【1851】If you love someone, you have to speak up!

The Zhou family's restaurant was already filled with two families.

Mother Zhou watched Jin Shanshan sit motionless, just looking at them and smiling stupidly, "Shanshan, don't patronize and giggle, hurry up and eat." ”

Jin Shanshan responded, "Oh." ”

Zhou Sicheng sandwiched the chicken and handed it to Jin Shanshan's bowl, with a handsome smile on his face, "Shanshan, this is your favorite chicken stew with mushrooms." ”

Jin Shanshan picked up the chopsticks, too shy to look him in the eyes, and whispered, "Thank you......"

"Today is the first day of the new year, so let's raise a glass and celebrate." Zhou Sicheng raised his goblet and then said, "I hope that in the new year, I hope that the people who love me and the people I love can spend every day peacefully." ”

Everyone raised their glasses under the leadership of Zhou Sicheng.

Jin Shanshan cheered, "For a new day, for the love of yourself and the people you love!" ”

Bang.

The sound of cups clattering.

All of them drank the wine from their glasses.

"Shanshan, have you been doing well in your studies during this time in the United States?" Father Zhou put down the wine glass in his hand. Putting his hands on the dining table, he asked seriously.

"The reason why I chose to study abroad is that I want to be able to help my dad assist the company after completing my studies, how dare I just have fun outside?" Jin Shanshan answered Father Zhou's question very seriously.

No one guessed that the reason she was working so hard was because she didn't want her brain to have time to think about other things.

Therefore, I can only use learning to numb myself and not think nonsense.

"Like you've been smart since you were a kid, and you can figure out everything, I think that's just a piece of cake for you."

"Then I have to study hard, after all, foreign tutorials are much more difficult than our domestic ones, so I can't take it lightly." Jin Shanshan smiled and looked at Jin's father, "I can't live up to my parents' expectations of me, what is the difference between me and not going abroad." ”

"I like Shanshan, a child, as long as she thinks that she will do it, I like her daring appearance." Father Zhou's face showed a kind smile, and there was no distinction between elders and juniors.

Gu's mother turned her head and glanced at Jin Shanshan, who was sitting beside her, and said with a smile, "I really hope we will be a family in the future." ”

Jin Shanshan set her eyes on Zhou Sicheng's body, looking at his expressionless appearance, she inevitably felt a little lost in her heart.

How she wished they could be a family.

Looking at his attitude, do they really have a chance to become a family?

How she wants to get married with her beloved.

But in his heart, he only treats himself as a sister, and no matter how hard he tries, he is still indifferent.

Mother Zhou looked at Jin Shanshan's absent-minded appearance and asked with concern, "What are you thinking?" ”

Jin Shanshan pretended to smile heartlessly, "It's nothing." She paused, then continued, "You have watched me grow up since I was a child, and in my heart we have long been a family. ”

Her words put everyone at ease.

She didn't say anything, just lowered her head and silently ate the already cold chicken.

And Zhou Sicheng looked at Jin Shanshan's appearance, but he couldn't bear to pierce this layer of cellophane.

……

French apartment building.

A princess-style room filled with laughter.

Jin Shanshan looked at Gu Enen on the mobile phone screen, with a little longing in her voice, "Sister Enen, when will you go back to S City?" ”

Gu Enen leaned on the head of the bed, holding his mobile phone and said seriously and intently, "The plane will be early tomorrow morning." ”

"Okay, how about we have a chance to come out and meet tomorrow?"

"But I'm going to go back to the old mansion with Extraordinary first, and we won't be able to meet until the afternoon."

"Okay." Jin Shanshan seemed a little lost.

"I'll call you then, you remember to bring Sicheng and we'll have a good get-together."

When Jin Shanshan heard this, she blamed herself.

Blame yourself for chatting with Gu En'en on the video.

If you don't have the video screen, you won't be in an awkward state.

Gu Enen whispered, "Shanshan......"

"Huh?"

Gu Enen asked curiously, "Haven't you chased Sicheng yet?" ”

Jin Shanshan was full of sadness, and answered honestly, "He already has someone he likes in his heart, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in my life." ”

Gu Enen rolled up his sleeves and reached out to hold his fist, "Then do you know who that person is?" I'll help you teach her a good lesson. ”

"I don't know."

Jin Shanshan looked at Gu Enen's grievances for herself, and her heart was somewhat moved.

But the person in her mouth is the woman who fights for herself.

She couldn't tell the secret.

She was afraid that if she said it, the relationship between them would become estranged, and Zhou Sicheng would become more and more distant from herself.

Gu Enen thought about it carefully, but he still had no clue after a circle, and comforted, "But I see that he doesn't have many women around him on weekdays, maybe you think too much." ”

She was silent for two seconds, then said, "When I get back a chance, I can help you poke and poke and maybe we will be together." ”

Jin Shanshan didn't think about it, and directly refused, "Don't." ”

"What's wrong?"

The corners of Jin Shanshan's eyes faintly glowed with starlight, and she said with hazy tears, "I think our relationship is so good, if it is said that our relationship will become more and more stiff, then I would rather stay by his side silently." ”

"Why are you so stupid, if you love someone, you should be bold to say it."

"He doesn't have a place for me at all."

"We've known each other for so long and haven't seen him get very close to any woman, which really makes me wonder what kind of woman can make him reject such an understanding woman one after another."

At this time, Jin Shanshan remembered that she learned about Gu Enen from Zhou Sicheng's mouth some time ago, and asked with concern, "I heard Brother Sicheng say that you had a miscarriage, how are you getting better?" ”

Gu Enen's heart suddenly 'chuckled'.

After a long time, he gradually adjusted his emotions, and his stiff face was full of smiles, "Do you think I look like a person who has had a miscarriage?" ”

Jin Shanshan patiently reminded, "Miscarriage is not a trivial matter, you must take care of your body, so that you will not fall into trouble in the future, you know?" ”

“……”

"Sister Eun, I know that although you pretend to be strong on the surface, you are very fragile on the inside." Jin Shanshan said cautiously, "What's more, it's still a small life, and I have left you before I can meet in a hurry, I understand the psychology of a mother." ”

Her words were imprinted in Gu Enen's heart word by word.

The strong heart couldn't help but be opened anymore, and hot tears flowed out instantly, "You know what? I want him to come into this world more than anyone else, grow up with him, go through all his firsts, but it's all my fault, if I were careful, he wouldn't have left my body, let alone ......"

She didn't want to remind herself of not being able to get pregnant, and she couldn't let more people worry about herself.

Jin Shanshan was overwhelmed in a hurry, suddenly realized her mistake, and said in an apologetic voice, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned your sadness." ”

"During this time, I tried to tell myself, but I couldn't cheer up anyway, until I came to France, looking at my parents' worries, looking at the extraordinary haggard body, I gradually came to my senses, and tried to pretend that I was strong in front of them, Shanshan, you know? That's how much courage it takes to make yourself look like nothing in front of them. Gu Enen bit it out word by word, this feeling seemed to release all the suppressed feelings, and it became relaxed in an instant.

"Don't get excited, be careful of hurting your body."

"When you become a mother in the future, you will be able to understand my mood at this moment." Gu Enen wiped away his tears and choked up.

"Can I feel what it's like to be a mother in this life?"

"How not, I'm sure one day he'll accept you."

"Eun?" Ji Feifei walked into the bedroom, looked at Gu Enen and shouted.

Gu Enen was afraid that Ji Feifei would be worried, so he quickly adjusted his emotions, watched him get closer and closer to him, and hurriedly handed him a look.

"If you have something to do, I won't bother you yet." Jin Shanshan looked at the extra figure in the phone, squeezed out a smile and said.

"See you when the time comes." After Gu Enen finished speaking, he cut off the video call.

Ji Feifei snatched the mobile phone from Gu Enen's hand, and said in a calm and soft voice, "Who are you talking to?" ”

"Shanshan!"

"Look at your red eyes, are you crying?" Ji Feifei looked into Gu Enen's eyes and asked.

"I just accidentally got a bug in my eye, so it's a little red." Gu Enen's face was not red, and his heart was not beating, and he lied.

"I'll show you." As Ji Feifei's words fell, he stretched out his hand and leaned towards Gu Enen's eyes.

Gu Enen subconsciously dodged directly, "No need, I've already made it out." ”

Ji Feifei shrugged his shoulders helplessly and said, "It's not too early, rest early, and take the earliest flight back to the old house tomorrow." ”

Gu Enen nodded and lay on the bed.

Curled himself up with his back to Ji Feifei, and tears were unconsciously left.

The next day, Ji Feifei and Gu Enen got up early and rushed to the airport together accompanied by Gu's father and Gu's mother.

Waiting for the airport, Gu's mother's eyes were scarlet, and she took Gu Enen's hand and said reluctantly, "En'en, you have to get along with Extraordinary when you go home, and you must think about anything else." ”

"Don't worry, we'll get along, right?" Gu Enen held back her tears, raised her eyes and looked at Ji Feifei and asked affectionately.

"Of course!" Ji Feifei looked at Gu Enen's red eyes and hugged her under his arm, "You can rest assured to hand over En'en to me, I will hold her in the palm of my hand for the rest of my life, as long as I am there, no one can bully her." ”

"With your words, we are relieved."

"It's not early, we'll get on the plane, otherwise I'm afraid of missing the flight."

Gu Enen hugged Gu's father and Gu's mother tightly, and sniffed, "I must take care of myself when I'm not by your side." ”

Under the traction of Ji Feifei, he reluctantly walked forward.