Chapter 1143: Don't be decadent anymore
You ...... now" After sitting down, Yuan Na was still a little uncomfortable, probably because she was born delicate since she was a child, and she had never encountered this kind of thing since she grew up healthily all the way to her age, so she didn't know how to say how she felt in her heart.
"I'm fine now."
"What about you? How are you and Boa? ”
After all, I haven't seen each other for nearly half a year, and the old husband and wife are now so strange, who should be blamed for this result?
"Bao'er is very good, I am doing well, and the company is getting better and better."
"Last time I heard from a friend that it seems like you haven't been looking for a job?"
Sun Sizhe didn't know how he should face Yuan Na, especially like him now, if he went out and sat directly on the side of the road, then others would also use a little charity and sympathy to throw a few more yuan at him by the way, right?
"Look at me, who wants me?"
"It's been so long since the past, I don't think we need to dwell on it. People always have to move forward, and if they only stay in the memories of the past, then ......"
"Nana, now you and I are already different people."
What difference could it make? It's just that one has money and the other has no money.
"I think you should cheer up, after all, you are also Bao'er's father. You don't want your children to see you like this, do you? ”
has lived here alone for more than half a year, Sun Sizhe may have been in a decadent life for three or four months.
When I had money, I spent lavishly, but now I have no money, and I can only live a peaceful and hard life.
"Didn't the court already award Bao'er to you? If nothing else, our father and son may never see each other again in this life. ”
"In that situation, you couldn't raise Bao'er alone, so handing him over to me should be the most correct choice, right?"
On the issue of child custody, Sun Sizhe has never had any doubts.
He knew how much it would affect his children if they lived with him, and he felt that he had never been involved in the responsibilities and obligations of a father all these years.
"I'm here today just to see how you're doing now, and I don't mean anything else at all, so don't think about it."
used to have a superior status, but now in the eyes of others, he is just a prisoner or a flower child.
It is inevitable that the last lost dignity will be preserved in my heart, and it may all disappear in front of Yuan Na.
"How so? I've long been accustomed to people looking at me strangely, and their disgusted expressions. If I get close, I'll always cover my mouth and nose with my hands. ”
Recalling the sad past of doing it for a while, Sun Sizhe couldn't help but shed tears as he spoke.
This made Yuan Na's heart a little uncertain, what should she do? Is it really going to be the same mistake with him?
"Well...... Otherwise, I'll help you find a job, so you can support yourself on your own. ”
"No, if you want to find a job, you don't have to wait until now."
Yuan Na didn't quite understand what he wanted to express, but looking at his current decadent life was really unbearable.
"And what are your plans for your life next?"
"You also see the environment where I live, what qualifications do I have to say anything?"
Dirty clothes and socks were piled up everywhere in the living room, and even the food and drink bottles on the coffee table were not cleaned up.
It's like this in the living room, not to mention how messy the kitchen and rooms are.
"Actually, I came here this time to apologize to you, I didn't think about it when I did something before."
"Don't say that, I've never blamed you, and if you want to blame, I can only blame myself."
After half a year of transformation, Sun Sizhe is no longer the selfish person he was before, and money is not the whole of life for him.
It's good to be able to realize how hard what you did back then hit Yuan Na. It's just that now she doesn't care about it at all.
"If you want, I can invite you back to the company to continue ......"
"If I go back like this, there will definitely be a lot of people laughing at me, I'm used to living here, so I haven't thought about going back."
In order to be able to touch Sun Sizhe to Los Angeles, Yuan Na also spent a lot of effort, but now it is ......
"You've been here long enough, haven't you smelled it? It's already stinky here. ”
In fact, from the moment you enter the door, you can already smell the stench that has been extinguished. But Yuan Na chose to be patient, believing that she could overcome these difficulties.
"Sizhe, you really can't live like this anymore, I'll arrange a job for you when the time comes."
"I said no, why do you think about it so good to me now?"
It's not that I just think about it now, it's just that I feel that what I did in the past was a little too much, so I want to do my best to make up for it.
Sun Sizhe even wanted to make up for it, but he didn't have the qualifications and ability, so he could only live an idle life like this.
"I don't mean to blame you, I can only blame myself for going too far. If you don't leave, I'm afraid you'll have these stenches on your clothes. ”
Yuan Na didn't know what to say, but tears flowed down her eyes.
Seeing that she had been standing still in that place, Sun Sizhe directly pushed her out, "Don't come here again in the future, lest some reporters see it when the time comes, it will definitely have an adverse impact on you." ”
As a couple who have lived together for several years, they should not be strangers to each other, although their identities have changed a lot now, they can still think about Yuan Na.
There was only a door between the two of them, but neither of them knew what to say to each other in order to go back to the way before.
Sun Sizhe definitely wouldn't have any hope, and he also knew that his current appearance was completely unworthy of Yuan Na, and he didn't even deserve to lift her shoes.
"Sizhe, there is still some money in this card, if you need it, take it to the emergency, but I hope you really don't go on like this again."