I couldn't wait to call Qiyang after work, but it was already past two o'clock in the morning, and after connecting, he said in a daze: "Hey, who?" ”

Well, I bothered people, I said, "That, I'm bothering you, I still want to say to you, thank you." ”

"What's polite," his voice was obviously woken up by me, and I felt embarrassed again, "I'll also go with Brother Shulin tomorrow to play, go back from work and rest quickly, I'm going to sign up tomorrow, and I'll have to behave well if I'm decided." ”

When I heard this, I couldn't help but be happy, and I said, "Okay, I know, what role can I play, do you know?" ”

"Female number four or so." I felt like I was about to fall asleep when I spoke, and I didn't want to disturb him anymore.

"Okay, I know, you can go to sleep." I said, and then he didn't hang up the phone or speak, he should be sleeping, female number four, in fact, that one said that as long as he could be on camera, it would be fine, but who doesn't want to be a protagonist, and become popular all of a sudden, hey, why do you want to do so much, sleep well after work, and hurry up to prepare for tomorrow's things.

Brother Yuan Zhi and I came home together, I quickly washed my feet and went to sleep, Brother Yuan Zhi didn't know what else to do, turned on the computer and continued to work.

I said, "Brother Yuanzhi, I'll sleep first, and I'll attend the mobilization meeting tomorrow, so you should go to bed early."

Brother Yuan Zhi said: "Well, you go to sleep quickly, and you will have the energy to sleep tomorrow." ”

"Also," I wanted to say but stopped, "Brother Yuanzhi, I may have to resign, let's hire another singer." "Speaking of which, I'm really a little reluctant to this place, although in the eyes of outsiders, this place can't be messy anymore, almost the most chaotic one except for the night club with public relations, but I really love here, it brings me not only money, school tuition and living expenses, but also brings me the first time to face the society, the first time to look at this era through this perspective.

A lot of people are ashamed of my profession, at first I like to argue, but later someone said, oh, how do you work in that kind of place, I just smiled and didn't say anything, I don't think there is any need to say it, even such people who can't understand me, there is no need to contact more, I earn clean money by my own labor, why should you despise it? Why do you despise me?

"Resign, you're finally gone, you don't have to listen to your ugly songs anymore, I'm going to recruit a girl who sings well and looks good to be the treasure of our store, as for you, I won't let you come back if you want to come back." Brother Yuan Zhi joked to me, in fact, although Brother Yuan Zhi is already in charge, I am still very embarrassed about this sudden resignation.

"Okay, I see, you can just find me a sister-in-law! Haha, okay, I won't give you any small talk, I'm going to sleep, good night, Brother Yuanzhi. I laughed.

"Good night."

I went to sleep, but I couldn't sleep at this time, I remembered that I had just finished the high school entrance examination, and it seemed that my mother came that day, and I vaguely saw it, but she didn't come to me, and she didn't talk to me.

At that time, there was not much turmoil in my heart, so I took the train back to City A again, I thought I was a little willful at the beginning, but I don't regret it, think about the current situation is really like a dream, I broke it alone, of course, I am not alone, and Brother Yuanzhi, and Brother Viagjie, but this is the first time to really break away from my parents, it really doesn't seem to be true.

I'm suddenly a little cold-blooded, if I don't go back today, it's been three years, it's been three years, think about it, it's really fast, Brother Yuan Zhi asked me to go home today, I feel a little overwhelmed, that is, I don't want to go back, I don't know what to say, and I don't know how to face it.

Thinking about it, I fell asleep and fell asleep.

I woke up at seven o'clock the next day, I have been used to it all these years, I slept for more than five hours a day, and I immediately got up when the alarm went off, and I didn't have the habit of lying in bed, which is also a habit that my mother gave me.

When I arrived at school, our class was already in a mess, because I didn't live in school, I couldn't say that the relationship with my classmates in the class was not bad, and it wasn't particularly good.

Today should be the performance department is not in class, all go to the gymnasium to participate in the mobilization meeting, by the way, didn't Yi Qiyang say to play today? Why didn't you call me, but Li Qing called me.

"Hey, honey, are you at school?"

"Arrived, you didn't go to class?" She's still very kind.

"What class are you taking, I skipped class, follow you to the gymnasium to have a look, and give you advice, be your military advisor!" I don't know why, why is she so happy, happier than me!

"Okay, come to my class." It's good to have a partner, I don't know how long this meeting will last, and I don't want to spend that long with so much boredom.

"Okay! Coming soon! I went to buy beer, drinks, mineral water, bread, spicy strips, sanitary napkins! She hung up and poof!! I'm rubbing, fortunately I didn't turn on the amplification, you just eat sanitary napkins, what a big rotten girl!

I had nothing to do in the class, so I read the book, wrote my homework, and waited for the announcement of the class loudspeaker, and the girls and boys around me were already very excited, the girls put on makeup, and the men sorted out their hair and clothes, this, this doesn't seem to be a performance today, why are you so excited?

At about half past eight, Li Qing came to me, and he really came to me with a bunch of food! Why are you going? Outing? Or do you want to sleep in the open? Why don't we buy another tent?

At about nine o'clock, the loudspeaker began to shout, and everyone rushed out like zombies, running to the gymnasium, I was not in a hurry, I looked at them and was stunned, if they knew that they had already decided on a candidate, I don't know how they would feel, hit me? Scold me? Or despise me?

"Oops! Let's go! Otherwise, you won't be able to grab a good position! Hurry up! "Bang, I was pulled by Li Qing and flew out! My thoughts were interrupted.

When I arrived at the gymnasium, I finally knew why everyone was in such a hurry and sat forward to make an impression on the director.

I really didn't care, I sat in the back with Li Qing, and then she took out her sanitary napkin, Phew! With drinks and snacks, we sat and waited for the director to arrive.

Everyone was sitting upright, only I was out of step with Miss Li Qing, Li Qing whispered to me: "How about it, Dieyan, are you ready to perform, how sure are you?" ”

If I didn't get this news before, it was that I was determined to have this news, I looked at today's scene, there are more than 2,000 men and women in our department, all of whom are in the midst of winning this battle, I really don't have much certainty, you didn't expect that there are too many more powerful than you, there are beautiful, talented, and connected, anyway, there are all kinds of things you didn't expect, I'm really not the one who is particularly eye-catching, and I really don't have much chance of winning this competition.

It occurred to me that there could be something else that was also predetermined? Suddenly, I felt worthless for these students who were full of enthusiasm, they used so much enthusiasm in exchange for the predetermined ending, and I suddenly hated myself, how did I become such a person.

I remember reading a quote in a book: One day, you're going to be the one you hate the most. Like, it seems to have really come true.

"Why are you stunned?" Li Qing pushed me, and I quickly came back to my senses.

Not to mention that this occasion is not suitable for talking about the things that are predetermined, even if it is not this occasion, I don't really want to say it, I feel that this kind of self is particularly annoying, and I gradually began to hate myself, not to mention others, I said humbly: "It's okay, I will definitely work hard!" ”

"What do you mean it's okay! You must show your best strength, do you understand, this is a big opportunity to become an instant hit! Li Qing said to me slurred as she ate her potato chips.

I don't know what to communicate, but fortunately, there are a lot of people in front, including school leaders, and I also saw Brother Shulin, that is, Director Li, and the person with the camera, and the beautiful Sister Linyin, following Brother Shulin.

All the students stood up, and when they looked over there, except for the sound of the leader walking in front of them, the audience became unusually quiet, and I also pulled Li Qing, who was eating, up and stood together.

The school leader motioned for us to sit down, and we sat down slowly from the front to the back.

Then the people in front of them sat in their respective positions, and the dean spoke first.

"Ladies and gentlemen, good morning, why did you gather in the gymnasium today to hold this meeting, I believe you have also heard of it, that is Li Shulin, director Li wants to shoot a movie, come to our school to select actors to shoot the movie, as the dean of the school, I feel very honored! I want to know if everyone is familiar with Director Li! The dean shouted loudly.

"Familiar!" A deafening sound permeated the entire gym!

"Okay, for this selection, I hope that all students can run for the election with the best strength and participate in the most energetic spirit! The most powerful state to show! Let Director Li know that we are hard-working college students! We are aspiring young people who dare to work hard! We are the future of the motherland that is striving for progress! The dean quickly mobilized the atmosphere, and the applause continued to echo in the gymnasium.

Waiting until the applause slowly stopped, the dean continued: "Okay, I hope that the selected students will not be arrogant or impatient, work hard, win glory for the school, and the students who are not selected will not be discouraged, there will be many such opportunities in the future, okay, my speech is over, and I would like to invite Director Li to speak to us, I want us to welcome with warm applause!" ”

The applause rang out again, and Brother Shulin tidied up Mike slightly, coughing twice.

began his speech: "Hello everyone, hello to all the students of the Performance Department of City A University of the Arts, my name is Li Shulin, I am a director, as your dean said, I want to make a film about the theme of youth, and I need some energetic and energetic young actors!" So I came to City A, City A is a city with outstanding people, many monuments, simple people, I chose this place because I really like this place! So I came to your school, and I think you should be proud that you are in this school..."

I suddenly felt a little harsh, and I felt harsh when I heard Brother Shuling's words.