【063】Give him a chance
Shen An'an minded Luo Haotian's detailed evaluation of that woman, but her face was still stagnant, so calm that Luo Haotian couldn't see her joy and anger.
This, I don't want the flamboyant and domineering woman on weekdays at all.
"Do you love her?"
Facing Shen An'an's question, Luo Haotian shook his head and nodded again.
Shen An'an's heart twisted and turned with his movements, and after several turns, her calm tone couldn't help but fluctuate a little, "Do you not love it, or ...... Love. ”
God knows how hard it was for her to say the word "love".
That feeling is like being kicked in the lower plate, and when you open your mouth to scream in pain, a cockroach flies directly into your mouth.
Both pain and nausea.
Luo Haotian sighed, his eyes were a little fluttering, and finally froze into a hollow, "An An, I don't want to lie to you." I'm not a promiscuous person, and with you, I want to live my whole life. However, sometimes, you put a lot of pressure on me, I have to constantly examine myself, whether I am as perfect as you say, I am just an ordinary person, not a god, I am a little tired. ”
Shen An'an's fiery temperament is on the verge of exploding.
He betrayed her and blamed all the blame on her.
How ridiculous is this reason! It was because of her love and trust that it became the reason for his absurd cheating!
"So, are you in love with her and don't plan to be with me?" When Shen Anan asked this sentence, the whole person was calm and held his breath,
She was afraid, afraid that the answer given by Luo Haotian would leave her with nothing.
In the past two years, with Luo Haotian, she has loved him with all her heart, she thought that they would always live like this, but she never thought that no matter how strong the relationship is, it is not indestructible.
"An An." Luo Haotian only called her name, but did not continue.
"Say it, I can take it." Under the white quilt, Shen Anan clenched his fists tightly to hide his emotions that he was about to explode.
Luo Haotian sighed, "Seriously, I haven't thought about this question for the time being. ”
He looked at her, his eyes still showing love, but he was a little more apologetic on this basis.
He said, "An An, I love you, although I am very tired, I have not given up loving you." ”
"So, will you give up on her?"
Shen Anan never knew that after knowing that Luo Haotian had betrayed her, she could still talk to him so quietly, although the process was painful, she knew that in her heart, she really did not intend to give up on him and give up this relationship.
In front of Luo Haotian's eyes, there seemed to be a faint woman, smiling shallowly, saying this gently, and a pair of skillful hands to create the warm world in which she was.
"I don't know." He shook his head, he had always been decisive, and he hesitated for the first time.
He loves Shen An'an, and at the same time, he also loves the woman who allows him to relax in his tiredness.
He was too greedy, which is why he led to the situation he is in today.
"Haotian, you touch my belly, here, there are our children." Shen Anan pulled out a smile with difficulty, looked at his hesitant face, and couldn't hold back the pain and sourness in his heart anymore, and tears fell one by one.
Luo Haotian didn't move.
Shen Anan lifted the quilt, stretched out his hand, pulled his hand over his stomach, choked up, and said softly, "If you are willing to give me another chance, return to me, I will forget about it." Trust me, I'll show you who I'm changing for you. Haotian, when I am discharged from the hospital, we will get married, and in the future, you, me, and our children, we will live together as a family. ”
Speaking of this, her tears fell even more fiercely, and Luo Haotian felt even more apologetic when she watched it.
Shen Anan sniffed and held back the howl in his throat, "If you don't have the strength to be with me anymore, then, take this child and leave me together." ”
With that, she slowly let go of his hand.
Luo Haotian's hand was on her lower abdomen, although her belly had not yet bulged, he seemed to feel that a little life was growing here.
It was praying to him, "Daddy, don't abandon me, don't leave me and Mommy." ”
His hand trembled, his arm quickly retracted, and his body stiffened awkwardly.
Under Shen An'an's gaze, he lowered his eyelids slightly, and after a long time, he said, "An'an, I'm sorry, it's my fault for making you sad." Please give me time and I'll take care of everything and when I get back, we'll get married. ”
Shen Anan nodded, she suddenly relaxed, and finally cried.
"Woo...... Woo woo...... "She cried so well that she didn't feel sad.
Luo Haotian has never seen her like this, so fragile and delicate. He reached out and picked her up, took her in his arms, and hugged her tightly.
"An An, it's me who is not good and makes you sad."
"Haotian, woo, don't leave me."
"Well, it won't be in the future, it really won't be in the future."
"I really don't know what to do without you."
Shen Anan kept crying, and Luo Haotian kept comforting him. The two hugged for a long, long time, until the little nurse knocked on the door and came in to give Shen Anan a nutritional injection.
Gu Enen and Ji Feifei came back from buying dinner, and when they saw Luo Haotian in the ward, Gu Enen still didn't give him a good face, went straight to the bedside table and put down the tableware in his hand, and said to Shen An'an, "Cousin, let's drink some porridge first." ”
As she spoke, she fiddled with a bowl of porridge and handed it to Shen An'an.
From beginning to end, she didn't even give Luo Haotian a look.
This man betrayed his cousin, and the cousin who was killed was hospitalized, and she would never forgive him easily!
Luo Haotian sat for a while, and when he saw that he was not welcomed, he didn't stay here to make people angry. He said to Shen An'an, "An'an, pay attention to your body, take care of yourself, I'll deal with those things and come to see you later." ”
Shen Anan nodded.
Luo Haotian stood up, said hello to Ji Feifei on the side, and left the ward.
As soon as he left, Gu Enen couldn't help but ask, "Cousin, have you forgiven him like this?" ”
My cousin has always been resolute, decisive and tenacious, how can she let go of someone who has done something wrong so easily? She felt sorry for her cousin.
If Ji Feifei was sorry for her, she would definitely not be with him again.
It's really disgusting to endure grievances and live with a person who betrayed you, and even go to bed!
"I love him, I love him very much, and I don't want to give up this relationship between us." Shen Anan bit his lip, although he felt awkward and sad, he still endured it.
"Eun, do you remember the movie I watched with Cher that night? The supporting actress in it saw her husband fighting with a beautiful cutie in a nightclub, and the heroine was about to explode and planned to hate the scumbag, but she grabbed her hot-tempered best friend at the right time and said, 'Everyone has a chance to be forgiven'. Yes, everyone makes mistakes and I want to give him a chance. ”
Of course Gu Enen remembers that movie.
At the same time, she also remembered that Shen Anan sneered at that time and said, "This kind of scumbag is cheap in his bones, he will have a second time if he commits it once, if you forgive him once, he will betray you a second time." ”
She was so righteous and righteous at the time that she refused to bow her head, but after the incident really happened, she was the first to bow her head.
Gu Enen couldn't help but feel distressed when he looked at Shen Anan like this.
Such a cousin should love Luo Haotian in her heart, so she will wronged herself and gave him a chance.
"Eun, it's because I used to be too confident, and everything was my self-righteousness, but at this moment today, I realized that many things are not as perfect as I imagined, and if you want to gain something, you have to lose something."
Her eyes were gloomy, her expression was sad, and she must have been extremely sad.
"I don't want to give up Luo Haotian, so I have to swallow the pain of his betrayal of me."
Gu Enen watched her sad look flow, and thought to herself, perhaps, the pain and pain in her cousin's heart was deeper than she imagined.
"Eun, let my cousin eat something first." Ji Feifei walked over and handed Gu Enen a dinner by the way.
This topic, the more it is discussed, the heavier it becomes.
Now that the decision has been made, we can only go on resolutely.
After dinner, Gu Enen settled Shen An'an, and then went out of the ward with Ji Feifei.
Although the night was heavy, there were too many things happening today, Gu Enen didn't feel sleepy at all, she and Ji Feifei walked side by side on the path of the hospital, thinking deeply.
"I thought that with my cousin's character, it would be impossible to be with Luo Haotian again."
After a long time, Gu Enen said slowly.
"That's the path she chooses, and we have no right to interfere, as long as she lives well, Eun, we're always outsiders."
Except for Shen Anan herself, no one can decide her life.
Gu Enen couldn't help but sigh, "I used to think that feelings were the most stable thing in this world, but now it seems that this is not the case. ”
Ji Feili, who has been with her for three years, finally married a woman who was not her, and hated her to the core.
Shen Anan and Luo Haotian, who have always been considered the best couple by her, have now ended up with such an ending.
"Well, things in the world are not absolute. Don't let other people's grief affect your yearning for life, and don't doubt me. ”
He looked at Gu Enen seriously, and used his most sincere heart to dispel the doubts and uneasiness in Gu Enen's heart, "I don't dare to say that in the next life, eternal life and eternity, but in this life, I will protect you until the end of my life." ”
Such words are particularly comfortable and warm to Gu Enen, who is now beginning to question and waver in his feelings.
She reached out and hugged him, pressed her head to his strong chest, and listened to his heartbeat, and she felt that the world was still as she imagined.