When I opened the door of my house, a familiar scene came into my eyes, you are too familiar, this house is simply engraved in my mind for me, now it is opened as if I just walked through it from yesterday, I don't know why I suddenly want to touch anything, especially the culture in my room, everything in my room feels like it has been a long time, I looked at the watch It's 12 o'clock, time flies so fast, suddenly a little emotion about the past, do you feel a little sad, It's not at all like how I could suddenly become like this, heck, I've really grown up.

No, I'm also a little hungry, and then when I go out, I close the door first, and come back later to see if there is anything to look through, there is anything to take it, I don't know what it feels like to eat after going out, although it has passed, but it seems that I have no appetite for anything, and then I continue to go back to my home after eating a little noodles, and after returning to my house, I began to rummage through the cabinets, first take the sheets away gently, and after taking them away, I open the cabinet again, and the cabinet is still the same things as before, nothing has changed, My dad doesn't come home very often, he can't mess up things at home, so the house is still relatively tidy, and then I just found some random things, turned them out to see, as if I could find clues, and then I sent some things casually, and I turned to one of my dad's diaries, which was turned to the bottom of the cabinet, but the recent date is also a long time, about two or three years ago, although I knew that it was not right to do this, but I still couldn't suppress my curiosity, In my heart, I comforted myself and said, "Oh, this is my own father's notebook, can't I read it yet?" Let's see what happens.

Then I gave up the idea of looking for something else for the time being.,Let's take a look at this notebook.,I don't know.,You really scared me.,Because this notebook is very long.,I'm talking about this very long time.,It's not that the notebook is very long.,But it's a long time for this notebook to start recording.,I don't know why the police still put it here.,I asked the police to take it away.,This seems to be a very important piece of evidence., But I looked at it and I probably understood the reason why the police didn't take this notebook, first of all, this notebook is a record of some trivial matters, there are no big things, and there is no business matter, in fact, it feels like an outlet for my father's psychological catharsis in Hong Kong, so this notebook may have no value, I was immediately attracted by this notebook, and then slowly read the content recorded in this notebook.

First of all, it was about five or six years ago, and then I calculated my time at that time, and it was about when I was in junior high school, which means that I had just been in the mood for a short time, and it seemed that I had a bit of a change of way at that time.

My dad's notebook wrote like this, the weather was fine on a certain day in the fifth year, and he was still as busy as ever, but this time the expression made me feel very relieved, and suddenly it seemed like a different soul, and I also felt that I was sublimated, and I finally didn't feel sorry for her.

And then the diary of this day began to be written, just a few short sentences to record my dad and him, I don't know what to say, it seems to be a bit abstract, people's diaries are all about some things, accurate things, just like novels, but my dad is like a, the author of essays.

I continued to look down, but this time the date has been jumping for several days, and it seems that my dad was still very busy at that time, and he wrote it like this, and it continued to be a certain year and a certain day when the weather was cloudy.

It is said that the back of my demon is an angel, and the back of an angel is a demon, maybe the moment of transformation is very fast and fast, maybe the moment of transformation is very slow and slow, but every good transformation is gratifying, I am very happy to be able to have such a transformation, and it is also very uncomfortable, and there is no comfort for the angels.

I suddenly felt as if he was talking about himself, could it be that he was going to start evading taxes at this time, right? If you start to evade taxes, you should be guilty, not happy, ah, it always feels as if he is talking about a thing, and it starts to develop in a good direction, and then he is very happy, what is this? I don't understand it at all, but of course, I'll keep reading.

The following diary continues to be more confusing, a certain year, a certain month, a certain day of the weather light rain, rain, rain is a two-sided weather, one side can wash away some troubles, one side can bring some melancholy, today seems to bring some happiness, busy, can also be like this, in fact, it is also good, always thinking about how to face, how to face, in fact, just go with the flow, it doesn't matter about scheming, it doesn't matter calm, it doesn't matter about preparation, you don't need to control everything, you need to control yourself.

But I can't stand it anymore, after all, I read such articles, it's really a little boring, and then I started to flip and flip quickly, to see if I can find some things about memorization, and in the end, the effort paid off, or found some things about memorization.

Today's weather is very good, I came to the tombstone, I suddenly sighed in my heart, when I read this, I feel as if this tombstone should be my mother's, every year my father does not take me to see my mother and does not sweep my mother's grave, I didn't want to ask, I didn't dare to ask later, I think since my father did this has his own reason, so I didn't ask about it, but today I saw it in my diary, I quickly read down.

Coming here again, looking at her face, suddenly I don't know what to say, is it to say that he is sensible? Or is his grades not particularly good?

I could see it, this was talking about me, I suddenly had some discomfort in my eyes, I don't know why I suddenly felt like crying, and then I really let it drop by drop, but I didn't let it drip on the notebook, I took him away quietly, and then, continue to read this diary, this diary, the time should not be too far away, about a year or two ago, I still want to know why my dad doesn't take me to see my mom every year, It seems that I may have known that my dad should have been visiting my mom every year in this diary.

Wan'er, you won't blame me, will you? He has never seen you, it's not that he doesn't want to come, it's that I never brought him here, I'm standing in front of you, I can't say anything, you can only say it in the diary, I stood in front of you for half an hour, just quietly looking at your photos, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that one day, I will forget your smile, I will forget your original appearance, time can really dilute everything, but I know you, even if there is a day, you won't blame me, anyway, you can't see anything in the diary, Can you tell me something, even though I know there's no way to answer me, forget it, don't ask.

I don't know if I want to send you flowers, do you like it or not, I don't dare to ask you in person, I ask you face to face, if you don't like it, I have to go back and change it, I may not have time to change it, you, may not let me change it, you never want me to trouble, I didn't write a diary when I went to see you before, I don't know why when I came back today, I really don't know what's wrong, so I wrote it down, I hope no one can see it, hopefully, it's rotten here forever.

Your tombstone, no one has been missing for a long time, maybe it's the grave sweeper, lazy, next time, you can tell him, let him be diligent, don't worry, I will also tell him, suddenly feel so nervous, there is a little wind today, I feel that this is very suitable for us to chat.

And then there's an ink trail in the middle, and I can't see what the words are, does it mean that my dad is crying here? And then mixed up his pen words? Suddenly I felt that my dad was very affectionate to my mom, but I just didn't understand why they happened like this, what happened to the car accident back then? I suddenly have a feeling of wanting to know the truth, is my father's statement that it was a very simple car accident, but after I saw this diary, I always felt a little not simple, not only my scalp was a little numb, but also a little uncomfortable, I haven't thought about these things for many years, just care about my own fun, I now have the strength to find him out, ah, my good friends can help me find it out I decided to go back to figure this matter out, otherwise I will be even more uncomfortable.

Then I continued to flip through the diary for the next day, and then there was no description of this paragraph, and the description of my mother was here, and then I looked at the date, and I turned to the previous year, and I saw it all of a sudden, so maybe the diary of the previous year or the previous year didn't read it clearly, so I sent it, and then I turned to the same date, and then found this place, but what disappointed me was that this day didn't describe anything about my mother, but it was still brushed aside.

This diary is written like this, here it is again, and it is still the same this year.

Steady development, seeking common ground while reserving differences, cooperation and common gain, positive progress, this is his requirement for me, but also my requirements for myself, there will always be some feelings in life, there will always be some loss, I hope never let myself regret it.

I think that's here again, this year is still this year to sweep my mother's grave, I look at them a little thirsty, but there doesn't seem to be any water here, just don't look at the diary, let me put away the diary first, and then see if there is anything valuable, and then take it away together, hurry up and play, Hello Lin Feng, I don't have it on hand, I'll continue to go back to the second uncle, I still have to study today, but I feel that I can't study today, my mind is messed up, I replied that I must call Mo Xiang after sleeping, and Xiaofeng to see if the two of them can help me transfer the case file of the year.

So I started rummaging through the cabinets again to see if I could find anything valuable, but this time I wasn't as lucky as last time, and I couldn't find anything again, it was all something familiar to me, but why a diary back? Although it was placed at the bottom, it was also able to make him drink, and he didn't turn it over, and then he felt that it was worthless, and he put it here, in fact, they found it out from a very hidden place, because I hadn't seen it before, and I could only give me such an explanation, and then I went, my own room, took my own things, took away my favorite clothes and my favorite things, and then packed up my things and returned to my second uncle's house, anyway, back to the second uncle's house, there was no one, I went to my room, first carefully put this diary away, put it in my bag, put it in the innermost, and then hugged it with a cloth, my weird I didn't have been so good with my own phone before, now I'm so good with a notebook, it's really oops.

At this time, I should call first, I first thought of Yang, Xiaofeng as much as possible not to move, it stands to reason, Xiaofeng's strength is relatively large, such a back hand is better to keep, sooner or later, in case of big things, then use other people's Xiaofeng, after all, if you can be a little weak, you want people to feel a little overkill.

I called Qiang, it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon, the time passed so fast, it seems that the time I read in that diary is not short, and the time for me to pack my things is also constant, and it is more than four o'clock when I go out, and I have a meal in the middle, and it has taken four hours now.

The phone was answered quickly, and if I said it first, I asked Xiang that he was still training, if he didn't go, if he wasn't busy, I'll tell you something, and if he was busy, you would call me later.

Qi Yang smiled and said, "You're still playing smartly, this game, just finished the game, you say, what's the matter?"

I didn't hide it when I talked to him, I just told him what I wanted to do, and I said to him, can you do me a favor and help me get the case file out of a case, I want to see what happened when my mother was in a car accident.

Qi Yang was silent for a while, and then said to me, why did you suddenly think of this time? Is there something to discover.

Although I shook my head here, he couldn't see it, but I still shook my head and said to him, I didn't find anything I found, I just wanted to find out, I suddenly remembered my mother's affairs, although I don't know anything special about my mother's affairs, so I want to learn from the beginning, my father is also gone now, before, I didn't ask him at that time, and now I can't ask, so I want to start from this place to understand, can you help me take a look?

Qi Yang said okay, okay, I know, in the afternoon I called my dad, say, I'll see if there is any way on my dad's side, if there is a way, I'll call you back, if you can't wait, ask me, let me urge it.

One of the things on my mind was finally solved.,My 11 big stones were also put down.,And then I'm hanging up the phone again and taking a good look at the contents of this notebook.,But except for that diary.,There's no big gain.,The previous diary of this date also took a look at my mother's things.,Said that the doctor's request was more profound.,I don't know why the description of that time became profound.,And then that's it.,I can't find anything., The biggest thing I have learned now is that I know when my mom died, so I can visit her more or less for a while.

Then I just lay in bed, I didn't want to do anything, I didn't want to study, I didn't want to play with my mobile phone, so I didn't know what to do in bed with my eyes hurting, and there was no one at home, I don't know what my second aunt was doing? Did she accompany her to class, or did she say that there was something going out, anyway, she and Yueying didn't come back until five or six o'clock in the evening.

After I came back, my second aunt asked me if I was hungry and had you eaten? Actually, I was a little hungry, but I was still embarrassed to say, I said to my second aunt, it's okay.

Then my second aunt asked me to wait, he went to cook immediately, don't worry, if you are hungry, eat some biscuits first, chocolate mat, finally said to my heart, I just took the biscuits and ate them first, and then Yueying went back to his room and started to do homework, my god really feels busier than me, give us a senior in high school who is about to take the college entrance examination is busier, I got up in the morning until the evening and had no idle time, why is Saturday still there? Now I suddenly feel that she might as well go to school now, and that school might be a little more leisurely than that.

I didn't dare to speak to him, for fear that my second aunt would be unhappy and affect her learning, although they are my relatives, but I still scoff at this kind of thing, but Qi Yang said a word, existence is reasonable, of course, this sentence is not what he said, he said it to me, and then a celebrity said this sentence, he also talked to me about this matter of my contemporary student make-up class, he said that this is to relieve the psychological pressure of parents, in fact, there are still a few things that really work, but it is still that sentence, the existence is reasonable, they still have their reasonable place, anyway, learning a little thing is not bad, but according to the golden mean, there is an extreme, it will lead to the emergence of a problem, as for what the problem is, it is obvious ah, plus the Chinese like to follow the trend, not willing to lag behind, this thing, there is a little bit is like bragging, just like a parent in custody said my child, how is English, and then how is the piano, at this time by another parent listened, He will feel jealous, she will feel that her child is not as good as him, he will not treat the child as a child at this time, he will treat the child as an object of comparison, and then the result will be obvious, not only let him learn English, and piano, but also let him learn another one, so that there are three, but when it comes to outsiders, that is, when he needs to brag, he I estimate that there are more than three, to satisfy his vanity, which will lead to one thing, That is, this kind of tutoring effect is getting more and more intense, and it will also lead to some things being more exaggerated, of course, it will also promote economic growth, but it will also increase the arrogance of some people, such as teachers, some of his teachers will make up for the class, and then teach in the classroom, and then only go to his cram school, in order to make up for this fault, of course, there are some parents who are sincere for their children not to lose at the starting line, but the starting line? Dare to ask your child's life is 100 meters or 200 meters or 500 meters or 3000 meters, or a marathon, obviously, this life is a very long marathon, this starting point may be imagined, not as important as you think, I think the foundation is still the best, first learn to be a man, and then learn to do things, this is the truth I basically understand, I just can't be a man before, and I can't do things, now I think I can learn to be a man, although doing things is still so bad.

I don't know what to do, and I don't dare to play with my mobile phone, for fear of affecting the learning of menstruation, and being attracted to me, my second aunt will definitely scold her, and I feel guilty in my heart, although I won't say that I want to wait for my second uncle to come back now, and the only person I can talk to is my second uncle.

Fortunately, I don't know if my second uncle thinks I'm not good at home, or if he really got off work so early, he also has something to do, and he came back before six o'clock.

At the dinner table, I started talking, and I asked Yueying what she was doing today

Then my second aunt said, come and tell your cousin, what you have learned today.

Yueying was a little unhappy, he said that he learned English class today, and Gao Shu told me that there were also dances, and piano There are four lessons in total, each class is two hours, and there is a little rest in between.

I listened to Yueying say this, my head is big, is it already like this? Can you listen to a two-hour class? Wouldn't this ear come out of that ear? I looked at my second uncle's expression, nothing unusual, I don't know why, I really want to persuade my second uncle, don't be like this to my cousin, I looked at what if she was stupid in the future, but it doesn't seem to be my business, what am I, my grades are not good, or a little while, what is the convincing power of what I say? So in the end I put up with it and tried to persuade them to talk about it, and then I had to go on eating, and I didn't think I was qualified to talk about it.

In the evening, I still didn't have anything to do, and I still didn't want to study, and then I opened my old man's diary, and I looked back to see if I could see any clues. See if there is any sign that he wants to evade taxes, and if there is, it can only be blamed on him for really evading taxes.