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Not sleeping until this point in time is really not what you should be.

In fact, when I used to study every day, there were not many entertainment activities, and the only remaining entertainment activity was to watch the starry sky.

You can't play with your mobile phone, you can't play with your computer, and sometimes even drawing when you're tired of studying, it's a luxury.

Mom is in constant contact with her teachers, and I feel like I'm in touch more often than any parent.

So the thing I hate the most seems to be my mother's phone call, and then my mother is more strict with me, and she knows everything about me well.

It was just a few months, because my father was hospitalized and still had that old problem, so I relaxed my vigilance a little, so everything happened so naturally.

Anyway, I couldn't do anything when I was studying, and once I stood outside the window and looked at the stars, and suddenly I realized that I hadn't seen such stars and such a night sky for a long time.

When I looked at it again today, I suddenly remembered that point in time.

When you say that if I go back to school again, I mean that I will go back to the time period of high school, where I have no financial and personal freedom, and suddenly I feel that I can't go back.

I believe that this is the feeling of many people, when they drop out of high school and go to work outside and then have life and economic freedom, if some people persuade them to go back to high school again to go to university, I believe that many people are unwilling, and sometimes there is no way to adapt to that kind of life without other reasons.

And I'm in that state right now, but luckily I'm about to graduate from college and get a job, which is actually quite perfect for my life.

The thing I didn't understand from high school to now is what success is called in my dad's mouth, I don't know if my dad went to college or not, some people say why I don't know so much about my dad, I just want to say that the main thing is that there is too little communication.

Anyway, they understand success as if it is success when I get a job after going to university, or I am a civil servant, and they may think that as long as I can be self-reliant, it will be fine.

But in fact, the current situation still feels that it is not up to their standards, although it is said that it is beyond the outline, but there is still no desire to go back.

I still want to talk to someone, I talked a lot with Brother Shulin, and then I talked a lot with Sister Linyin, but I never found my direction.

Maybe at this time Qiyang didn't sleep.

I'll see if a phone call is up and not sleeping.

He probably hasn't slept, and he should have been playing games for a while.

In fact, after I made the phone call, I felt a little regretful, because I didn't know what to say on the phone, and I didn't know where to start some of the words.

In reality, Qi Yang and I talked happily without any obstacles, but on the phone, it was as if we suddenly had nothing to say.

But one of the good things is that Qiyang is more able to talk, and he will also be more looking for topics.

So it's not particularly embarrassing to talk to him on the phone overall, and it feels like time flies very fast, and I don't feel like it's long after chatting, and I don't feel like I'm talking about anything, anyway, half an hour has passed.

But I think the most important content is that when I asked him how I should choose, he told me a very classic sentence, this is either a famous actor in the entertainment industry, or an unfamous actor, and there is no transition in between.

The meaning of this sentence is that it is impossible to be a carefree actor and be able to act in some plays with a salary.

In fact, Sister Linyin and I said such things, but Sister Linyin said it more specifically.

Qi Yang also joked with me that if he could start a business, he would pull me along, but the salary was not so high, and I agreed, but in my heart I promised a little bit of that feeling, that feeling is very serious, if he really wants to do something on his own, plus he needs my help, of course, the premise is that I can give him help, then I will definitely be duty-bound.

In fact, I have figured out that the current life is given by others, and if I lose such a life, I will not feel too pity, and if I don't feel pity at all, it will definitely be impossible.

Just like I can't go back to the kind of life I had in high school, the two have similar meanings, maybe this one is a little heavier or that one is a little heavier, but in my opinion, both of them can survive anyway, and they don't have to go back to the kind of era when they didn't have their own economic life.

I don't know why, when I first started to enter the entertainment industry, I started to be a little disgusted again.

This life is not at all what I imagined.

Perhaps there is simply no life that can be as one might think.

When I was about to go to art school, I thought about performing easily every day and earning money, and when I had nothing to do, I went to see the beautiful scenery of my motherland.

It's a pity that it seems that everything has changed, as if this kind of life only appears in dreams.

The most terrible thing is to find that your dream is really just a dream, and this dream is not a place you can't reach, but a place that you find completely different after you arrive.

I've only remembered this detail, anyway, I really don't know what I'm talking about after talking to him for a long time, and one of the things I feel more guilty about is that he's been looking for a topic, of course I know that it's hard to talk like this, and no one likes to say that.

They all like to be light-hearted, but for me the half hour was actually quite happy, and the conversation was quite relaxed, and I completely forgot about the events of a few days ago.

I suddenly felt that what happened a few days ago really seemed to be a little naïve, and I said something I didn't want to admit, that is, how did I learn to be jealous.

A little fire slowly expanded in his heart, this little fire was what Li Qing said to me at the beginning, Li Qing said I asked Yang which one I am beautiful with you.

I couldn't help but laugh when I thought of this, how could I ask such a thing.

Now if anyone is next to me, they must think that I am a psychopath, because laughing every now and then, laughing every now and then, a good neurotic is not much of a difference.

Look at the time at two o'clock again, and if you don't go to bed, you really can't get up tomorrow morning, in order to avoid a certain situation, I first set the alarm three or four, just to avoid not getting up tomorrow morning.

I knew I wouldn't have called Qi Yang this time, so I couldn't sleep when I was so excited now, I was supposed to call him and get ready to sleep, and now I'm getting more and more excited.

It was so excited that I fell asleep and woke up the next morning in such a state.

This state is what kind of state I really understand, that is, I can't help but smile all the time, and the happiness that flows from the outside can be seen at a glance.

When I looked in the mirror, I found that my heart was rippling again, and the smile on my face was just uncontrollable.

When I woke up the next morning, I was actually very energetic, in fact, I only slept for about six hours, and then put on a little makeup to make sure I could go out.

So why I found out about this thing is Sister Linyin's evaluation of me when I went out.

"What did you do last night, and you were so happy?" These are what Sister Linyin said about half an hour after she met me.

We sat in the back as usual, and then she watched me for a long time and said this to me.

Although I was a little flustered at this time, I especially wanted to accept the kind of feelings I looked at, but this kind of thing is not something you can immediately accept if you want to accept it, so I can only forcibly explain: "Nothing happy, what's wrong?" Am I any different from usual? ”

"I'll tell you myself, you have to say that I tease you, and then let a third person come to see." Sister Linyin didn't answer me.

Then Lin Jie said to Brother Shulin: "Director Li, you turn your head and ask you a question."

Brother Shulin was busy, but after hearing Sister Linyin's words, he quickly turned his head, feeling that he had been eavesdropping on us, and he didn't put his mind on his work at all.

"What's the matter? Go ahead. Brother Shulin put his head on the seat, and then looked at us blankly, looking like he especially wanted to listen to gossip, I was simply convinced by Brother Shulin's appearance, people said that everyone gossiped, and now it seems that this is the case, in fact, a director is no exception.

Sister Linyin looked at me and said with a smile: "Look at the huge difference between Dieyan today and yesterday, hint at it, mood." There are countless question marks in my head, this is called a prompt? This is simply explicit, so there is no meaning in saying such a little bit, and the two of you don't have the heart to guess the gossip, just want to know this gossip.

Brother Shulin also pretended to think about it.

In fact, I also really wanted to control the expression on my face, but I don't know why I couldn't control it, it was just too infuriating, and when Brother Shulin looked at me, I couldn't hold back and laughed directly.

As a result, all the people on the bus turned back, some envious, some jealous, and some looked at them as neurotics.

Envy and jealousy are naturally to see me chatting with the director so happily, as for those who are right to see them as neurotics, I am really special like a neurotic.

Brother Shulin also pretended to be a Taoist priest in the rivers and lakes, closed his eyes and pinched his fingers, and there were words on his mouth, it is worthy of a director who needs such a thing, it is simply easy to catch, if the bus is replaced by a carriage, it is basically a tricked and deceived warlock.

"According to the old man's guess, Miss Dieyan should have encountered a happy event."

Let Brother Shulin say this sentence I rolled my eyes, this thing seems so ambiguous, how to say it I seem to be pregnant.

Sister Linyin smiled lightly beside her: "I have to say that Mr. is quite right, this young lady really encountered a happy event, so dare to ask Mr. Can you calculate what kind of happy event you have encountered?"

Can't you speak well? Can't you speak human language? I also got the old saying out.,What kind of trouble are you guys going to make?,Why don't I feel a little unclear about your appearance.,Aren't you a little crazy like this?

Then Brother Shulin continued to pretend and began to pinch his fingers and calculate: "This is not so easy to calculate, is it that the movie girl met a happy event in marriage?"

If I was drinking water at this time, I must have squirted it directly, but even in this case I coughed twice, and when Brother Shulin said these words, I didn't know why my throat felt a little breathless, so I coughed.

Of course, it may really make him say something that is too accurate, of course, most things are definitely not accurate, but my behavior seems to them to be accurate.

So Dieyan directly began to cover her mouth and said in a muffled voice: "Wow, you little girl, it seems that I guessed something!" Didn't you take the boy back last night! I told you that you can't bring your friends into the house given by the crew, and neither can your boyfriend! ”

Oh my God, whatever! Am I that kind of person! And bring a boyfriend! I just want to know where I have a boyfriend! Don't slander my innocence in front of so many people!

At this time, I originally wanted to refute, but I thought about it lightly, according to the urine nature of human gossip, it is basically useless for you to refute, because the more you refute, the more they will be alarmed by their gossip.

This principle is quite simple, for example, the relationship between a boyfriend and a girlfriend, the more girls want to refuse and welcome, the more likely it is to arouse the tyrannical interest of men, that is, in general, the more he resists, the more he wants to force that and that, don't say what it is, if you say it, it basically can't be updated (hahaha, just understand.) )

When I thought of this, I suddenly felt that there was no need to refute it, so I looked at them with a kind of insight into everything, and let them say whatever they wanted, and then they would lose interest more and more.

Of course, this should be a little more hot, I nodded at them indifferently: "Well, that's right, I just brought a boy back yesterday, otherwise you can punish me, tell the crew to see how much the fine is, rest assured that I will bear as much as it costs."

Sister Linyin, I guess I didn't expect me to say it like this, but with her character of not admitting defeat, she should continue to talk about this kind of topic.

Sister Linyin nodded and looked at me: "Yes, now I have learned to die and not admit it, and I have learned to mess up the audio-visual, it can be good, but have you ever thought that you would break your heart by doing this!"

I spurted out a mouthful of old blood again, and what was this forgiving! Even if I take the boy back, what's wrong! Isn't it allowed to have a relationship at my age!

I looked at Sister Linyin with hatred, Sister Linyin looked like she was winning!

Brother Shulin also started to watch the joke next to him, but he turned it slightly, but when he saw his ear that had been moving, he knew that he must be listening to it, if he didn't listen, then he wouldn't be called Brother Shulin.

"Sister Linyin, don't talk nonsense," but at this time, I remembered a way to divert Sister Linyin's attention, which was to let Sister Linyin play the game on my phone, this game is nothing else or the new mobile game, which is similar to League of Legends.

But when I said this, Sister Linyin didn't seem to accept this: "Don't change the topic for me, you think I don't know, right, now give me an honest explanation, why are you full of spring?" What's going on? ”

One thing I'm wondering is, does what happened to me have anything to do with you? I don't think it has much to do with it, do you?

But obviously I can't say this to my face, and then I persuaded Sister Linyin for a long time and finally persuaded Sister Linyin to the right path, I first showed him a game I played, that is, I chose a hero with similar skills to Han Bing for him to see, and finally she really became interested, so I finally turned the topic out.

Then I asked her to take my phone and play with it, but it didn't matter, but something went wrong.

When I played the game for Sister Linyin, I didn't look at when she finished playing, I didn't expect Sister Linyin to be so reckless, and after playing, I looked directly at my chat history and call history, this is not good, this is not a righteous gentleman!

Then something happened that made her happy, and she finally found my handle, which was the call log between me and Qi Yang.

The moment she saw it, I began to regret why I didn't delete the call log yesterday, in fact, I didn't expect this to happen.

When Sister Linyin found out about this, she was not in the mood to play games, so she patted Brother Shulin in front of me and showed my mobile phone to Brother Shulin, and Brother Shulin accurately saw a recent call record, 32 minutes and 50 seconds.

Actually, when Sister Linyin wanted to read it with Brother Shulin, I was going to grab it, but after thinking about it carefully, forget it, anyway, Sister Linyin will also say that if I grab it, it may add fuel and vinegar, so don't try to cover it up.

Brother Shulin looked at me with a playful look: "No wonder you are so energetic today, there is a problem with the two of you talking on the phone for more than 30 minutes?"

Sister Linyin also echoed beside her: "Yes, yes, there is indeed a problem, what is going on, to be honest!" I'm telling you if you don't tell the truth, then I'll ask you about it, I'm sure this guy will tell the truth. ”

Actually, there is nothing about this matter, even if you tune the call record, what can you do with the call recording, we don't have any ambiguous topics, just a simple talk about their views on life, which is called the exchange between friends, but you look at me with this kind of eyes can only show the filth in your heart.

Since they asked so much, the first thing I should have done was to grab the phone first, and after snatching the phone, I said calmly: "Oh, I couldn't sleep last night and made a call, I was kind enough to play games with you, but you peeked at my privacy like this, this thing is too inauthentic!" Of course, I just pretended to be calm on the surface, but in fact, my heart is in chaos right now.

"Oh, I can't sleep at night, are you looking for me and it's over? What are you doing with a married man, a lonely man and a widow in the middle of the night are easy to get burned, no wonder the little face is red in the morning. "I know that Sister Linyin is easy to exaggerate, although I am used to it, but such a statement still makes me very shy.

It's a bit too explicit, isn't it? What set you on fire? What little blushing is that? At most, I just showed a happy look, and I didn't say that I was blushing, what kind of moisturizing thing was what you said! I don't know you yet, it's dirty!

All of a sudden, I didn't know how to answer Sister Linyin's words, this really can't be explained, I called a boy in the middle of the night for half an hour, if it wasn't a couple, I believe no one would believe it.

So I had no choice but to break the jar: "Oh, you can think whatever you want, anyway, I am innocent, and I will never be as dirty as you think."

"Yes, yes, it's more filthy than we thought, right?" Sister Linyin is really angry with me.

"Okay, do you want to play that game? If you don't play, I'll play on my own, and I'll ignore you. "I'd better avoid this topic, the more I say it, the more I feel unconfident, in fact, this is something I don't have confidence in.

After all, calling a guy for half an hour in the middle of the night is indeed a very suspicious thing.

Then Sister Linyin didn't continue to tease me, but it was quite surprising to me, and she began to use her mobile phone to get up and play, so it was very comfortable, and suddenly felt that two people could match in the car to play that kind of tower-pushing game, which was simply too comfortable, and the equipment was relatively simple.

I found that Sister Linyin's mobile phone plan is definitely not a low-traffic mobile phone plan, and she blatantly uses her own traffic to play games, which is simply too arrogant! Much more arrogant than me.

After a while, she installed the game, I don't know who gave Sister Linyin the courage, and directly skipped the process of the newbie, and then the two of us started to match, so we howled in the car!

"Let's go, let's go!"

"You hit him, you hit him!"

"Can I protect me? Can you protect me? ”

The two girls really had a lot of fun.

However, after playing for a while, Shulingo has a big opinion about it, not that he has a huge opinion about the loud noise we make when playing the game, but that he has a huge opinion about the game.

According to Shulingo, this game is too simple, nothing too challenging, and the plagiarism is particularly serious, so I particularly despise this game!

But I think it's good to be happy, Su Linge is a little too fussy.

So I didn't care about Brother Lin's meaning, but at this time, Sister Linyin began to be particularly unconvinced, after all, when you play the game, someone next to you is pointing and saying that this game is rubbish, so there must be people with a bad temper who are not convinced!

So Sister Hu Linyin's approach was not to quarrel with Brother Shulin, but to snatch my mobile phone and put it in Brother Shulin's hand, and then said to Brother Shulin: "Do you think you are very powerful, even the king of kneeling?"

This immediately poked at Brother Shulin's sore spot: "You know what, I even knelt for a reason!" It's not because I'm not strong that I even kneel. ”

"Big brother, I guess the power outage in the Internet café is all God's displeasure with you! You're just too ostentatious sometimes! "Wow, what a jackal is to a tiger and a leopard, and the tip of a needle is to Maimang! It feels like there's a good show to watch.

"What do you mean?" Brother Shulin didn't seem to let Sister Linyin at this time, and he had been fighting-for-tat.

"You're a big man, it's always sarcastic and it's not interesting.,Bitter and mean, like a woman.,Since you're not convinced, then solo.,Don't you want to prove your strength, do you have the ability to play this game and try it, I really don't believe you can get started so quickly!" Sister Linyin directly took out such a scheme.

In fact, I have an accurate measure in my heart, that is, I think Sister Linyin is likely to lose badly, because she may play League of Legends for a relatively short time, she doesn't know how fast or slow she is to play League of Legends for this kind of game, according to Qi Yang, the degree of playing Dota 2 to get started with League of Legends and the degree of novice League of Legends, basically the difference between the two is about the same.

In other words, as long as Brother Shulin is familiar with a hero, basically Sister Linyin will be hammered.

However, Sister Linyin didn't cherish her opportunity, and said so blatantly: "I can give you a chance to adapt to the machine, lest you say that I am bullying newcomers."

Brother Shulin didn't expect it to be a special target: "I don't think it's necessary at all, give me another minute, I'll read the hero's skills first, and then in a fight, you say this is okay?"

Sister Linyin looked at Brother Shulin in disbelief: "Anyway, you are a little arrogant!" Well, in that case, if I don't fight, I'm cowardly! ”

So the war is on the verge of breaking out.,Actually, to be honest, I'm still optimistic about Brother Shulin.,Because according to the degree to which I started this game,Basically, it's also a minute or two to read the introduction of skills.,You can quickly integrate into it and produce a good effect.,Of course, I'm not bragging.,Just explain the situation realistically.。

Brother Shulin didn't cheat at all, he had already finished reading all the skills in the countdown of one minute, and he had learned this operation, in fact, there was nothing difficult to operate.

Then the two of them started playing solo matches on a small map.

Both men chose a basic hero and started the game.

After about three minutes, the results were immediately apparent.

So I don't want to say too much about what the result is, Sister Linyin was killed three times in five minutes, basically I feel that Brother Shulin has already finished interpreting Sister Linyin's first two skills in about a minute, and knows how the skills are used.

Therefore, in about a minute, Brother Lin ate Sister Lin's two skills, and then deduced the damage caused by this skill and the extent of its specific effect through the effect of this skill.

Including the method of release, the range of extreme skill release, to be specific, this is what it looks like, in the next ten minutes, Sister Linyin can be said to be abused and has no skin, and the third skill has also been interpreted by Brother Shulin.

Of course, I'm not bragging about Shulingo here, I'm just explaining the situation, and I feel like I'm basically in this state as well.

Finally, it was Shuling's turn: "Oh, this game is nothing more than that, or you will disperse, you can't beat me, I'll use this one hero, it's OK, you can choose whatever hero you want."

At this time, Sister Linyin must be unhappy, but there is no refutation of this kind of strength suppression, Sister Linyin held back for a long time and did not speak, I am really afraid that Sister Linyin will be angry and sick.

I think this situation should be treated with people and forgive, since you won, you are already psychologically happy, don't use words to stimulate others, because in this case, it is easy to pull hatred, not to mention that the opposite is a woman who is particularly easy to hold grudges.

"Okay, okay, you're amazing! You wait until I'm more proficient! "Sister Linyin is still not convinced, in fact, I think Sister Linyin is going to practice this game, it is better to practice League of Legends, I estimate that Sister Linyin will not be able to defeat Brother Shulin within a year.

Brother Shulin still continued to stimulate Sister Linyin: "Haha, hey, I'm still waiting for you to practice, do you mean that I practice?" I've only been in contact with this game for five minutes, hey, big sister.,Say this game is a mentally handicapped game, you admit it.,Otherwise, why are they playing with little girls?,It's because they can't operate more complicated.,So it's only like this! ”

This, I'm a little upset with this sentence, Brother Shulin's impact is really a bit too wide, right?

If it weren't for the car coming, I felt that Sister Linyin would have to stand up and fight him alone, but she had already arrived at the place, so she started a new job, and such a thing could only be put aside.

Then Sister Linyin got out of the car very angrily, I suddenly felt a little guilty, I shouldn't let Sister Linyin touch this game and accept the blow, this blow is really a big blow for a novice, just now Sister Linyin's confidence is that two people played two or three, so she feels familiar with this game first, but obviously this kind of game does not mean that you are familiar with it first.

Then I continued to start today's work, like the other day to put on makeup, and then I began to wait after seeing all kinds of people in the dressing room, because makeup also needs to wait, to be precise, you need to queue, an unknown actor like me is basically a makeup artist to flirt with a few strokes, of course, I am not angry, it is like this, the king is the king, the law is the strong.

Anyway, there is nothing to do, and it is good to swipe the news on my mobile phone and look at Weibo when I am in line, and I found that the reason why I am not so utilitarian is probably because my life is not so stressful.

If, like others, if I don't make money, I will die, then my pressure will definitely become very great, and I may be in a hurry to continue to earn money at that time.

Finally when it was time for me to put on makeup, the makeup artist was very impatient to play with my face, at this time I was also a little impatient, but I still understood in my heart, because the makeup artist needs a lot of makeup, and I feel that his skills have sometimes become an assembly line thing, and it is normal to be impatient at this time.

If he hadn't been too much, then I shouldn't have been angry, and finally when she finished putting on my makeup, I was relieved.

After quickly arriving at the venue, Shulingo continued to explain to us in the back, and then the publicity campaign began at this time.

The campaign is no different from before, and I'm not different from before, basically I'm standing in the corner, and no one can pay attention to me, in fact, I think that makeup is a bit unnecessary.

Although I have been in the corner but I didn't show too much embarrassment, I remember watching some shows when there were more hosts, there were always some people who couldn't interject at all, and they said less than three sentences from beginning to end, at that time, it was particularly embarrassing to see such a host, but this situation seems to be different, after all, we are not hosts, we have a guest meaning, and it doesn't seem so embarrassing.

After that, I continued to do the same, and then I went to the news, because the city is relatively close today, so it was over quite quickly, and everything was done before 2 o'clock in the afternoon, which made me quite happy.

I can go back to the hotel when I'm done, and I want to do whatever I want.

But after returning to the hotel, Sister Linyin came over quickly, there were two things about her coming this time, the first thing was within my expectations, that is, she had a question why Brother Shulin could get started so quickly.

The answer to this question is actually very simple, but my eloquence is not so good, it is not comparable to Qi Yang at all, if Qi Yang is on the scene, he will basically explain it in three or two sentences, but if I am asked to explain this matter, I think I will probably say thirty sentences, and the explanation is not clear.

But I still tried my best to explain this matter to Sister Linyin.,In the end, Sister Linyin finally understood.,The original words of my explanation are like this:"First of all,This kind of game is not the same as others.,It's not a very new game for Brother Shulin.,And then this kind of game has a lot in common.,If you get started, you may need to get started and then understand and then train.,But this kind of tower pushing games is basically the same.,And the skills are actually so much. ,It's not a particularly easy thing to do if you really want to innovate.,So it's Shulinge equivalent to him playing this game for a long time.,All he needs to do is spend a minute or two to understand his own hero's skills and your hero's skills.,Do you understand what I'm saying? ”

Anyway, I said a lot I don't know if Sister Linyin really understands or fakes to understand, anyway, when I finished saying this big string of words, she nodded.

So she continued to ask me about the solution, and when I saw that Sister Linyin was particularly concerned about such a thing, I knew that Sister Linyin was really losing face today, otherwise she wouldn't be so obsessed with a game.

Actually, I don't have a solution.,This kind of thing is the precipitation of time.,Sometimes things like game consciousness are explained to you by others you may not understand.,And you need to have an epiphany.,When you have an epiphany, you fully understand the original text of your friend explaining this thing to you at that time.,If you listen to a half-understanding at the time, basically you can't do it.,With a more classic word is the bottleneck.。

So I didn't give Sister Linyin a very good response, but I and Sister Linyin: "If you want to win Brother Shulin, I don't know how to do it, but I do know what to do, although you want to win him in this game, but you can't work this game, I suggest you still play League of Legends, if one day you play League of Legends better than Brother Shulin, then it means that you are likely to beat him in this game."

Sister Linyin nodded, indicating that she understood, her nod was much more crisp than the previous one, indicating that she might probably be almost really understood, so I was also very pleased to say to myself in my heart: "But I don't have to bother anymore."

But Sister Linyin told me the second thing that made me happy and sad, Sister Linyin said to me, "Do you want to go back early?"

Of course, I wanted to go back early in my heart, because this kind of thing is too boring for me, and I don't have my share in publicity, of course, it may also be because I don't take the initiative to speak, and then I basically sit there in a daze for the news interview, of course, I don't blame anyone, because it's my own choice.

The thing I'm happy about is that I can go back early, but the unhappy thing is another thing that Sister Linyin told me, that is, Brother Shulin didn't plan to take me to promote it at the beginning, and the rules are like this, because I am a supporting role after all, and it is indeed a thing that should not be done to publicize, but Brother Shulin wants to give me a chance to show up, so he asked me to come with me.

The sad part of my here is that I am sad for myself, I feel that I have failed Brother Shulin's hope for me, and Brother Shulin did not tell me about this, not only moved in my heart, but also self-blame.