Wang Ying didn't ask him what happened, she just said to herself: "Every day when it's my turn to change shifts and rest, I will come here to sit for a while, every day in this hospital, only these short dozens of minutes are completely my own." ”

"During this time, I didn't belong to the hospital, I didn't belong to my family, I only belonged to myself, I could forget about those patients with pain in their eyes for a while, and after I actually became a nurse, I realized that I didn't like the profession of nurse from the bottom of my heart. ”

"I realized that I just like the pure appearance of a person in a white nurse's uniform, like an angel in the sky. But now I find that it's not like that at all, especially when you see so many people leaving the world in pain, and you can't do anything about it, you feel that everything in this world is ethereal, and there is nothing in the world that we can control. ”

At that moment, Wang Ying looked so sad, Zheng Qiang found that Wang Ying was such a pessimistic person, pessimistic emotion, everyone has some more or less, but some people hide it deeply, ordinary people can't see it, or they can only see it at a specific time.

Zheng Qiang also said: "In fact, doctors are the same, every time I watch those patients who are full of desire to survive die on the operating table, I am also very uncomfortable, but after experiencing such things, I am numb." You'll get used to it, and in a few months, you'll be blind to things like this. ”

"I hope I'm going to collapse in the past few months, give me a cigarette to smoke, I was in too much of a hurry to come up just now, and I forgot to bring it. Wang Ying said and stretched out a hand to Zheng Qiang for a cigarette.

Zheng Qiang took out a cigarette, handed it to her, lit it for her by the way, and said: "Smoke, it's better to smoke less, especially girls." ”

"I'm much better now, I'm only one a day, I'm trying my best to restrain myself, I only smoke when I have to smoke in college, I can smoke a pack in two days, I don't know what happened at the time, I'm very anxious every day, only when I smoke, will I feel a little more comfortable. Wang Ying looked at the tall buildings in the distance and said.

"It's almost time, let's go down!" Wang Ying reminded, "Is it the first time you've come today, why haven't I met you here before?" ”

"Today is the first time I have stumbled upon such a good place, and you may see me more often in the future. Zheng Qiang explained.

The two of them smoked a cigarette and were in a better mood after coming off the rooftop. Say goodbye in the stairwell and go to their offices.

After the separation, Zheng Qiang's mind still lingered with Wang Ying's appearance, and he felt that the sadness emanating from Wang Ying's body was sad. But she usually looks bright. Sometimes I occasionally see her smile at the patients, and that bright smile is like an angel.

So in fact, she is suitable to be a nurse, at least in the eyes of outsiders, she has done a great job.

When he got off work, Xiao Yifei wanted to go to Zheng Qiang to ask about the situation, because he knew that after he left, there would definitely be a dispute between the two brothers. He was a little sorry for Zheng Qiang. Coincidentally, the two men met in the hall.

"Are you okay with your brother?" Xiao Yifei asked as soon as he saw Zheng Qiang.

"It's okay, I used to be like this with him, and I often got into an argument over a trivial matter, and I'm used to it. Sometimes it's a little unaccustomed to not arguing. You know, the gap between the two of us is a bit big. Zheng Qiang didn't want Xiao Yifei to have a psychological burden, so he said lightly.

"It's okay, let's go to dinner together?" Xiao Yifei asked. He already knew last time that Zheng Qiang lived alone, and he had to cook by himself when he went back, it seemed that his life was much better than Zheng Qiang, and he could still eat all kinds of delicious food made by Tang Rong when he went home before, and Tang Rong's craftsmanship was not bad.

So he suddenly proposed: "Otherwise, you can go to my house for dinner, my landlord's cooking is delicious." ”

Zheng Qiang didn't shirk either, he basically didn't bother to cook after he went home at night, sometimes he ate a takeout, and when he wasn't too hungry, he would eat a little casually to deal with it.

Xiao Yifei sent a message to Tang Rong saying that his friends were coming over for dinner, hoping to prepare a little more food, and sent a flattering emoji, the current emoji is omnipotent, many words that are difficult to say, an emoji can solve the problem.

When Xiao Yifei and Zheng Qiang arrived home, Tang Rong's dinner was almost ready, a little more hearty than usual. Zheng Qiang looked at the delicious food on the table, and whispered to Xiao Yifei: "Brother Xiao, your Yan Fu is really not shallow, there are such beautiful people to cook for you." ”

"She is my landlord, and in order to repay her for cooking, I buy the ingredients for cooking every day. But really, Tang Rong's cooking is really delicious. Xiao Yifei looked proud.

"That's right, why are you so lucky, seeing that your conditions here are so good, I want to move here, and there are no empty rooms!" Zheng Qiang was really a little envious.

"You can stay in the living room if you don't mind. Xiao Yifei joked.

Tang Rong walked over and saw that the two of them were smiling happily, so she asked, "Are you talking bad about me and smiling so happily?" ”

"Sister Rong, I just found a new tenant for you, and he said that he is too envious that I have a good landlord, and hopes that you can rent the living room to him. Xiao Yifei smiled.

Zheng Peng is now thinking about how to make Xiao Yifei ugly, since Xiao Yifei came to this hospital, his luck has not been better, first because he almost lost his job, and now because his own brother actually broke with him, where is Xiao Yifei good, let his younger brother defend him so desperately.

Sun Xingyao also can't get used to Xiao Yifei every day, and sees him as a thorn in his side and a thorn in his flesh. If you don't get rid of it for a day, it's hard to feel at ease for a day. But now Sun Xingyao will no longer look for Zheng Peng to help him, he feels that Zheng Peng is too stupid and has not done anything well.

Of course, Zheng Peng will not look for Sun Xingyao anymore, this kind of thing will push people on other people's heads when something happens, the farther away the better, last time he pushed all the mistakes on his own head, pretending to be innocent.

On this day, Zheng Peng was eating alone in the cafeteria, and heard several doctors at the next table whispering, saying nothing more than disliking Xiao Yifei and the like.

Zheng Peng saw the opportunity to sit down with the three doctors with his own meal.

"I've heard what the three of you said, since you can't get used to Xiao Yifei so much, have you come up with any good way to cure Xiao Yifei......" Zheng Peng sat down beside them and asked very bluntly.

This kind of thing, those three people will not talk nonsense easily, even if they have any good ideas, they will not tell Zheng Peng in this place, although they know that Zheng Peng is the person who hates Xiao Yifei the most in this hospital.

Zheng Peng saw that none of them spoke, and mistakenly thought that the three of them were timid and afraid of things, and did not dare to do such a thing. So he put on the appearance of a big brother and said, "Since we are like-minded, why don't we discuss a plan together." ”

(End of chapter)