Chapter 934: I can't decide

"There's no need to say such things between us, I've already talked to you about this, I hope that after I leave, you can help take care of Liu Rui and Sisi, although I know this request is quite unreasonable. But the only person I can rely on now is you. Hu Jingtang said.

Hu Jingtang regarded life and death so calmly, Xiao Yifei thought, is he really willing to die like this? But even if he is unwilling, what can he do? This kind of thing, no one can decide life and death. Even if it's a doctor, you can't decide.

"Old Hu, don't worry, I will definitely complete what I promised you. Xiao Yifei said sincerely, he thought that Hu Jingtang must not know Liu Rui's true identity, otherwise he would not be so relieved of Liu Rui.

"By the way, I called Liu Rui before, and he should be on his way here now. Xiao Yifei said.

"I'm most worried about Liu Rui, I think he should be very lonely when he lives alone, what if something happens to him in the future. Hu Jingtang muttered to himself.

"It's okay, I've talked to Liu Rui a few times recently, I think he's very good, but he may be a little withdrawn, I will take good care of him in the future." Xiao Yifei continued, he is not worried about Liu Rui at all now, anyway, it seems that Liu Rui is alive and well at present.

After a while, Liu Rui came over, and Xiao Yifei knew that he must have hurried over when he looked at him. After he entered the ward, he first glanced at Xiao Yifei inquiringly, and when Xiao Yifei called him just now, he didn't say anything to him, just asked him to come to the hospital quickly.

He saw that his grandfather's current mental condition was quite good, and he put his heart down, of course, these are just his psychological activities, in Xiao Yifei's opinion, Liu Rui is still the cold and non-talkative Liu Rui, it seems that grandpa's illness has not caused him much trouble.

He stood in front of the hospital bed, there was no joy or sorrow in his eyes, and he didn't speak, but Hu Jingtang was the first to speak: "Rui Rui, you have to listen to your eldest brother Xiao Yifei more in the future, you have to be happy, don't live so tired." ”

Before Hu Jingtang's words were finished, Liu Rui interrupted him and said, "Grandpa, don't talk nonsense. He didn't know what to say after saying this, he just stood there, a little embarrassed.

Xiao Yifei looked at the two awkward people and said, "Liu Rui, your grandfather is fine, what he needs now is to rest more, let's go out first, let your grandfather rest well." ”

After speaking, Xiao Yifei walked out of the ward first, Liu Rui also followed, and when he walked to the door of the ward, he couldn't help but glance back at his grandfather, who had been looking at him, looking at each other, Liu Rui suddenly wanted to walk over and accompany his grandfather all the time, but he had already walked to the door, how could he be embarrassed to go back!

So he turned around and walked out of the room pretending not to care.

Finally, Hu Jingtang was the only one left in the ward, and he exhaled a long breath, and the safety he had just tried to pretend to be safe made him feel very tired.

In fact, to be honest, he has been waiting for this day for a long time, but when such a day really came, he found that he still had a lot of nostalgia for this world, in addition to these two children who made him feel at ease, he was also greedy a lot.

"You tell me the truth, how is my grandfather's health?" As soon as he left the ward, Liu Rui could no longer pretend to have a calm expression, and his tone of voice was a little surprisingly terrifying, and he felt that he was going to beat someone next.

"Cherish the rest of the days! If you have time, spend more time with your grandfather. Xiao Yifei tried his best to control his emotions and try to make his voice sound soft, and after being a doctor for a long time, his mentality will change a lot.

Xiao Yifei still remembers the first few years, announcing the bad news of the patient to the patient's family was the most painful thing for Xiao Yifei, he didn't dare to look into their eyes every time, he was afraid that he would look at their sad and desperate eyes, and he would not be able to help crying. But after a long time as he has been a doctor, he has become accustomed to it, and there is a word called indifference.

He can be completely indifferent now, like a machine to say those words to the patient's family, in fact, people have misunderstood the doctor, not that they want to be cold, indifferent, it's just that they have to do it.

"Is there really no way? It's my grandfather who is lying inside, how can he say that he is sick! Doctor Xiao, you must have a way to save my grandfather, right?" Liu Rui suddenly grabbed Xiao Yifei's arm and said.

This kind of Liu Rui is something Xiao Yifei has never seen, in his impression, Liu Rui has always been that cool, impersonal, and seemingly indifferent to everything, and now, such a person is standing in front of Xiao Yifei and speaking to Xiao Yifei in a voice that is close to pleading.

"Liu Rui, calm down, Hu Lao is the person I respect the most, even if there is a way, I will do whatever it takes to save him, but I really used the knowledge I have learned all my life last night to save your grandfather, but...... You have to accept reality. Xiao Yifei tried to keep his tone calm.

"Really...... Is there no way?" Liu Rui sat on the chair in the corridor dejectedly, grabbing his head with both hands, he still couldn't accept this reality.

"Alas, stay with your grandfather for a while, don't regret it later. Xiao Yifei didn't know what to say, in fact, in this case, it was not appropriate to say anything, and after speaking, Xiao Yifei left.

He didn't want Liu Rui to leave such a big regret in his life like himself, what he said to Liu Rui, how he wished someone had said this to him back then.

After Xiao Yifei left, Liu Rui sat alone in the chair for a long time, he didn't understand, why did the person who told him stories and amused himself when he was a child die so soon, it seems that time has not passed for a long time, but counting it carefully, it has been twenty years, what have he done in these twenty years?

thought that grandpa and Sisi would always be by his side no matter what, so he always ignored their feelings, and grandpa always gave himself the greatest tolerance and understanding, no matter what he did, it was up to his own temperament, he always had an illusion that grandpa would always be with him, no matter what happened, grandpa would be by his side.

But now grandpa is suddenly out of order, and in the days to come, it will really be him and Sisi who depend on each other.

After the sadness, Liu Rui sorted out his emotions and raised his head, with an expression of not caring about anything.

"Doctor Xiao, is there really no other way, and it is not possible to use the most advanced equipment and medicines?" Liu Rui came to Xiao Yifei's office and said.

"If I could, I would have done it a long time ago, but I'm really sorry. Xiao Yifei didn't dare to look at Liu Rui's eyes.

Liu Rui didn't sit down, he just stood in a daze for a while, didn't say anything, and left.

Xiao Yifei wanted to step forward and hug Liu Rui, he knew that Liu Rui must be very sad now, a person like Liu Rui who is extremely awkward and not good at expressing his feelings, no matter how sad he is, he can only hide it in his heart. Unlike Liu Sisi, you can cry out when you are sad, and you can find someone to talk to, but Liu Rui will probably find a quiet place where no one is around, take out the wounds in his heart alone, lick it, and it will pass.

(End of chapter)