If I had to say how I felt about this kind of thing, I would probably use the word jealousy, but the word jealousy is not just for a boy, I mean that when I am jealous as a girl, I am not just jealous for a boy.

In fact, sometimes jealousy is for some things and for some people, and when it comes to some people, it is not necessarily the opposite sex, this may also be the same sex.

In fact, if I explain it, many people may understand, I remember when I was a child, there was this kind of gang relationship, this gang relationship is not just between boys, in fact, there are also women.

When I was a child, I wasn't allowed to play in other groups when I was with someone, and many people had this feeling, and I felt this very deeply, and I still remember that feeling now.

In fact, the number of this small team is not a fixed number, sometimes it is two people, of course, a small team, at least two people.

When there are two people, there may not be such a strong team relationship, but if there is a single little girl, and a good friend of yours walks with her every day, you will also feel a kind of jealousy.

Anyway, I will feel it, this jealousy can spread in my heart but I don't want to admit it, I know in my heart that you must be jealous, but I don't want to admit it myself.

And there is also a certain jealousy of the object, which may be a public item, or someone else's item, such as my grandmother's thing.

My grandmother's stuff I like to play with this thing, but one day when I get old and give it to his grandson or her grandson to play with it, I feel very uncomfortable, and I think it should be considered a jealousy.

This kind of jealousy is actually because of people, but I think it should be because of an object, and if this item is changed into something else, I may not have such a big psychological effect.

But I'm a little different from the one who is jealous, in fact, to be honest, when he first came to Yun Ci, Qi Yang has been sticking next to Yun Ci, and I feel a little unhappy with this behavior.

It's like lifting an object, but the object comes into someone else's hands, and I feel very, very uncomfortable.

I've always felt that this should have nothing to do with feelings.,I mean it's not related to the opposite-sex relationship between Qi Yang.,Just because Qi Yang used to revolve around me.,But now it's not around me and runs to another person.,It's just such a simple thing.。

Of course, I'm not sure if it's such a simple thing, but for now, I feel sour in my heart, and I believe in the words of the blind boy very, very much.

Today, the blind boy said to me, "Believe it or not, when Yun Ci comes, you will definitely feel uncomfortable." ”

At that time, I was still thinking that Yun Ci is someone's real girlfriend and I am just a friend, what is wrong with me, what is wrong with this kind of thing, what does it matter to me.

Now I really came to such a situation, and found that what the blind boy said in a certain situation was indeed right, and this thing did make me feel a little uncomfortable, but this discomfort can be completely restrained in my heart.

I can control the superficial changes in my heart, but I've been thinking about a question that they used to tease me and Qiyang, but if this is the case, what would I do?

Is it really to chase after it? Do you really want to be a junior?

Even if it really happens, this thing should not be able to be discussed as a junior.

While I was thinking about it, I was still playing a game of drinking, and I was really uncomfortable in my heart, but there was nothing too good to do.

The only way is to turn your attention and let this sad feeling not be so strong in your heart.

How I feel like I'm getting more and more sick of myself now.

I've been thinking about this when I've been drinking, so what are the two of them going out for, are they really in touch?

I don't think I need to explain much about what this means, in fact, Li Qing asked me to watch a movie at the beginning, and it was okay when I first started watching this movie, although the original plot was not very good, but it was a movie.

Because Li Qing asked me to watch it, I thought that there might be something brilliant in the back, but when I saw a link in the middle, I understood that it was definitely not a simple movie.

And then I saw some celebrities, and these celebrities are the celebrities that I have seen in other TV series and movies, and some strange things have happened, and I don't think I need to say more about these same situations.

I can't believe that a celebrity can make a TV series like this, and I say that a person may probably know what the genre of this movie is.

I believe everyone should have watched a TV series, this TV series is called Little Fish and Flowers.

I believe that most people are quite interested in a character in it, to be precise, it is very impressive, and if I say this character, everyone will understand that this character is evil.

Although I can't name the actor, it was in that movie that I saw the actor's existence and did that with another actor.

Later, I searched for it.,It turned out that this kind of movie was called san ji pani.,In order not to be blocked, I had to use this pinyin to type.。

Such movies simply abound, and you can often see some familiar faces, I thought for a while that it was a cutout, that is, it was post-production, but after searching for the names of such actors, I found that this type of movie is indeed real, that is to say, the characters in this type of movie are indeed played by them and are also real actors.

What we didn't expect is that it is now whitewashed, which is indeed beyond our expectations.

It was my surprise to be exact.

Sometimes I don't continue to watch that movie, the main thing in that movie is actually that scene, and the plot is messy, even if it is appropriate or not, it doesn't matter.

And many people absolutely and absolutely don't pay attention to what the plot looks like when they watch this kind of movie, but there are indeed some plots in it.

But it's very uncomfortable, if the audience has a little bit of appreciation, it feels like eating wax, and that sentence tastes like chewing wax.

If you watch some of these scenes, then there is not much to do, and the scene is definitely beneficial for most people who have too much hormone production.

In fact, I would like to thank the blind boy in particular, it feels as if all my education in that area comes from the blind boy, and the blind boy is the enlightenment of that education.

I really didn't understand it before, on the one hand, it was compared with the boys' acceptance, and on the other hand, I didn't watch this kind of film, so the acceptance of this kind of thing was very low.

But since I recognized the blind boy, it was like opening the door to a new world, which made people feel very, very happy, don't make people feel very, very new.

In fact, as far as this kind of thing is concerned, I don't think it's all bad, there are many good things in the world, but good means that this kind of thing can exist, and there are many things that have huge disadvantages, at least for human beings, when the harm outweighs the good, this thing may be completely abandoned, and it may only be completely abandoned by the machine.

Back to the original topic, in fact, I am absent-minded, jealousy has been spreading in my heart, I feel sour in my stomach, and it seems that I don't need to add vinegar to eat today.

But it didn't feel like it was long before the two of them returned.

I actually wanted to ask what the two of them were doing when they went out, but the girl named Zhuli brought by Yun Ci teased them, knowing why my heart was getting more and more sour, I never thought that the two of them went out to do that.

But Zhu Li's ridicule seemed to have made up her mind, which means that the two of them seemed to be doing that thing, and this sour heart was even stronger.

So did I speak next to me, and in the face of this Zhuli's ridicule, Yun Ci didn't react at all, that is to say, there was no interest in refuting at all.

It deepened this emotion even more, don't let me think that this thing may really be true, and the uncomfortable feeling in my heart is getting more and more.

I drank a little too much, which made me feel like I could say anything, thank you for feeling a kind of pain, and gradually I felt that this jealousy psychology actually seemed to be a little deeper.

In other words, it's not like the traditional kind of jealousy, and I now wonder if I really want to be that or something.

I still drank bars, drank and sang and sang, and after drinking, I became more and more bold, and the songs I sang were more sad and angry, and I even invested a little bit of emotion.

They applauded in unison, but they didn't feel the slightest bit of them, and at this time, they were very vague, and the painful feeling in their hearts was getting deeper and deeper.

The blind boy is really right.

I gradually felt that I was about to lose consciousness, no, no, no, I suddenly remembered one thing, that is, I was prone to drunkenness after drinking, and I really didn't know afterwards.

If something doesn't go well, it's really not good, so I try to keep my spirits down, and now I even suspect that I have a dual personality, and in most cases I'm a normal person, but after drinking my other personality will come out.

I don't know exactly what my other personality looks like, but for now, I don't think it's going to be particularly good if the other personality does appear.

After a while, I tried to suppress the illusion of my drinking, and the best way to do that was to throw myself up.

Li Qing, I don't know why I want to call Li Qing at this time, in fact, I really want to call the blind boy most of the time, but I don't know why I feel like Li Qing has become my most important person at this time, I don't think there is any need to ridicule people at this time.

Li Qing helped me into the bathroom, and then I gulped my throat and spit it out, every time at this time I am a very decisive person, and only at this time will I become very resolute.

Li Qing smiled and said to me, "Don't you feel very uncomfortable?" ”

I didn't hear Li Qing's deep meaning, at least not at first, so I nodded and said, "It's really a little bit like this, my stomach hurts a little, but there shouldn't be any big problem." ”

Li Qing continued to smile and said, "I didn't ask you about this? I'm asking you about something else, is it because you feel jealous when you see Yi Qiyang with someone else, so you drink too much. ”

At this time, I am still relatively clear, but I feel a little unfamiliar when I hear this name, and usually those two words are more smooth, and they also feel very good, so I usually use those two words.

But now I do feel that this is really strange.

I'm still relatively sober in my heart, so when I answer the blind boy at this time, it must be a more sober time to answer the blind boy's words.

"Okay, okay, now I'm just happy, so I drink more."

If this is supposed to be normal, I think this behavior should be considered a very normal behavior, because I usually drink too much.

But I don't know if I will be able to travel tomorrow, because when I will wake up tomorrow is a big problem.

The blind boy shook his head helplessly, patted me on the shoulder and said to me with a smile: "Okay, okay, you can hold on, sooner or later you won't be able to hold on." ”

In fact, I don't understand what the blind boy said, even if she said the way, even if she said the situation, what if I couldn't hold on? I can't do this thing, I think I'll never be able to do such a thing.

The skull hurts a little.

Finally, after the blind boy patted me, I also felt much more comfortable, and this phantom feeling gradually pressed into my mind, which means that at least I will not drink and go crazy now.

Actually, I'm also very interested in what I'm like when I'm drunk, and if I have the opportunity in the future, I'll definitely drink too much normally and ask them to take a video of me, I really want to see what I'm like.

Everyone wants to see another side of themselves, in fact, it comes from this interest in the unknown, and I am no exception, I also especially want to see what I am like, whether it is a special shame or not a special appearance.

Spent a long time in the bathroom.

In the middle of the day, I asked the blind boy, "What do I look like when I'm drunk?" ”

The blind boy smiled and said, "I don't think you still want to know what you're like when you're drunk?" That way, you'll have some expectations of yourself. ”

I was a little scared when the blind boy said it, would it look like a drunken person at that time, just like what was shown on TV, I wasn't drunk I wasn't drunk at all.

It's like a sick person who keeps saying that he is not sick.

That situation actually seems a little funny to me, but I don't mind if it does happen to me.

Counting backwards is a very normal thing.

Eventually, I had to get out of the bathroom, because I couldn't occupy a room if someone needed to go to the bathroom.

But we really can't drink it, and if we can't drink it, we sing and ask a few people to take turns singing.

The songs I sang are much lighter now, and now because I feel much more comfortable, the illusion of transparency has finally disappeared, and I don't feel it again.

Finally calmed down my mood, and I shouldn't have some drunken nonsense now.

It's not a very good choice to get drunk now, and the main reason is that there are a lot of outsiders here.

In fact, to be honest, Yun Ci should be regarded as an outsider, I think this explanation is a bit far-fetched, but it should be like this, because Yun Ci is Qi Yang's girlfriend, and the relationship between me and Qi Yang is needless to say, anyway, I think the relationship between the two of us is very good, very good.

In addition, there seems to be some binding of interests now, and the friend who is bound to interests is the best friend, as if he is perfunctory or encouraging himself?

So since this is the case, then Yun Ci and I can't become best friends after all, not that the two of us are rivals in love, I think it should be a preconceived concept.

It's because Qi Yang and I met first, so Yun Ci has no way to become my best friend, in other words, if Yun Ci becomes my best friend, that is, if Yun Ci and I met first, then this matter will become different.

So I think there's still a preconceived notion that many, many things are preconceived, which is the legendary first-come, first-served.

Because when I watched the martial arts biography, I was actually more impressed by this word, sometimes I wonder if the relationship between Xiucai and Guo Furong and Wushuang will also exist in real life, I mean that if this is the Xiucai who Wushuang met first, will he not have any feelings for Guo Furong when he knows Guo Furong later.

After all, Wushuang is such a virtuous girl, I think she can still achieve a point where a man is willing, so it is likely that Xiucai will never like Guo Furong again in the future.

It doesn't really make much sense to make assumptions about feelings, but as a bystander, I like to make this kind of assumption.

I've been thinking about this question all the time, I was also thinking about this when I was young, and at that time I compared myself to a man, and if I said I was a man, I would definitely choose Wushuang.

Actually, I didn't figure out what the director meant, and I couldn't imagine what kind of opinion they wanted to express or what kind of thing they wanted to express.

But after all, I was still very small at that time, but I was very small, so when I looked at some things, I would make myself a little vague.

I know that I watched the link where her father came for the third time, that is, the link where Guo Juxia came.

The last paragraph of that link is the real interpretation of this first-come-first-served bar, that is to say, there is really no way to figure out the matter of feelings, and you can't take a drawing to build a model of feelings.

If that's the case, then there's no preconceived notion, I mean emotionally.

In fact, feelings need to be impulsive.,In fact, from their thing, I also think that I must be an impulsive girl in the future.,But if you really like it, then go and give it a go.,Ask whether it's true or false, or whether it's good or bad.,I'm willing to accept this final result.。

In fact, to be honest, what we watched on the TV series was a very good result, but on the surface, it seemed to be a very good result, because we don't know what Guo Furong and Lu Xiucai became in the end, after all, the final ending was not shown to us.

But this incident has really given us a very big inspiration, some say it has given me a very big inspiration.

I haven't understood this TV series for a long time, maybe because it's relatively small, or maybe because it's more profound, so I didn't understand it.

But overall, this is really a rare good TV series, and overall I like the characters in it, even if I can't understand it when I was a child, it's a good thing to say let's laugh.

But now every time I watch it a few times, I always have some new insights, and I also understand a truth in life, every time I see the last kind of big truth, I actually don't want to watch it, as if my mother also talked about these truths, but now when I watch this TV series again, I am actually most willing to watch it when I talk about big truths.

This is what we often call a small taro class.

But now when I see the small class, I feel that it is very, very interesting, I remember that there is an episode that makes Li Dazui stop gambling, no, it should be the sentence that makes Bai Zhantang stop gambling.

The reason is the principle of gambling, that is, don't gamble.

I remember that one more deeply, and I finally understand why gambling people are always ruined, of course, I am talking about most of this.

That sentence is really a classic sentence, many things are not outdated until now, and there are many, many stalks in it, many classic words.

It's just that you want to win and win, and you want to turn over when you lose.

Very simple words.

It's actually midnight at the end of this KTV trip, and I haven't been drinking anymore since that time, and I'm finally getting rid of it, and now I don't need anyone to help me when I go back, and I have the ability to act independently.

Besides, we don't need to walk back, we just need to take a taxi back, and when we get to that place, we basically go upstairs to my room with the blind boy.

Qiyang is to send Yunci and Zhuli, I believe that there should not be too many stories, of course, not necessarily, the one who drinks the most in it is Zhuli.

Zhuli was supported by Wu Yili, and then Yun Ci was fine, but she couldn't help Zhuli anymore and returned to their hotel.

So I think there may be a certain story going on, as far as Zhuli is concerned, there are no senses anymore, I don't think there are too many sensations in whether it is hearing, smell or skin on the surface.

So even if it is some kind of story that happens to them, it shouldn't matter much, anyway, Zhuli can't feel it.

But if it's made into a video.

Wow, how could I have such a thought, I feel like I'm too dirty, I used to be an innocent little girl, but now I've become a filthy god who comes with my mouth open, but I also feel a little uncomfortable.

But now I still enjoy this feeling, in the past, I always felt that it was a very bad thing for people to say some witty things, that is, I despised people very much, but now I don't feel that I am a very despised person when I say some witty things.

It's not a fault that it always happens to me, and that's what I am.

But it's really fun to say witty things, and Qi Yang often says witty things, but Qi Yang always makes me feel a little different, because Qi Yang this guy also makes people feel a kind of strange when he says witty things.

Because he doesn't make people feel that uncomfortable feeling, but passers-by still say that his friends always feel that he has a good grasp of his degree.

If there are no strangers, he may speak a little deeper, and if there are passers-by, he may say this degree a little lower, and the voice will be lowered.

So, I feel that this guy is still different from others.

In fact, as far as we are concerned, we also know what kind of person we are annoying with.

For example, some students make loud noises on the subway, and say things that they think are interesting and that others are interested in, and they will always be disgusted by others.

Actually, I'm no exception, and I'm also very disgusted by people like that, who feel very childish when they say things, and who don't pay attention to their volume.

Although most of these people are students, of course, I don't mean that I despise the student industry, I just say some of my own opinions, and most of these people are indeed students, isn't it that 30-year-olds who dress very low feel that they have experienced a lot, and feel that the topics they talk about are more interesting to others.

Such people are the most annoying people, whether on the bus or on the subway, I also hate such people the most.

There is no need to say something that you feel is necessary.

And they don't pay attention to lowering their volume, and there is another type of person who is holding his mobile phone to play music, this kind of person is not particularly common on the subway, but it is very common in some public places.

Some of the volume played outside is music, some are videos, and the video is the video in some of the software, and this video actually makes people feel very disgusting.

Of course, there are actually very good videos in this, such as some learning videos, videos of making videos.

It's just that I'm more disgusted with the videos in some behaviors that mix some music.,And it's out.,I don't feel much interest when I wear headphones.。

Those people think that everyone is interested in this kind of video, and this kind of video feels very powerful.

I especially want to scold people like those who drive motorcycles and put on those subwoofers, and those who drive motorcycles to change the sound of motorcycles and want to buzz.

If such a person says a very vicious word, it is that your whole family died violently!

Such people not only do not respect their own lives, but they also do not respect the lives of others, which is very, very disgusting.

It's true that I don't respect other people's lives at all, it's dangerous for others to drive so fast, and if you die, you should die, and you can take others to die with you, that's simply a sin!

The point is that the motorcycle is not particularly valuable, why do you drive so loudly!

I don't feel like it makes any sense!

There are also some people who play songs outside, and they play real songs, and such people usually appear on the school playground and some squares.

And the age is about fifty or sixty years old, and putting some older songs makes people feel very uplifting, you heard it right, at least at their volume, it also makes people feel very uplifting.

As for why it's exciting, because they don't know where they bought that speaker, it feels like it was decades ago, and it crackles every time it reaches the high pitch, which makes people feel very uncomfortable.

So every time these uncles and aunts pass by, I need to slow down quickly, I mean to let him pass quickly, if I don't go over, I feel like I'm going to be deaf.

Basically, it is divided into these two types of people.

In fact, at this time, I just want to praise Qiyang, Qiyang has done a very, very good job in this situation, and this degree is also very, very good.

His attitude towards life is that people should be moderate when they do anything, and they like to do things with a 7.5 point, that is, they are not too ostentatious and not too mediocre.

Although I don't understand what this 7.5 point means, it still sounds more philosophical.

When I got home, I put the blind boy on the bed, and I helped the blind boy back, although he had the ability to open his eyes, but he had completely lost the ability to walk back.

So this time I helped the blind boy back, and I didn't ask anyone to help, I thought I was completely okay, but I didn't expect that going upstairs would almost cost me the greatest strength of my life.

To be honest, most girls are very small compared to men, so there shouldn't be any big problem with this.

So even if my strength is actually very small, my physical strength is relatively good, but my strength is really not that great.

Lifting the blind boy up almost made me collapse on the bed, and I threw her on the bed first, then myself, and now I'm going to get some rest.

The first thing I want to do after drinking is to sleep instead of taking a shower, but now I really need to take a shower, because my whole body is not particularly comfortable, and my whole body is sticky.

And even if you don't take a bath, you should wash your feet, because your feet are the stickiest and you are covered in socks and shoes every day when you think about so many distances.

So if I go into the bed without taking a bath, I guess I'm already useless.

You will feel that your quilt and feet are stuck together, and you can't move when you push back, so you must wash your feet when you wash your feet, and it is impossible not to wash your feet in this life.

It smells so good!

This time, I finally escaped the law of true fragrance!

After a little rest, clean yourself up first, which is the most important thing for yourself, and then the next thing is the blind boy's business.

The dead man's thing is the most difficult thing to deal with, and a person who is almost the same as a dead man, that is, a drunk person, is actually the same, and taking off her clothes has become a more luxurious thing.

The next thing I'm going to do is this pretty extravagant thing, wipe her feet a little bit, with her towel of course, but to be honest I don't know if it's a towel for your face or a towel for your feet, but I think it's the same.

As far as the sentence of the rise is concerned, it is all their own meat, and it is not necessary to score a high and low, in fact, there was no big mistake in saying this sentence in the beginning, so now I think there is still a little bit of a small mistake.

It's that this foot has been covered for too long and sweat should indeed be separated from the hand, the hand is generally washed and wiped, as if the foot is generally washed and wiped again, and suddenly found that what Qi Yang said may be true, it may be true, there is no big difference.

Suddenly, I also felt that Qiyang seemed to be saying a truth, rightly, it was all your own meat, why should you divide a high and low!

Well, well, in fact, every time I talk about Young, I always think of all sorts of things, and I know what that may mean.

For example, that time when I was in an Internet café, that was the time when the three of us went to an Internet café to open a hack, and I vowed never to go to an Internet café again, because there were a lot of thugs fighting.

That time I was very heroic, and I was brave and strategic, to be honest, that time also moved me more once, and I don't know why I was moved in a daze.

And the previous time was that I was harassed once, and Qiyang also helped me solve a lot of things, and I also paid a lot of costs.

I understand that, so every time I talk about Young, I can always think of so many messy things, and I also show that there may be something that I just don't feel myself, or I don't want to talk about it.

Forget it, I don't think it's better to talk about it, I finally got the blind boy's clothes off, which is quite laborious!

I also took a few pictures, of course, not what you think, but some other photos, which I will use to threaten the blind boy in the future.

Will this blind boy call the police?,If you call the police, then I'll game over.,Of course, this is a joke.,How can the blind boy call the police?,The blind boy is at most to find a handle for me and die with me.。

This is what the blind boy should or will do the most.

After tidying up the blind boy, I quickly went to bed, and it only took about three minutes to lie on the bed, and I basically fell asleep.

People say that alcohol is not actually a thing that can promote sleep, and I have seen it on some trivia, but after a drink I really feel very sleepy, or it is really late, and I want to sleep anyway.

Three minutes to fall asleep.

When I woke up on the 2nd day, I was woken up by a phone call, this is Yun Ci's phone, it is estimated that Yun Ci should be with Qi Yang now, Qi Yang or not left?

Or did something like that really happen?

What's going on, I've been comforting myself in my heart, and I don't feel that this comfort is unnecessary.

Yun Ci's phone must have six or seven missed calls, and the blind boy next to him was not noisy at all, and he was sleeping with a huff, which really made me feel more admired.

After answering Yun Ci's call, I was also a little confused, and joked in the first sentence: "How about you having fun with Qi Yang yesterday, right?" ”

This sentence doesn't seem to make me feel funny, in other words, the joke really doesn't seem funny at all.

"Where, where, he's gone, what are you thinking about this little girl, what's going on in your head all day!"

There's really a little bit in my heart, forget it, don't talk about it, I still feel a little scum after saying this word.

"What are you calling for?"

Originally, I thought Yun Ci was showing off.

"Of course it's going to travel, Qi Yang took into account that he slept late last night so he plans to leave at noon, you get up now and hurry up, you still need to clean up for a while, so let's get up and set off quickly! But it's not a big deal, because I haven't gotten up yet. ”

That's right, I remembered that I was going to travel today, in fact, I knew about it last night, but I was so sleepy, so I forgot about setting the alarm clock.

I nodded and said, "Okay, okay, I know, I'll call her later." ”

"Okay, okay, as soon as possible, Qi Yang called me just now, then I also got up quickly, so I thought of you first, do you think I'm quite righteous."

Seeing that I didn't hear it, the first person to call was Yun Ci, and he didn't think to call me, what an ungrateful guy!

Forgot last night that I wanted 1,000 dollars to sell your computer? Now I suddenly don't want to sell to Qi Yang, of course, the main reason is because he is heavy on sex and light on friends, not for other reasons, really not for other reasons.