor gently presses on her stomach and examines it.

It wasn't until he put the stethoscope back in his neck that he spoke, "You must take good care of your body, although your chance of getting pregnant in the future is only three percent, of course, some things are not absolute, and God will definitely favor you if you are so beautiful and moving." ”

Her words lingered in Gu Enen's mind.

Three percent?

Could it be that the chance of her pregnancy in this life is only 3 percent?

Or may she never conceive a child again in her life and be a mother?

Can't give Ji Feifei a complete family?

A black line pulled down her face, pulled her thoughts back from her imagination, and asked suspiciously, "What did you say?" Does that mean I may never be able to conceive a child again in my life? ”

Only then did the nurse realize that she had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly explained, "You heard me wrong, how could I say that you can't conceive a child, you see that I really misunderstood things for a while, you must not take it to heart, just because I never said it." She was so frightened by Ji Feifei's cold gaze that she didn't know how to explain it, so she simply found an excuse to leave, "I have other patients who need me to check their bodies, so I left first." ”

He really didn't expect that the secret he had been guarding so hard would be revealed by this ignorant nurse.

And he left the scene of the crime and fled with nothing.

Gu Enen looked at the departing figure and shifted the target to Ji Feifei's body, "Is what she just said true?" ”

"How is that possible? Didn't you just hear that she was mistaken, how could you not be a mother, this is a joke. Ji Feifei pretended to be relaxed, with a faint smile on his face, but his heart was incomparable.

"Did you already know about it?" Gu Enen asked with a mist in the corners of his eyes, gritting his teeth.

"Don't listen to her nonsense, it's impossible." Ji Feifei said goodbye to his body and said with a weak heart.

"Why are you hiding it from me?" Gu Enen asked reluctantly.

Looking at her back, he shouted loudly, "Please answer my question." ”

Ji Feifei clenched his fists tightly with both hands, and said distressedly, "I didn't dare to tell you because I wasn't afraid of your crankiness, but I didn't expect to be spit out by that unreliable nurse." ”

"If she hadn't said it by mistake, would you have planned to hide it from me for the rest of my life?"

"Nope." Ji Feifei nodded, then shook his head and said.

"And when are you going to tell me?"

"Do you think I'm happy to lose my child? He is also a life, the crystallization of our love, and I also feel pain here. Ji Feifei roared, but when he finished speaking, he regretted it.

The doctor said that Gu Enen should not be stimulated, otherwise it would affect the recovery of the body.

Walking beside her and hugging her, a look of 'it's all my fault' hung on his face, "I apologized to you just now that I was too emotional, even if we only have 0.01 percent left, we still have hope, so don't be discouraged, besides, there are still three percent, maybe we will be the luckiest one." ”

Gu Enen thumped Ji Feifei's chest.

After a long time, he finally quieted down, and after thinking about it again, he choked up and said, "I know that you have always wanted a child, and now I can't give you everything you want, so I decided that we will divorce after I am discharged from the hospital." ”

"We love each other so much, I don't think we will go down that shameful path because of a child."

“……”

"I won't divorce you anyway, I can't leave you alone just because you can't conceive a child, it's immoral." Ji Feifei grabbed Gu Enen's shoulder, looked at Gu Enen with deep eyes, and said firmly.

"I've already thought about it, and I can't delay your future life because of me."

"Don't you have so little faith in yourself?"

Gu Enen didn't know what to say, just cried.

She would rather all this hadn't happened, and she would still be the one who lived a carefree life under Ji Feifei's wings.

She thought that it would be a very happy thing for her life to find a man who would stay with her all her life.

She was overjoyed when she found out she was pregnant.

Even, fantasizing that after the birth of the child, their family frolicked happily in the square.

But the reality is too cruel, and it shatters all their dreams.

"En, no matter whether you can get pregnant in the future, I will not leave you, if you really want a child, we can go to the welfare home to adopt one, I believe we will still be as happy as before." Ji Feifei wrapped his arms around Gu Enen's waist and comforted.

"Different ......"

Ji Feifei looked at Gu Enen's firm eyes, and his voice was a little threatening, "You want to divorce me, unless you hear you say that you don't love me." ”

Suddenly, a voice interrupted their conversation.

"Sir, madam, look who's coming."

The aunt said as she walked towards the bedside with a lunch box in her hand.

When Ji Feifei heard this, he looked back, looked at the familiar face, and said calmly and casually, "Why are you here?" ”