【1450】Until the end of the point
"Sister Eun ......"
Jin Shanshan stood up and called out loudly, giving Gu Enen a look for help.
Seeing that the situation was not right, Gu Enen turned around and walked next to Jin Shanshan, took her hand easily, and smiled slightly, "Shanshan, it turns out that you are here, I just happened to have something to do with you, come with me." ”
She didn't look at Li missing, but just glanced at it with her spare eyes.
Jin Shanshan just let Gu Enen pull her away.
She turned to look back at Li Xiangnian and issued one last warning: "I still have something to do, go first, I hope you don't bother me again in the future." ”
With that, she strode behind Gu Enen and wandered around the campus.
Walking all the way to the corner where Li couldn't miss him, Gu Enen stopped and asked in surprise, "Shanshan, who is the man who was by your side just now?" ”
"Our high school classmates have been pestering me since high school, so upset."
Jin Shanshan looked at Gu Enen and took a deep breath.
"Does he like you?" Gu Enen spoke slowly, his voice full of curiosity.
The corners of Jin Shanshan's mouth passed a sly smile, without any concealment, "I only have Brother Sicheng in my heart, fortunately you just appeared, otherwise I wouldn't know how to hide from him." ”
"Why did he come to the school to look for you?"
"He heard about Song Min and knew that the two of us were good friends, so come and comfort me." At the mention of Song Min, Jin Shanshan's eyes immediately became sad.
Gu Enen sat on the stairs, his voice a little hesitant, "So that's the case, I thought you were empathetic and don't love Zhou Sicheng." ”
"How is it possible, marrying Brother Sicheng is my lifelong dream." Jin Shanshan's eyes were full of anticipation.
Gu Enen put his hand on his chin: "I really envy you." ”
"Envy what I do? However, Brother Sicheng doesn't like me, it's just that I'm unrequited. Jin Shanshan made a muffled sound in her throat, her body couldn't help but tremble slightly, and she closed her eyes.
Not only did it not, but the complicated emotions became more and more intense.
Jin Shanshan moved her body, pursed her lips and sighed secretly......
"I'm sure he'll accept you one day." Gu Enen turned his head to look at Jin Shanshan, took out a bottle of water from his schoolbag and handed it to her.
"I hope so."
Jin Shanshan took the water from Gu Enen's hand, nodded slightly, and then looked at the other side.
"By the way, when I went to the bedroom to look for you that day, I wanted to have a good chat with you, but seeing that you were not in a very good mood, I didn't say it, just taking the opportunity of today, I want to have a good chat with you." Gu Enen said.
"What are you talking about?"
Jin Shanshan looked at Gu Enen.
"Shanshan, I know that Song Min's incident has hit you hard, but you can't just be willing to fall like this all the time."
"I don't have ......"
Jin Shanshan shook her head, her eyes starting to turn scarlet.
Gu Enen grabbed Jin Shanshan's hand and comforted, "You should cheer up and take care of yourself, so that Song Min won't have to worry about it in heaven." ”
Jin Shanshan sat there and did not speak.
Gu Enen looked at Jin Shanshan's body and sighed: "Look at the way you look now, you have lost so much weight, there is not a trace of blood on your face, you look like this, Zhou Sicheng will also be worried." ”
Jin Shanshan looked at her body, "Am I really that bad?" ”
Gu Enen took out a small mirror from his schoolbag and handed it to Jin Shanshan, "Take a look for yourself." ”
Jin Shanshan took the mirror in Gu Enen's hand and glanced at herself in the mirror, her eyes widened, "I actually came out like this, are my classmates all frightened by me." ”
Gu Enen shook his head: "No, I heard Zhou Sicheng say that you have low blood sugar, you eat something nutritious, otherwise it is not a way to go on like this." ”
"yes, I see." Jin Shanshan responded.
"Let's go, I'll take you to dinner."
With that, Gu Enen stood up and pulled Jin Shanshan to the school gate.
Jin Shanshan followed Gu Enen like this, and they came to a restaurant near the school.
Gu Enen picked up the menu and ordered a table of meals that he thought were nutritious.
When the waiter served all the dishes, Jin Shanshan's eyes widened, "Sister En'en, why do you order so much?" ”
Gu Enen gave Jin Shanshan a bowl of chicken soup and put it in front of her, "Your body is so weak, you have to make up for it quickly." ”
"Thank you......"
Jin Shanshan picked up the spoon and took a sip, silently shedding tears.
She knew that Song Min had not drunk a bowl of chicken soup after the operation.
Gu Enen saw Jin Shanshan's thoughts and comforted, "After all, people can't be resurrected after death." ”
"But Min Min is such a good person, why can't he think of committing suicide?" Jin Shanshan sniffed and said in a choked voice.
"She must have her own struggles, and maybe, it is a relief for her." Gu Enen held Jin Shanshan's hungry hand with both hands, "So you have to cheer up and take care of yourself, if you really treat Song Min as a good friend, then take her responsibility and help her take care of her parents, huh?" ”
"I see."
Jin Shanshan's expression was stunned: "Love is terrible, wishful thinking love is very sad, unblessed love is also sad, love that blossoms early is even more sad, how many people in the world are hurt because of love." She took a tissue to wipe away her tears, and raised her eyes to look at Gu Enen: "Sister Enen, please be sure to grasp your love!" “
"Well, I know, that's love. Therefore, I have always felt that even if you love someone deeply, you can't give yourself to him early, otherwise, not only will we be hurt, but we will also have no respect for love. Gu Enen expounded his views on love, and as he spoke, he poured a glass of water for Jin Shanshan and handed it to her.
Jin Shanshan nodded.
I have been sad for Song Min's affairs for a long time, and now that there is someone to talk to herself, she can't help but talk more: "When I was in high school, Minmin was very good at studying, and she was still a class cadre in the class, a flower in the school, but I didn't expect that she would go this far." ”
She paused, and her voice was low: "She used to be very cheerful, we used to talk and laugh in school, often squeezed into a quilt to sleep, sometimes we could talk until dawn, although we had quarrels, but the next second we were like nothing." So, I was very sad when she suspected that I had told her parents, but I couldn't blame her after all, but she ...... before I could tell her about it."
Gu Enen comforted: "Maybe it's because she was in a bad mood after surgery, but because she had the best relationship with you and knew that you wouldn't blame her, so she poured all her anger on you." ”
"I know that I have never hated her in my heart, and the moment I see her coming out of the operating room, my heart hurts, and I can't wait to do my best to take care of her and let her body recover as soon as possible." Jin Shanshan swallowed secretly and continued, "But when I was unconscious, something like this happened, and I didn't come to see her for the last time, and she left." ”
"Shanshan ......"
Before Gu Enen's words were finished, Jin Shanshan held the cup in both hands, although she lowered her head, she could still see that her face was a little bitter, "I have imagined our future more than once, thinking that we would start a business together after graduating from college, but no one thought that things would turn out like this." ”
"Shanshan, don't be sad."
Gu Enen stood up and walked next to Jin Shanshan and sat down.
Jin Shanshan slowly leaned on Gu Enen's shoulder and asked, "Sister Eun, do you think Minmin will be happy in heaven?" ”
Gu Enen subconsciously patted Jin Shanshan's shoulder, "Definitely, she will silently guard you in the sky, so you have to be more energetic, don't go on in such a decadence, otherwise Song Min will be even more sad when she sees it." ”
Jin Shanshan casually brushed the hair hanging on her face, "Thank you, I know." ”
"I hope to be able to see the happy Jin Shanshan before." Gu Enen smiled at Jin Shanshan.
Jin Shanshan sat up straight, nodded, and finally showed a smile that she hadn't seen in a long time.
Gu Enen's words made her mood slowly improve.
She really should cheer up, she can't let Song Min see herself like this.
She wants to live strong and fulfill her unfulfilled wish for Song Min.
Jin Shanshan put a piece of meat in her mouth and asked casually, "Sister Enen, do you have any plans after graduation?" ”
Gu Enen grinned with a smile on his face: "I want to marry Ji Fei, live together with peace of mind, and give birth to our children for him." ”
Ji Fei Li......
Thinking of the scenes she had seen, Jin Shanshan's voice was slightly excited, with a cautious warning: "Sister Enen, you must be more tentative, observe him more, you must not give yourself to him, and I think that even if you have more than half a year to graduate, you can't get married to Ji Fei so soon after graduation." ”
"Why?"
Gu Enen sighed lightly.
It's not what she planned.
"Because...... Because ......"
She bit her lip, fanned her eyes, put down the chopsticks in her hand, looked back at Gu Enen, and explained after a while: "Because I don't want to watch the people around me get hurt because of their feelings, I hope you can be happy every day." ”
She didn't want to see Gu Enen and Ji Feili break up, but she couldn't say anything about Ji Feili and Anqi being together.
So, that's all I can say.
She has lost Song Min, and she can no longer let Zhou Sicheng leave her side.
Gu Enen felt that she was too concerned about her feelings because of Song Min's matter, and she didn't take it seriously in her heart, but she still thanked her for her kindness: "Thank you." ”
Jin Shanshan looked at Gu Enen and asked with a puzzled expression: "Then do you love Ji Feili?" ”
"Love!"
Gu Enen said very firmly, with a happy smile on his face.
"Has my love for her never changed in three years?" Jin Shanshan once again confirmed Gu Enen's intentions.
"Hmm."
Gu Enen nodded heavily.
"And does he love you?" Jin Shanshan reluctantly stopped what she was doing and looked at Gu Enen on the side.
“……“
Gu Enen was silent.
Because she remembered that time in the guest room of the bar, Ji Feili wanted to force her after getting drunk, and said that she had given the first time to another man, and she was about to explode at that time.
She originally wanted to leave her first time on the wedding night with Ji Fei, but he actually thought of himself like this.
When she thought about it now, she felt that it was not a good feeling in her heart.
"I should love it."
Her answer was not as affirmative as before.