Chapter 1264: Mission for the Rest of My Life A New Choice
Banner was able to say such a thing at this time, which was beyond everyone's expectations. Because of the conflict between the two at the beginning, many people thought that Banner would fall into the well at this time and continue to give Roddy a bigger psychological blow.
But he didn't do that, although Hulk Hulk was a fanatic who started to mess with his six relatives, but his essence Banner was definitely kind enough. He doesn't care about power, so he won't do such a despicable thing. He had a higher faith in his heart, so he knew what was the right thing to do at this time.
He began to motivate Roddy, to motivate others by motivating him. He knew what kind of pain these people were suffering in their hearts right now, and these were the pains he had endured. So he knew exactly what he could do to cheer them up.
Let them understand their mission, let them know that this indulgence is useless and meaningless. If such an approach comes from someone else's mouth, it is not convincing enough. But in Banner's case, the outcome would have been very different.
Many people know what happened to Banner at the beginning, and it is because they know this that they instinctively have faith in him. After all, he is a person who has come over, and the experience of a person who has come past is obviously very useful at this time.
"What are we to do, Banner, to tell us, what exactly are we to do to pay for the sins we have committed? How can such sins be washed away, and how can we be freed from them? ”
Of all these people, Roddy's heart is the most tormented. So naturally, he was also the one who was most eager to know the answer. He knew very well that Banner's answer was about his future, about his whole life and his whole soul. So he opened his mouth with great eagerness, and even pleaded with Banner to ask such a question. Faced with such a question, Hulk's face, which had always been angry, clearly showed a silent expression.
"There's no way to get rid of it. If you still have a conscience in your heart, if you still know what is good and what is evil, you will not be able to free yourself from it. To do something wrong is to do something wrong, and it is useless to deceive and conceal, even if it is against yourself. This sin will always be borne on you, and you will have to carry it under its weight for the rest of your life. ”
"Can't get rid of it?" Banner's answer was not satisfactory, but Roddy knew it was the most correct answer. After all, he was the one who gave the order to slaughter so many innocent people, after all, he was the one who caused these people to fall into the abyss of death. Unless he can bring those innocents back to life, he will not be able to repay what he has done. But can he do that? The answer is yes, so he can only bear this sin on himself forever, as Banner said.
It's a torture, a heavy torture for the soul. Not everyone can withstand this kind of torture, not everyone can bear such a heavy sin like Banner, and pay for everything little by little. There is an element of escape in human nature, and in such a situation, many people will choose to give themselves an account in another way.
Suicide. It's the best way to escape. It is also what Roddy thinks he should do now. He didn't think he had any way to pay for the sins he had committed, so instead of spending the rest of his life in repentance and chagrin, he preferred to give everyone an answer in this way.
He lifted his mask and raised his palm. Roddy just wants to give himself a good time with the beam cannon. Although he knew that doing so would cause pain to many people, he still felt that it was the best thing to do. Because only by doing so will he not bring shame upon them.
His wife, his children. He didn't want them to live in his world as a slaughterer's wife and children. His friend, he doesn't want to disgrace Tony's career for what he did, and suffer unwarranted accusations. This is a mistake he has made, and he deserves to bear it alone. If his death can wash it all away, then let it come in peace.
Roddy, who has made up his mind completely in his heart, is ready to die, and he is not afraid of death, and he acts very decisively. But just before he could do it, a large hand grabbed his arm and stopped him.
Hulk, or Banner. He couldn't accept that Roddy had died in such a cowardly manner. So immediately, he roared at him.
"That's enough, Roddy. What do you do by doing this, do you think you can save it all if you die? ”
"No, I don't dare to ask for such extravagance. But I can only give an explanation in this way, right? It was I who gave the order and took their lives. Isn't it fair to pay it back with my life? ”
"No, it's not fair at all. Because your life is worthless to them. It's the same with your sacrifice. ”
Banner was still roaring, his voice filled with anger and a deeper emotion.
"What is death worth, if death alone could pay it all back, do you think I would still be alive now? Do you think I'm going to stop you like I do now? No, I won't. Because I'm already dead to thank the world. And why didn't I choose to die? Because I know that instead of having the courage to choose death, it is better to use this courage to choose to live. Because only by living, can you do more, and you can truly repay everything you have carried. ”
"The torment of sin will stay with you for the rest of your life, and I know what it feels like, and I know how great the pain is. But that's not an excuse for us to choose to run away. Roddy, death is the stupidest option, because you can't do anything, you just add another guilty soul to the sins you have committed. Only by living, only by living strongly, can all this be turned around. Think clearly, Roddy. Think about what exactly you have to do! ”
"I... What the hell am I supposed to do. ”
Hanging his palm weakly, Roddy asked such a sentence almost gaspingly. By this time, he had given up the idea of suicide, and it took absolutely great courage to do so.
Death is sometimes easy, but it's never easy to live. Luo Di chose to live at this time, and this means that he will inevitably shoulder a heavier burden in the future. That's not a weight that an ordinary person can bear, but anyone who does that can be called a hero.
For the first time, Roddy was no longer called a hero because of his strength, but his heart. No one agrees with this as soon as possible, but from today, this former soldier, the superhero known as the war machine, has begun his own life as if he was reborn. Because he chose a special path, a hard, thorny one. Faced with such a choice, Banner had a smile on his face. Because he knows that he is no longer lonely on the way forward. A like-minded person walks on the same path as him, and such a choice makes him once again convinced that the path he adheres to cannot be wrong. So immediately, he told Roddy what he believed in.
"It's simple, carry them on your back and keep them in mind. If you ruin one person's life, you have to bring happiness to more people. Although death cannot be reversed, on the scale of fate, the good deeds you have done in this life will become the last bargaining chip to measure the value of your life. Roddy, my friend. We are all bearers of sins. That's why we have to do more, and we have to save more people from misfortune. This is the test of fate, and it is the only atonement we can do. Believe me, it's definitely more meaningful and worthwhile than dying cowardly! ”
Silence, or rather judgment, of all that Banner said. Roddy is not a fool to follow, he has his own wisdom, and even in this situation, he still knows very well how to choose.
But he can't deny that what Banner says is indeed the only way to go. Unless he's willing to be like those war maniacs, even if he doesn't look back even if he bears eternal infamy, that's his only option. The only option that can calm the mind.
That's right! He understood all this, and he accepted it all. So in this last moment, he grabbed Banner's arm hard and said solemnly to him.
"I know what to do. I will spend the rest of my life paying it all back, giving everything I have, and I will not hesitate to do so. ”
"You have finally made a wise choice, my friend, my comrade. Trust me, the rest of your life will be worthwhile. When you look back on all this, you will not regret the decision you make now. Just like me! ”
Banner smiled and gripped Roddy's palm. And this is what made Roddy sigh and reply.
"I know that I have no right to regret it. So now, what do we do. These people, these remnants. What can we do to help them. I've been wrong, and I don't want to be wrong again. So Banner, tell me what you think, we need a new option now! ”