After leaving the restaurant, when she returned home, Jin Shanshan walked directly to the bedroom on the second floor.

She lay on the bed, took out her phone, booked her ticket, and put it on the bedside table.

She closed her eyes, and her mind showed Zhou Sicheng's every move today.

They don't have the joy they used to have together.

As long as she remembered the matter of Zhou Sicheng and Gu Enen, she put her hands on her heart, and her heart was like thousands of ants devouring her heart little by little.

It hurts, it hurts......

"Brother Sicheng, I'm sad......"

Talking in a daze, babbling, thinking and thinking, I fell asleep unconsciously.

……

After Wang Jingyi learned that Zhou Sicheng and Jin Shanshan were indeed awkward, he specially arranged a large number of documents for him to review.

Seeing that Jin Shanshan was about to go abroad, he must ask Gu Enen about it in person.

A week later, Jin Shanshan got up early to pack her things abroad.

Just in time, the doorbell rings.

She stopped what she was doing and got up and walked towards the door.

Zhou Sicheng stood in front of her, she was stupidly stunned in place, unable to return to her senses for a long time.

It wasn't until Zhou Sicheng's voice sounded in her ears that she suddenly woke up.

"Why, don't you want me in?"

“……”

Jin Shanshan didn't speak, and directly let a slit open.

Zhou Sicheng walked directly inside along the seam.

He wanted to ask Jin Shanshan if she already knew about Ji Feili and Anqi, but he looked around, and Jin's father and mother were helping her pack her things.

He stopped talking.

Jin Shanshan continued to be busy with the things in her hands, and suddenly there was a figure in front of her, she raised her eyes and saw Zhou Sicheng holding a gift in front of her.

She faintly seemed to see some unfathomable look in Zhou Sicheng's eyes.

Her mind began to think wildly.

Suddenly, Zhou Sicheng's voice interrupted her brain.

"This is a gift that my mother specially asked me to pass on to you, open it and see if you like it."

"Help me, thank you, Auntie."

Jin Shanshan took the gift from Zhou Sicheng's hand and said expressionlessly.

"What time is the plane today?"

"Ten o'clock in the morning."

Mother Zhou walked out of the kitchen and saw Zhou Sicheng, a smile rose on the corner of her mouth, "Sicheng, you are here, come over and eat." ”

"I've eaten it." Zhou Sicheng's expression gradually relaxed, and he turned his head to look at Jin Shanshan, "Go eat it, I'll help you clean it up." ”

He saw a mess on the ground, pointed to the ground and said, "Is it all?" ”

"Go sit on the couch and I'll clean it up."

Jin Shanshan turned and walked towards the kitchen.

She sat down at the table and saw that it was full of her favorite dishes.

Her eyes instantly turned scarlet, and she suppressed the tears from the corners of her eyes to keep them from staying.

She didn't want her parents to see her now, she deliberately pulled the corners of her mouth and raised it slightly, "I want to eat all these dishes in my stomach, otherwise I don't know when I will be able to eat such a delicious meal next time." ”

"As long as you want to eat, Dad will ask Auntie to make it for you and bring it to the United States in person, okay." There was obviously some reluctance in Father Jin's voice.

Although he has always hoped that Jin Shanshan can study abroad, he has never had such a separation after staying by his side for more than 20 years.

He choked up, and continued with a slight tremor in his voice, "Hurry up and eat." ”

Jin Shanshan pouted, her eyes kept staring at Father Jin, and she didn't move her chopsticks.

Jin Mu came out of the kitchen and saw Jin Shanshan sitting quietly in place, hurriedly sat beside her, picked up chopsticks and put vegetables in the bowl for her, "Eat more, the road is far away, what should I do if I am hungry?" She hurriedly tilted her head to the side.

"Hmm." Jin Shanshan nodded.

She noticed the golden mother's eyes, and her tears couldn't help but flow.

Her voice became choked, "Otherwise, I wouldn't be going abroad." ”

"How's that going to work?" Jin Mu was surprised, her eyes staring at Jin Shanshan.

"But I can't bear to leave you."

Zhou Sicheng heard a slight cry and walked towards the kitchen.

Seeing Jin Shanshan and Jin Mu in tears, he comforted, "Since you have decided something, you must work hard to do it well." ”

"But I ......"

Jin Shanshan's words were interrupted by Father Jin: "Okay, let's eat quickly, pack up your things and go to the airport early." ”

The dining table suddenly became silent, and only the sound of chopsticks and bowls could be heard.

Zhou Sicheng returned to the sofa, he slowly closed his eyes, and carefully thought about how to talk to Jin Shanshan for a while.

I don't know how long it took, Jin Shanshan packed up her things and walked behind Zhou Sicheng.

Zhou Sicheng was so engrossed in his mind that he didn't hear her footsteps.

Jin Shanshan called in a low voice: "Brother Sicheng......"

However, her heart is still at odds with Zhou Sicheng because of Gu Enen's affairs.

Zhou Sicheng was startled by the sudden voice, he quickly got up and looked behind him, only to see Jin Shanshan's clear eyes staring at him.

"What's wrong?" He asked, looking puzzled.

Jin Shanshan said in a sullen voice: "It's not early, I'm going to the airport." ”

"I'll send you."

"But my parents are going to see me off, too."

Jin Shanshan looked embarrassed.

She didn't want to have too much contact with Zhou Sicheng, she always understood that he only had Gu Enen in his heart.

After such a long period of hard work, it didn't melt his heart at all.

At present, Gu Enen has broken up, and the relationship between them is destined not to go together.

So she would rather choose Tiobi than see their time together.

Zhou Sicheng looked at Father Jin and Mother Jin with deep eyes, and said calmly, "Uncle, aunt, I'll send it." ”

Mother Jin turned her head to look at Father Jin, as if asking for his opinion.

Father Jin was silent for half a minute, and suddenly nodded in agreement, "It's okay." His eyes looked at Jin Shanshan, his eyes full of reluctance, "Then let Sicheng send you." ”

Jin Shanshan stood there without saying a word.

Carrying the suitcase, it became tighter and tighter, until the palms of her hands were sweaty, and she didn't know it.

"Shall we go then?"

Zhou Sicheng frowned and shouted.

He reached out and took the suitcase from Jin Shanshan's hand and strode towards the door.

Jin Shanshan put her arms around Jin's father and mother, and her legs were as if they were filled with lead.

She really didn't expect to be separated from her parents, and she felt so sad in her heart.

"Okay, you can still video in the future, Shanshan, don't miss the plane."

Zhou Sicheng's voice sounded in their ears again, and Jin Shanshan had no choice but to sit in Zhou Sicheng's car.

She leaned on the window, stared at them all the time, and said reluctantly, "Wait for me to come back!" ”

As soon as the words fell, the car shot out like an arrow.

Leave them with only the back of a car.

The car kept moving forward, and the atmosphere in the car suddenly became awkward.

Jin Shanshan's ten fingers were crossed together, and her eyes were lowered and her fingers kept turning.

In the blink of an eye, we came to the international airport.

Zhou Sicheng carried Jin Shanshan's suitcase and walked forward side by side with her.

They arrived at the waiting airport.

Jin Shanshan sat quietly in her chair, her heart beating faster and faster.

And Zhou Sicheng's heart couldn't hide the doubts in his heart.

His eyes were locked on Jin Shanshan, his whole body was cold, like hell, and he asked directly, "Did you already know about Ji Feili and An Qi's together." ”

Jin Shanshan's breathing immediately stopped, and she sat in place and was silent for a few seconds, gradually stabilizing her emotions.

"What? Ji Feili and Anqi are together? Her face obviously looked unaware, but her eyes were deliberately avoiding Zhou Sicheng's eyes.

Zhou Sicheng frowned: "Don't you know?" ”

"Now that I've heard you say it, I'll know it naturally." Jin Shanshan's voice trembled slightly.

Zhou Sicheng's voice was obviously a little displeased, "You don't have to pretend to be confused with me." ”

"I didn't."

"I saw Ji Feili and Anqi together in the mall, it was very sweet, I think they have been together for a day or two." Zhou Sicheng's voice became quite solemn.

Jin Shanshan had been watching Zhou Sicheng's expression, and sure enough, as long as Gu Enen was mentioned, his expression was a little reluctant.

"Now that you know, I won't hide it from you anymore."

She paused and continued, "They have been together for a long time, and I have reminded Gu Enen many times, but she has been believing in Ji Feili in her heart, can I do this?" I persuaded Anqi many times to keep her away from Ji Feili, but she never listened to my persuasion, and we quarreled a few times for this, in fact, I have done what I can do, but I didn't expect them to break up at this point. ”

"Why didn't you tell me if you already knew?" There was obviously some anger in Zhou Sicheng's voice.

"I don't tell you because I love you, I've always loved you since I was a child, I know that I have always pretended to be Gu Enen in your heart, but I'm afraid that after you know that Ji Feili and Anqi are together, I'm worried that you will do something impulsive, I'm even more worried that you will be with her, I'm afraid to accept this reality, just like now, I feel that we have become a lot stranger to each other, you have never spoken out loud to me before, this is the first time, and it is because of Gu Enen, do you know how uncomfortable my heart is?"

Jin Shanshan's eyes had turned scarlet, and tears gradually flowed.

"No matter what, you shouldn't hide it from me." Zhou Sicheng's eyes wrinkled tightly, and his voice couldn't help but get louder, "You know that Gu Enen is now gone, I'm worried about her, have you considered her feelings when you concealed all this?" ”

Jin Shanshan listened to Zhou Sicheng talking to Gu Enen, and her heart suddenly became full of holes.

She had never felt so sad, for the first time.

"Since you love me, you should tell me, and if you tell me, maybe I'll be grateful to you."

"Of course you'll be grateful to me." Jin Shanshan wiped away her tears, looked at Zhou Sicheng with a cold gaze, and blurted out directly, "Shouldn't you thank me when you're together?" What I can't get, others can't think of. ”

"How did you become like this now, I didn't expect you to be so terrible."

"I became the way I am now, and I was forced by you."

“……”

Zhou Sicheng felt that Jin Shanshan's current appearance was very strange and terrifying.

I didn't want to say another word to her, so I just got up and left.