Chapter 547: Hard Work, but Humble Life
The choice that Xiao Ning did not make, then, it is up to her to continue to write, and it is up to her to complete!
The words that Xiao Ning wrote behind the head of the bed resurfaced in her mind were all written in lead, large and dense, and the font was sharp and thin, not good-looking, but it was like blood in her eyes.
"Why do you want to destroy me? Shouldn't I exist? ”
"Why give birth to me when I shouldn't exist?"
"Grandma, why do you dislike me as a girl? Why did you coax me into taking poison? ”
"Mom, I'm scared...... They all seemed to want me to die. ”
"Isn't it true that they'll be happy as long as something is gone? Mom, please take me. ”
"Today's orange soda is so unpleasant, you can stare at me, you must let me drink it."
"Why did my aunt lie to me? I always thought that my aunt was very good to me, so why did she bring those thugs to my house? ”
"I hate my uncle and uncle, they say I am disobedient and want to sell me."
"Mom, am I getting ugly?"
"Mom, I've made new friends."
"Mom, I've drunk a lot of orange soda."
"Grandma is very good to Shi Yu, grandma said that the house will be left to Shi Yu in the future."
"Mom, Sister Xu came to the school to look for me today."
"I hate them, I hate them so much...... Mom, I hate them so much......"
"Mom, I don't want to die again, I have a little brother, and they say I'm fine."
"Mom, Cheng Yiyu completely took away my father, Mom, I don't have a father anymore."
"Mom...... I'm still alive, I don't have grandma, dad, I still have my little brother, I'm so happy, I have six little brothers. ”
"Mom, I'm the eldest sister, isn't it very majestic? My aunt also said that the eldest sister was very good, and I knew what she was thinking. ”
"It's so sad, but I still have to try to live......"
Paragraph after paragraph of pencil words like a bloody complaint slowly passed through my mind, and I saw it when I closed my eyes, and I saw it when I opened my eyes.
It was as if I saw a little girl crying again and again in the dark, scared, with no way to ask for help, no hope of escape, and slowly and slowly, finally living what the family wanted to see.
Fat, stupid, arrogant, grumpy, waste, nobody, nothing...... lived what the Shi family wanted to see, and worked hard to live in the most humble way.
However, no matter how hard Xiao Ning tried to live, the people of the Shi family still did not let her go. Shi Ning, who has been bound by despair, is gone, and she is here to continue to live in place of Xiao Ning.
She is Shi Ning, and she is also Xiao Ning.
When Xiao Ning encounters all kinds of things, she will get them back one by one, and no one will want to escape!
The anger in her eyes became more and more intense, Shi Ning closed her eyes, not wanting Lu Zhi'an to see the emotions rolling in her eyes, she just knew these things.
Although she closed her eyes in time, the coldness, depression and vague devouring aura exuded from her body made Lu Zhi'an keenly capture it and wanted to ask the reason, but she had already said that she had a reason why she didn't want to say.
With her temperament, since she said that she didn't want to say it, she couldn't ask anything again.
Lu Zhi'an tightened the flashlight, and he sighed softly in the night, "I hope that one day, if you have anything, the first thing that comes to mind is me." ”
The voice was very soft and soft, as if unconsciously muttering the words in his heart.
Shi Ning's eyes moved slightly, and he slowly opened his eyes and said to Lu Zhi'an, who was still in a squatting position: "You are angry for me, I care a little bit, you just thought wrong." ”