Chapter 814: Death Deserved
I never thought that I would regret such a thing before, and once someone told me that you would regret it later, and if you don't study now, it will be too late to regret it later.
In the past, there was such a saying, and there was only one word, eh! There's only one idiom, and that's to scoff.
In other words, although Chinese students may not have particularly good language scores, most Chinese students' ability to use idioms is okay, in fact, they are also familiar with it.
At this time, I suddenly thought of one thing, if I didn't learn Chinese and English when I was a child, I learned to speak in English when I was a child, or I learned Chinese and English together, and now I don't have to learn this broken English, right?
What is the purpose of learning English? Actually, the initial purpose was definitely to take the exam, but I think the ultimate goal is to be able to communicate normally with some people who have foreign languages.
This is the ultimate goal, I think that if I can complete the purpose of middle school, those so-called exams will no longer care for me, and now this college entrance examination seems to be out of reach for me.
Although I have already experienced a college entrance examination, that college entrance examination is just a joke, when others are dedicated to doing papers there, I wrote my name, wrote the exam number, and a lot of messy things, and then filled in some multiple-choice questions and went straight to sleep.
After the exam, I found a place to play.,Qi Yang is quite serious about this college entrance examination.,Before the exam, the real tiger wrote a lot of content.,Two months before the exam, I also began to listen carefully to the teacher's lectures.。
Although I thought it was too late, he was just making amends, but his test results were not bad, and he slapped me and Xiaofeng in the face, and the two of us continued to taunt that guy when he was at school.
I even said that I made trouble with him when he continued to study after class, and now I suddenly feel that my behavior is still a bit excessive, and I don't know why I have such a behavior.
At the time, it could have been sour, or it could have been jealousy, as if the two words meant the same thing, but as if they didn't mean the same thing.
In fact, her repetition is the thing I don't understand the most, almost to get the higher grades I expected, and such grades can go to a local school with two books.
But most of us like to run outside, as if the outside world is always the best, in fact, I have known since I was ten years old, my hometown is probably one of the best cities in the country, anyway, it is in the top three.
Especially when I was repeating here, when I first came here, I thought it was still a slum, there was no subway, there were few bus lines, the train station was dilapidated, there was no high-speed rail, and I didn't know where the bus station was.
I also finally experienced a feeling of very low prices, and I also realized that a city with a particularly high greening rate has never been to such a city when I traveled before, to be precise, there is nothing worth visiting in such a city.
In addition to this school, this school is because his father found a school, and we don't know why, so we followed in a daze.
After arriving at this school, I realized that it was stricter than our regular school management, and it was not an exaggeration to say that this was a military training camp, and we were just too indulgent.
Wu Yili: This is local, and this has nothing to do with it.
What refreshes my understanding is the housing prices here, if the housing prices in the city center are compared with my hometown, it seems that I can buy a bathroom, I mean a house to buy a bathroom.
However, there are still better places in this city, that is, I feel quite comfortable for the snacks here, although my hometown is known as a famous food from all over the world, but I have never felt the height of their boasting.
I didn't think anything they said was delicious, or even a little bit of a change in taste.
The number of snacks that come here is not particularly large, limited to a few local snacks, but compared to the special snacks in my hometown, I suddenly found that my appetite was high, or I found that I had lived in vain.
Sure enough, as I thought, under the blessing of some pressure, some things have completely changed their taste, and even the snacks from all over the world seem to be copied, the style has changed, but the taste still has that strong and inferior taste.
So I still like it here, of course I'm not from that school, in fact, when people like us go to the school playground, people will be pointed at.
The main reason is that this school uniform is different, one is a repeating school uniform and the other is a new high school uniform, to be precise, there is no repeating school uniform.
I've already said that these are two schools, they should be two different principals, but I don't want to wear that school uniform, except for when I go to class, I basically take this thing off when I go out, because this school uniform is out and some parents outside can recognize what kind of person you are.
Although there is no taste of contempt, the thick fingering is actually a bit uncomfortable, not to mention the problem of this ratio.
The number of freshmen or freshmen, sophomores and juniors is much larger than those of us repeaters, although we can use the playground, the cafeteria, and a range of school facilities.
But that kind of pointing and pointing is still lingering around me, some people say they don't care about this matter, and some people say that they don't care about this matter.
Even at first I thought it didn't matter, but as more and more of this unkind gaze, at least it didn't seem to me to be particularly friendly, so I didn't want to go out into the school playground anymore.
This is a different place from the previous school, where you used to be able to play basketball and have fun on the playground, but now it seems that this does not belong to us anymore, and the reason why we are repeat students, the sense of belonging is actually very weak, or not at all.
Maybe after a long time, I didn't forget about the school I went to, but I can clearly remember the school I went to in high school, and it may be the difference in the sense of belonging.
Just now I used a few idioms when I spoke to Qi Yang, in fact, I just want to say that if you don't need to conduct a deep discussion about language, then you can use language accurately.
It sounds particularly simple, but I suddenly now feel that being able to accurately use the language of Chinese is not a particularly simple thing, first of all, you have to be able to write this character, you can write this character, but how to write beautifully and beautifully in line with your own characteristics is not easy.
I also often see my father signing, and I often see my second uncle signing, and they all have a strong feeling of middle-aged uncle when they sign.
Anyway, I can tell what kind of age they are just by seeing them, as if all middle-aged people sign like this.
This kind of signature can't be said to be atmospheric, but their signature seems to reflect a sense of the times, slightly larger than the original font, and then it will also be connected, unlike the kind of ligatures of some post-80s leaders now, and their kind of ligatures I can understand.
It's just that although there is a taste of conjoined words, but every word can tell what the word is, and you don't necessarily say that he has a sense of vicissitudes, but I can always feel as if it doesn't fit the times.
So I can tell at a glance what age the person signing this kind of sign is, but I still think their handwriting is very good.
Now my handwriting sounds like a dog crawling on a good note, and if it doesn't sound good, it's like it doesn't sound like a human at all, so I don't do a good job in this regard, which means that I don't use a language very well.
This shows that the use of language is not particularly simple, at least as a Chinese, it is still the most basic for you to write your own self-writing well.
So I have another goal in the next step, which is to write my own handwriting as beautifully as possible, in fact, first of all, I don't know how to break through in this direction, because if you ask me to write deliberately, I can also write a little better.
But once there was a hurry, then I would definitely not be able to complete such a task, and then the words were written in a scattered manner, and my own handwriting, I admit, was really not particularly good.
Therefore, I am particularly envious of those who can write well even if they are in a hurry, even if the situation is particularly urgent, that is, they have become a habit of writing well, and this is what I think I envy the most.
There is also talking, when you speak, you don't bring a little idiom, you don't have a little Chinese language, you are embarrassed to say that you are Chinese, those foreigners communicate with you, even if they are Asian, you can also hear that they are not Chinese.
The reason is that each language has its own style, if you really want to integrate into a group, it is impossible without 78 years, and the use of a Chinese-style language is not a simple few idioms.
Sometimes the Chinese dialect is simplified, or simplified to be able to understand more things in a few short words, which is something that only foreigners who have lived in China for a long time can really understand.
Therefore, for the use of language, most of the Chinese are still okay, and some things are known by hearing and seeing, but in fact, there is no need to study and discuss too much.
And then there's the fact that you'll find that you can say some words but you can't, and when someone else writes them out, you pat yourself on the head: "Oh, that's what it looks like!"
It's not once or twice that I've been in this situation, and a very simple word has been forgotten in my life, and if it's for someone with OCD, it's simply uncomfortable.
I don't have obsessive-compulsive disorder, that's what I experienced, that is, once I was about to say something to Qi Yang, but I was suddenly interrupted by Qi Yang, and then I forgot about it.
In fact, it's strange to say, there was a mess in my head, so I forgot about it.
I really don't have obsessive-compulsive disorder, but I am obsessed with this matter, and I don't think about it for a long time, I feel uncomfortable! I can't stand or sit down, and then I can't eat or drink.
I didn't do anything well all day, and I knew that at the end of the day, I finally remembered this matter, and the main reason was because of the stimulation of some things.
It feels like it's itchy on your body, but the itchy part is like it's inside your body, and it's really sour! It's not that this hasn't happened, but it's true.
It's not a very internal place to raise the inside of your body, it's the itchy ears, but it seems that it is a very deep place in the ear, and the ear digging knife can't reach that place at all.
Anyway, I can't think of a thing, and it feels like this.
That is to say, some obsessive-compulsive disorder, if they usually can't remember when they say and write some words, they should also feel this way, and this guy is in the late stage of obsessive-compulsive disorder.
When he organizes the books at school, he has to put them in order from the largest to the smallest, and if someone borrows his books, it means that ordinary people just put them on the very edge, and he can't, it must be put in the book, which should be placed in a place.
His books are gradually smaller from left to right, that is to say, if he feels wrong, the book on the left is shorter than the book on the right, and the book on the right is a new book he put in, that is, the book that someone else borrowed, and this guy's obsessive-compulsive disorder begins to commit.
This is not good, this is not good, he quickly pulled out the book again, and then put it in a position that should be about the same, and then squeezed the book stand again and squeezed it tightly, these steps must be completely correct and correct, otherwise it will not work!
One day I wanted to treat him, and I had to change this book back, and every time he went to the bathroom, I would change it, and I wanted to see if his OCD was real or fake.
In the end, I found out that this obsessive-compulsive disorder is really real, he is more powerful for some collective obsessive-compulsive disorder, and some individual obsessive-compulsive disorder is okay.
What does collective OCD mean when we share a house, if the house is not clean and she looks uncomfortable, he has to clean up, even if it takes a long time, then he has to do it.
This is a small group of obsessive-compulsive disorder, that is, sorting out the book is even an individual's obsessive-compulsive disorder, at home and at school, the book must be discharged according to the size of its surface area, not according to its weight or thickness.
Sometimes she will tidy up his tablemates, this collective obsessive-compulsive disorder affects him not only here, of course, there are also very serious places, for example, if the back of the trash can is full of garbage, he doesn't go over, he can't see it, but once he sees this situation in the past, rest assured that he will not give up.
Actually, I'm not saying that he can't do it, but this situation is definitely not because he loves work, or just because he has a strong collective compulsion.
His strong collective compulsion disorder is not only reflected in this simple aspect, but also in the most important aspect, which is the neatness of the table.
Because his seat is also a relatively high seat, so if he sees that the seat behind him is crooked and not particularly straight, then he must not be able to sit still, he must look back from time to time, if he really can't hold on, then he must help others tidy up when he gets out of class, whether they are sleeping or studying.
Some people say that he is a dog with a mouse, but as the person who knows him best, I know what it is, and this is a strong collective obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Therefore, his illness is really not light, and it really needs to be treated, if it is just that there are some relatively large regularities for some collective irregularities, then it is really harmful to him himself.
You know that on this hand, the third bone of the finger, there is some hair on that piece of meat, and most people don't care about him, it grows very dense, and most people don't care about him, but this guy can't.
He specifically found the kind of tweezers that girls use to clamp their eyebrows, and then pulled out all those hairs one by one, and it hurt to watch that guy sit like this.
So this behavior or this strong collective obsessive-compulsive disorder and all kinds of obsessive-compulsive disorder are harmful to himself, the key is that he doesn't just find out these hairs after plucking them once, he has to pluck them every time he waits for this thing to grow, so every time I see this situation, I feel that this guy is particularly perverted.
It feels like this time is not only an obsessive-compulsive disorder, but also feels that this guy has a serious masochistic tendency, so every time it happens like this, I have to find a way to stop him, but there is definitely no way to stop it for a lifetime, that is, sometimes it may not succeed, to be precise, it has never succeeded.
After hiding this guy's tweezers, he will use his fingernails to pull them out, and when I talk about his fingernails, I think of him to a more perverted degree.
It is that his fingernails must be cut very short and short to be comfortable, and when I see his fingernails are so short, I have a feeling of wanting to cry, because I have also cut my fingernails so short, but I feel that the flesh that those fingernails do not protect is the meat that was not protected by the fingernails in the past, but because of the meat that was not protected by cutting the fingernails.
I feel a lot of pain in these things, so I don't cut my fingernails that short anymore, but this guy is different, but he has to do it whenever he grows a little bit.
So there is no need to say more about the degree of perversion of this guy, but he is also good, every time he has to check his fingers in high school, this guy always doesn't need to worry, because his fingernails have been cut to the minimum.
There are also some things that are when he is more perverted, and I suddenly find out that this guy is a pervert!
It's his toenails, I haven't seen this kind of thing once or twice when I was in the dormitory, he always pulls out those toenails that grow deep in places, especially the thumb and toe, and sometimes I see him pull out a piece of blood.
Seeing that situation, I immediately threw up, without the slightest exaggeration, I really rushed to the bathroom and vomited out the contents of my mouth.
So this guy's perversion or his strong obsessive-compulsive disorder will damage his own body, whether it is from that plucking hair or to the big toe, it is where he causes his own physical harm.
I now seriously doubt that he also plucked the hair in his place, and there is no need to say how painful it hurts, and I feel like throwing up when I think about it.
Because I know what is there, and if you pull it lightly, you can feel it go deep into your skin, and if you pull it out, it's hard for me to imagine what it will be, and if you will bring out the blood.
So I don't agree with this guy's perversion, and the rest is okay, such as sweeping the garbage and tidying up the classmates' desks, at least on the surface, it seems to be a very comfortable thing.
But for all these other things, it's no exaggeration to say he's a pervert.
Well, in fact, I just want to say that if you come across some words that you think of but can't write, now it's very simple, just think about the combination of that word, and then type it on your phone to know how to write that word.
But I also found a problem reflected in this matter, that is, when people type a communication, there can always be such a situation, although the words are typed out quickly, but most people will not look at how these two words are written, and even some lazy people will not make a modification if they are typed wrong.
Of course, Qi Yang is not in this ranks, because he has a strong obsessive-compulsive disorder, if he sends the wrong word when he sends the message, then he will most likely not send it, but will modify it and send it out, even if he accidentally presses the send button.
Then he will choose to send it again, I know his situation too well as her best friend, this obsessive-compulsive disorder, which is commonly known as obsessive-compulsive disorder, is advanced cancer! There is nothing left to go to a place where you can be treated, you can be euthanized directly!
That's why I think this guy really is, forget it, don't talk about this guy.
Or talk about my language situation, I may not be particularly good at using Chinese, which I do admit, it seems that my future direction is not only to practice fonts well, but also to use this obsessive-compulsive disorder, so I think the understanding of some fonts should still be in place.
Then please recommend a few European and American TV series to me, and that sentence still sounds really awkward! I wrote it down in my little notebook after he recommended a few TV series, and now I finally found out that the advice this guy gave me was actually better, and I didn't listen to it much before.
It may also be because he has cheated me many times, but to be honest, if you give me some advice on some formal occasions or some formal attitudes, to be honest, most of them are actually relatively in place, but I won't listen to this advice for some reason.
Today, I decided to completely listen to this suggestion, and then when I am ready to go back, I will see what kind of situation this TV series is in, so will you really give me confidence in English.
In fact, to be honest, my confidence is not small now, I really am not bragging, through the vocabulary of these junior high school English words have made me feel that I am a hundred times more confident in English, if it is really like what Qi Yang said, it is really a good behavior.
Every school library is quiet, our school library is even quieter, because there is no one in it, you heard you right, except for the school leaders who will open the door of the library, the rest of the time the library seems to be silent, and now I suddenly wonder if that place is haunted.
In fact, a leader who is not stupid can see that every time he goes to inspect the library, it is newly opened, but some things are better if they can't be broken.
Because the feeling of people appearing often is completely different from the feeling of suddenly appearing people, even if you clean up and clean, it is a feeling of no popularity.
This feeling of popularity takes a long time to gather, and it is not something that can be shown by suddenly letting some students pretend to be reading a book, but some things can be made superficial, so that some people can see it, and the person who shoots it can also show it slightly.
In fact, it is difficult for strongmen.
Now I finally understand why I have to go to school for more than ten years, three years in junior high school, six years in elementary school, or five years in some places, four years in junior high school, anyway, the final time is the same, and then high school plus three years, that is to say, the whole 12 years.
It is only today that I realize that it is not particularly easy to gather these things in a short period of time, and these times seem to have specific considerations, from the looseness at the beginning, to the coverage of more and more knowledge, it seems that those educators really have their own thinking.
So after so many years, I think there is actually some time to read books, of course, I don't mean me, I was here at that time but I didn't read, so I regret it a little bit now.
Regret doesn't have much effect on this matter, and regret is often not a particularly good thing, because it seems to fix your mind, and it is difficult for you to make a correct decision when you are always thinking about previous things.
Now I am actually very grateful to my old man in my heart, but my old man has become like this, as if I should be more merciful, but I think his change is actually more profound for my change.
Another thanks, of course, is that the breeze is still rising, how do I feel like I'm at an awards ceremony now, or the same kind of awards ceremony.
In fact, these two guys have a lot of support when I want to do something, as long as they are not particularly excessive, so these two guys can be regarded as a noble person in my life, of course, I will not say this kind of thing on my lips, because it seems to be particularly hypocritical.
I'm the person who hates hypocrisy the most in my life, so these words are just in my heart, and I will never say them to the two of them, on the one hand, I feel hypocritical, and I think on the other hand, it will definitely encourage their arrogance!
This guy doesn't just write on his phone, he writes for a while and then he starts flipping books, flipping books and then continuing to write, and he is in such a cycle.
The two of us almost finished everything when we were about to leave, and I couldn't bear to put this garbage on the table when I saw that the side was very clean, as the saying goes, you are embarrassed to do worse than others.
Some environmental contamination can still make a person better, which I used to believe and now I believe in, so we both packed all this garbage in a bag when we were about to leave.
I don't know if it's a special situation today, but today's learning efficiency has become quite good, and I can review all the English words and memorize a lot of new things today, which seems to me to be completely enough.
Then we left the library, and when we left the library, there were very few people, but when we got to the library, many students began to study at night, so there were a lot of people in the school.
When I walked in the middle of these teams, I really had the illusion that this feeling was actually quite good to put aside the level of the school and the level of the students, and suddenly felt that the university was not a particularly bad thing.
In the past, it seems that there has always been such a thought, and there is not much difference between going to college and not going to university, but now it seems that some collective life still needs to be accepted, and these specific lives may bring you more than just some knowledge understanding and acquisition, as if it is more to teach people how to get along.
According to Qi Yang, he said that getting along with each other when you were a student is the easiest way to get along, and if you don't have a transition, you will find that your heart will become dark, and of course those who have become dark will not realize how dark their hearts have become.
It's just that what you give to the world will also give you back, so the degree of darkness is often still the influence of many people who have not produced excessive influence on the outside world.
Qi Yang said, when you go outside, you will find that there are people who are 20 times more stupid than the school and 20 times more stupid than the school, and those of them will be so angry that you will feel that there are such people in this world!
So there is still a little bit of excess, it was a small transition in junior high school, and when you get to high school, that level will be a little deeper, and when you get to college, it will definitely deepen more, so at this time, after this transition, you can come to work in society, and you may be able to endure more things.
Then you may not pay much darkness to the world, or even say that you will give some light, so that the world will give you something you want.
So according to his reasoning, it seems that there really is a little bit of truth.
It doesn't seem to be particularly easy for us to leave the school.,The stupid guys at the door seem to really make some verbal threats to us.,Have to ask us to hand over something.,I don't understand what he said.,College students also have a thick dialect It's not a shame.。
Then Qi Yang was not used to it, and directly used some strong language to confront, and then you said that if we don't let us out, we will call the police, and took out your mobile phone to really make a call.
Then the security guards in the guard room at the door, after seeing this situation, were so frightened that they hurriedly asked these students to let Qi Yang and me out.
I think it's really a TMD transition now! This kind of domineering person exists, I'm not saying that his approach is so wrong, on the contrary, his approach is quite right, but that kind of verbal attitude is really disgusting! And that dialect also drove me to hate this dialect too! Anyway, it's all his fault!
Oh I remembered, Qi Yang said that he was a transfer student who listened to the class, that is, those few people didn't believe that they had to have a letter of introduction, and it was probably nonsense, and it seemed that a few younger brothers next to him were going to do it, and they had to follow his eldest brother to show their loyalty.
It's just that no one speaks anymore after being blocked by the first two sentences, to be precise, no one continues to reason, just uses endless abuse and arrogance to support the kind of responsibility in their hearts.
As soon as I heard the alarm, no one dared to say anything, and the little brothers in the back also stepped back slightly, only the person who took the lead felt that he had not regained face, and continued to be tough that did not look particularly tough.
If the security guard doesn't give him a step down, it is estimated that this guy will be tough to the end.
In fact, it was like this, although I was not legal, but it was legal to raise this guy, and I also knew this, so no one wanted such a situation to happen.
If the police come, it seems that there are still the most reasons here, which is called illegal detention! This kind of thing is big if someone says it's big, and it's small if it's small.
So these people let go and raised it, and they really responded to the post-break speech, what is the name of the after-break language, by the way, I remembered, the-faced face of the pit is facing outward, just to save face.
Of course, when we left, those guys were exactly that guy, and they were still scolding, still showing that they were very unconvinced.
But only he knows what kind of point he has reached, or what kind of fear he has reached in his heart.
Qi Yang said to me on the way: "I remember you have seen this situation, Li Yong seems to be a little close to fighting that time?"
In fact, my memory is not particularly good, I don't know yet, I remember that night, Li Yong's temper can be the same as mine, of course, his temper is all supported by the background.
So this guy also had the courage to beat people that day, but he was stopped by others, but these people do still have a little bit of annoyance from our side.
Although I have now learned to think about a two-sided problem, even if it looks like a task arranged by the school in their direction, of course such a task needs to be completed for them.
So we seem to be a little annoying in their direction, so I don't want to talk about the right or wrong of this issue now, but I think there are some things that need to be good-tempered when doing them.
This kind of thinking is completely bullying, not thinking about the consequences at all, or feeling that he has a certain prestige in the school and must be listened to by everyone, I think the existence of this kind of thinking will still have great disadvantages in the future.
At least in this place, you want to be annoying, let alone go to places that are not used to your temper, and there is no good way to say that you will not be paid to make you uncomfortable.
In particular, it takes a long time for you to go to the labor bureau to ask for a salary of five or six hundred, and it takes a lot of effort, which means that some people may not be willing to spend this effort, which feels like a waste of time.
If you treat you like this, you may not have a very good method, so it will still be a little disadvantaged, this kind of temper can be put down, or in other words, when you put down your body, there are always people who become embarrassed to torture you like this, and that could have happened.
Maybe because of your own changes, that situation may not happen, so some things are still better to be modest, if you say that you really want the police to come, Xiaofeng will say hello directly, and it is not worth it to write a note on your file bag.
Although it may not be that serious, but I think this kind of thing is due to my own reasons, as far as this temper is concerned, you have to talk to him well, can he be like this?
Of course, Qi Yang is definitely not angry, if you want to make Qi Yang angry, it will take a little effort, but it seems that Qi Yang wants to do this on purpose, because he brought something that can prove his identity, and it is not easy to let him have such a behavior, so those people are also considered to have died well.
It seems that he has experienced too many things like this and is annoyed, so he wants to manage it.