Chapter Forty-Seven: Living Up to the Promise (10)

After a pause, he turned the topic back to him, "After Long Zhanyan met, he knew what he was thinking in his heart. ”

Long Zhanyan glanced up at Murong Haoran, then lowered his eyes randomly and said, "I don't understand what you're saying." ”

"I really don't understand?" Murong Haoran raised his eyebrows, "Okay, let me be clear, do you know who the person I love the most is?" ”

"The person I love is Jiang Fengxiang."

Murong Haoran looked sideways, and said with a smile: "It's really hard to live like you, you don't dare to love if you want to love, and you don't dare to say what you want to say, at this point, you haven't made any progress in the past year, Zhanyan You think about a dead person all day long, does it really make sense to you?" Or maybe you think it's funny to torture yourself like this. ”

"Why do you think I love Liu Ruyu? I don't ...... at all."

"I don't remember saying that the person you love is Liu Ruyu." Murong Haoran interrupted coldly, "You think so yourself, right?" ”

Long Zhanyan's words were choked up all of a sudden.

"Once upon a time you were a longing for me." Murong Haoran lowered his voice and spoke slowly.

"At that time, you had almost everything that a woman should have, all of which I didn't have, but since when did you become more and more like me."

She looked at Long Zhanyan and sighed lowly, "I didn't want you to be what I am now. ”

"I was just a kid, headstrong, and even a little lawless." Long Zhanyan smiled self-deprecatingly, "Eating from the bowl, thinking about the pot, desperately chasing Liu Ruyu, and on the other hand, he couldn't let go of Jiang Fengxiang, and kept saying that he was a friend, look, in the end, there was no good result." ”

"It's just that you don't want a good result, in fact, you can have a good result."

At Shanglong Zhanyan's gaze, Murong Haoran hooked the corners of his mouth, "The person you really love is not dead, it's entirely possible for you to fly with him, isn't it?" ”

Long Zhanyan's face showed disbelief.

Murong Haoran continued: "I've always wondered, if the person who died a year ago was Liu Ruyu, would you be like this? ”

"Murong Haoran!" Long Zhanyan shouted at her angrily.

"Hehe, when you hear something you don't want to hear, you get angry, and you really don't think about it in your heart, or you decide to guard Jiang Fengxiang for the rest of your life, if you really decide not to marry for the rest of your life, Liu Ruyu is really pitiful and innocent, the person who provoked him is you, and the person who abandoned him is you, isn't this willful? What's the difference between you and before at this point? Long Zhanyan, you are like the mastermind behind everything. ”

Murong Haoran turned a blind eye to Long Zhanyan's anger, and his expression was leisurely.

"Not only is it willful and selfish, the person you love all day long is Jiang Fengxiang, in the final analysis, you are just making an excuse for yourself, looking for an excuse to convince yourself that you don't love Liu Ruyu, you feel that you owe Jiang Fengxiang, you want to repay him, but why do you let Liu Ruyu accompany you, don't you think he is very innocent? It's good, you try your best to punish yourself and not make yourself happy, but in the final analysis, you just want to make yourself feel better, you just want to make yourself less guilty, it's so selfish. ”

Murong Haoran looked at Long Zhanyan's demeanor, turning from anger to calm, she smiled and said, "Zhanyan, do you think you are very miserable and pitiful now?" Wait until the day when someone no longer loves you and no longer cares about you, then you will be really miserable, remember that I will help you once, it doesn't mean that I will help you a second time, I have no interest in the stupid person who has suffered emotional intelligence twice in a row, and it is self-inflicted. ”

"You don't need to tell me about this." Long Zhanyan said lightly.

She took a deep breath facing the sky, then buried her throw in the palm of her hand and was silent for a long time.

She finally spoke, chirping like a mosquito in a voice that could be heard, "Murong Haoran, you are so cruel, you say everything so bluntly, you hide countless things I say, then it is meaningless for me to hide for so long and pretend to be stupid." Tears from her cheeks were red in her eyes.

"It's not pointless. Murong Haoran wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "At least it can make you feel better, in fact, it's quite pitiful to think about you again, the person you love all day long is Jiang Fengxiang, no matter how you force this kind of thing to be unpleasant." ”

"In your mouth, I'm like a selfish villain who has lost his conscience and has no heart and lungs." Long Zhanyan looked in the direction of the wooden house, where Liu Ruyu was being healed.

"But hearing you say this, I can't even find a reason to punish myself, sooner or later, one day I will let go of Jiang Fengxiang's matter, but not now. Haoran, I don't know how long it will take. ”

"Well, people have no reason to punish themselves, so they punish themselves and abuse themselves, which is nothing more than a sense of guilt in their hearts, and what people do to themselves, in the final analysis, is not just to make their hearts feel better, in order to make themselves feel better, more selfish thoughts." Murong Haoran smiled, then lowered his eyes and stared at the palm print in his palm and said.

After about three hours, the door of the wooden house finally opened, and Ling Xiao's face was not very good-looking, and he paced out.

Long Zhanyan ran forward and asked eagerly, "How is it?" Ling Xiao. ”

"Well, my life is no longer in danger, but it will take a few days after I wake up, and my body is weak, so I can't use force in the near future." Ling Xiao glared at her, but still replied reluctantly.

Long Zhanyan let out a long breath.

"Long Zhanyan, I don't bother to worry about you this time." Lin Xiao, "But I just want to ask, have you considered my previous proposal?" What do you think of erasing all Liu Ruyu's memories of you? ”

Long Zhanyan was stunned.

"Don't say you're going to refuse." Ling Xiao smiled a little sinisterly, "Liu Ruyu is unconscious now, this is a good time to cast an illusion. "Ling Xiao turned to the side and pointed to the wooden house, then please do it as soon as possible, Miss Longda."

Long Zhan's face was expressionless, he looked at the wooden house and then turned back to stare at Ling Xiao and said, "Do you really hope that Liu Ruyu has forgotten me?" ”

"Didn't you say you like Jiang Fengxiang? That's not to give Liu Ruyu a relief. ”

Yes, she didn't qualify for happiness in the first place.

In fact, Murong Haoran said that, in fact, sooner or later, Jiang Fengxiang would be let go, but how long would this be sooner or later......

She has been dragging Liu Ruyu for so long, hehe, why bother to continue to drag on and waste her time.

Long Zhanyan smiled bitterly for a while, looked up to the sky and sighed, strode into the wooden house and said: "It's okay, I didn't want to leave any way back for myself, everything is as long as I remember it, and I don't need to pull others." ”