【1659】She's Your Crush, Not Your First Love!
He stumbled to the bathroom on the first floor.
As soon as he entered the bathroom, he walked by the sink and turned on the faucet directly, spilling cold water on his face with both hands, trying to make himself fully sober.
Looking at himself in the mirror, he reached out and rubbed his lips with a tissue.
He wanted the smell of the woman just now to leave his body, and there was still a faint smell of perfume.
His eyes crumpled tightly, and he whispered, "How can I ...... like this?"
punished himself for the indulgence just now, and the next second, he slapped himself directly in the face.
He really didn't expect that he would do such an outrageous thing with a strange woman just now, but fortunately, he came to his senses at the critical moment, Xu missed Gu Enen too much, so he would treat that woman as her.
Could it be because I've been too worried about Gu Enen's safety recently? Or was he unhappy because of a big quarrel with Jin Shanshan and borrowed wine to kill his sorrows?
Shaking his head to sober himself up, he walked towards the door of the bar with heavy steps.
At the right time, a woman came directly and pounced on him.
Zhou Sicheng's voice was obviously a little angry, his eyes were full of killing intent, and he scolded directly, "If you know each other, get out of my way!" ”
After hearing this, the woman stood aside directly and whispered, "What do you think you are, look at your lonely appearance, you must be out of love." ”
Zhou Sicheng ignored it and left the bar and walked directly towards the parking lot.
But after wandering for a long time, I never found my car.
In a fit of rage, he walked straight to the road.
Although his head was completely awake, his body shook unwillingly.
Looking at this familiar city, even your beloved doesn't know what to do.
From childhood to adulthood, this is the first woman who made him tempted, and the only one who made him stay with him for the rest of his life.
Although she and Ji Fei have been together for so many years, she has been hiding her feelings, but he doesn't know how to cherish them.
He wanted to hold Gu Enen in his arms, and no one was allowed to bully.
Since meeting her, his life seems to have greater expectations.
It's just that this kind of expectation has now made the two unable to even see each other, let alone know her whereabouts.
It was getting dark, and the street lights were on, and the whole ground looked so clean and bright.
With a slight breeze, he couldn't help but shiver.
Looking at the crowd of people coming and going, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook up a touch of coldness to the side, as if the whole world had nothing to do with him.
I don't know how long he lingered, but the smell of alcohol on his body still didn't dissipate.
He didn't dare to go home for fear that his parents would be worried, but he didn't know where to go. After much hesitation, he had to stop a taxi and walk towards the company.
Along the way, he looked out the window absentmindedly.
The ten fingers were clenched tightly together, and none of them let go.
In the blink of an eye, he had arrived at the company, and he walked into it, and it was empty.
It was only then that he remembered that it was time to leave work, and he reached out and rubbed his temple.
Back in his office, he walked slowly on the windowsill, the cigarettes in his hand were one after another, and the ashtray next to him was full of cigarette butts.
He tried to numb himself with smoke to forget what happened today.
However, I never forgot it......
He looked down from the upper floor, and the pedestrians on the road were as small as ants.
He took out a bottle of wine from the wine cabinet and sat on the sofa and continued to drink, he wanted to numb himself and not think about Gu Enen.
Before you know it, the wine has bottomed out.
Gradually, his eyes seemed to be a little sleepy, and he lay on them and slowly closed his eyes.
Maybe it was because of the alcohol that he quickly fell asleep.
……
The next day, the sun hung high in the sky.
The warm sunlight shone on his body, and he subconsciously turned over.
It was dimly as if he heard someone talking about him, but he couldn't open his eyes.
Wang Jingyi came to the company, followed the voice, stood at the door, and clearly saw a figure lying on the floor from the glass.
He glared fiercely, and they hurried away.
Seeing that there was no one around, he pushed open Zhou Sicheng's office and walked in.
He squatted on the ground and clearly saw that it was Zhou Sicheng lying on the ground.
"Sicheng ......"
He whispered, but there was no response.
He reached out and gently pushed Zhou Sicheng's shoulder, and he slowly opened his eyes.
"Sicheng, why did you sleep on the ground? Didn't you come home last night? His concerned tone reached Zhou Sicheng's ears.
"On the ground?"
Zhou Sicheng thought carefully, and clearly remembered in his head that he slept on the sofa last night, how could he run on the ground?
Falling asleep in the middle of the night and accidentally falling off?
But even if you choose to fall, you should be conscious, but why doesn't you feel any pain at all?
Could it be that the pain is gone?
He hurriedly got up and sat on the sofa, with a haggard look that made Wang Jingyi all in his eyes.
Wang Jingyi saw the wine bottle placed on the ground, and faintly smelled a smell of alcohol, and asked with concern, "Have you drunk?" ”
"I drank a little, but I didn't expect to drink too much."
Zhou Sicheng frowned slightly and tidied up his clothes.
"How do you think about drinking so well, don't you rarely drink?" Wang Jingyi paused, and then asked, "Did you encounter something?" ”
Zhou Sicheng thought carefully about whether to tell Wang Jingyi or not, but his mouth couldn't help but say it.
"Yesterday, when I sent Jin Shanshan to study abroad, I asked her if she had known about Ji Feili and Anqi for a long time." He couldn't help but feel a little sad between his eyebrows, and said coldly, "The result is the same as I imagined, she actually said that because she loved me, she didn't tell me the truth of the matter, what a ridiculous sentence." ”
"I miss her ......"
Before Wang Jingyi's words were finished, he was directly interrupted by Zhou Sicheng's words, "How can she bear to watch Gu Enen in the dark because she loves me, on one side is the person she loves the most, and on the other hand is her best friend, how can they treat her like this?" ”
Zhou Sicheng leaned on the armrest with his hands in his pockets, looking at Wang Jingyi with a far-reaching gaze, and the whole person exuded a cold atmosphere.
"You don't have to worry, I believe she will be able to get out of the current predicament, after all, the path is her own choice, and no one can replace it." Wang Jingyi cocked Erlang's legs very casually and shook gently.
"I haven't heard anything about her for a long time, and I'm worried about whether she'll ......."
Zhou Sicheng's words stopped talking.
He didn't dare to continue, he didn't dare to continue to think, and his brain suddenly felt like it had been hollowed out.
Wang Jingyi suddenly remembered Zhou Sicheng's words just now, and asked, "Jin Shanshan went abroad yesterday?" ”
Zhou Sicheng sat down without saying a word and nodded.
"Then you shouldn't ask her about those things, if something happens to her on the way abroad, you will regret it."
Zhou Sicheng paused for a while and shook his head, "No, we grew up together, she won't do anything stupid." ”
"You know her so well?"
“……”
Wang Jingyi couldn't hear Zhou Sicheng's answer, and continued, "Since you know her very well, then you should know that she is so innocent and kind, how can she bear to lie to you, there must be a hardship in your heart." ”
"Bitter?"
Zhou Sicheng's voice was a little disdainful, "I think she can't see me and Gu Enen together, she wants to dominate me." ”
"Who wants to see their loved one with other women?" Wang Jingyi wrinkled his brows, looked at Zhou Sicheng deeply, and said with a broken heart, "It's not easy to meet someone who loves you in this life, please cherish the person in front of you, and you will regret it when you lose it." ”
He kept his voice very low, but he was still listened to by Zhou Sicheng word for word.
Zhou Sicheng crossed his arms around his chest, shrugged his shoulders, and raised his chin slightly, "But I only have Gu Enen in my heart." ”
Wang Jingyi narrowed her eyes slightly, and said with a calm face, "You have her in your heart, but she may not accept your love, if she likes you, she will not be separated from Ji Fei." ”
Zhou Sicheng's eyebrows hooked coldly, "Huh? He snorted softly, sneering, "Even so, I'll wait until the day she falls in love with me." ”
"Smack!"
Wang Jingyi got up and threw the document directly on the coffee table.
His expression was obviously impatient, "Why do you insist on wanting to be with Gu Enen?" ”
"Because she's my first love!"
"First love? I guess it's a crush! Exhaled, Wang Jingyi gradually stabilized his emotions, "Isn't it good to love someone to watch her be happy?" ”
He thinks that as long as he loves someone, whether he is by his side or not, as long as he sees her happy.
"I thought so at first, but when I saw him sad, I couldn't be by her side openly, do you know how uncomfortable my heart is?" Zhou Sicheng carried his heart and said with a sad face.
"But don't you think Jin Shanshan is very aggrieved by doing this?"
"I only treat her like a sister."
"If I were Jin Shanshan, I would be far away from you."
Wang Jing pointed to the document on the coffee table, "This is your file, I'll leave first if there's nothing to do, you should think about it when you have time." ”
The words fell, and he turned to leave.
The sound of "bang" came to Zhou Sicheng's ears.
He leaned back in his chair and shook his neck slightly.
Put your hands together and pray that Gu En'en will be safe.
He walked towards his desk with his papers, and sat down in his chair and flipped through them one by one.
Hands and brains are not used together at all.
In his mind, he was still worried about Gu Enen's safety.
He took out his mobile phone and dialed Gu Enen, but it was still turned off.
He immediately dialed Jin Shanshan again, but it kept showing that he was on the call.
He simply hung up the phone, thinking of apologizing to Jin Shanshan, but she didn't expect her to blacklist his address book.
A hint of self-deprecation crossed his lips, and he put down his phone and continued to finish his unfinished business.