Shi Miaomiao walked into the dark room alone, turned on the light, she couldn't help but feel sad, she didn't expect the path she chose to be like this, it was okay when she worked, but every time she returned home, she couldn't easily get rid of this loneliness, it felt like a black hole, holding her tightly and dragging her to the abyss.

In this city, her real friends are only Xiao Yifei and Tang Rong, but now that the two of them are together, she is embarrassed to disturb them every time. She also understands that this kind of thing is normal, but every time she is alone, she still can't help but feel sad, she has had the idea of going home more than once, what is the meaning of insisting on being in this city?

In the end, in addition to cultivating a stronger and stronger heart, the rest may not get anything, and her parents are their own children, they are all old, she has not seen them for a month, so she called her parents again, there is a saying: You always miss home when you are tired, and miss him when you are lonely. The only thing Shi Miaomiao misses now is her parents.

Her last relationship ended two years ago, and they all said that the graduation season is the breakup season, and she never escaped this sentence, the two have been together for three years, and she was ready to break up from the beginning, but when that day really came, she still couldn't sleep every day, she realized for the first time how sweet the two people were together, and how painful the days after the breakup were.

So she doesn't dare to start a relationship easily now, and if she breaks up again, that feeling is really uncomfortable.

"Mom, how are you doing, have you eaten?" Shi Miaomiao asked after making a phone call.

"I've eaten, your dad and I are very good, when are you coming back?" ahem...... her mother said, coughing a few times.

"Mom, why do you catch a cold again, have you taken your medicine? Go to bed early tonight, and the quilt is thicker. Shi Miaomiao instructed, listening to her mother's cough, she couldn't wait to go home now.

"It's okay, it's just a little cold, you don't have to worry about me. Mom said.

Hung up the phone, Shi Miaomiao lay on the bed and cried, she was really useless, her mother was sick and she was not by her side, she had the idea of going home to work, and she couldn't be with her parents every time This feeling of powerlessness.

She suddenly remembered her childhood dream, she wished she could find a job that would allow her to travel all over the world, she wanted to live a different life, but now that she was only a few hundred kilometers away from home, she couldn't stand this loneliness. Maybe I'm too idle, and I don't have anything else to do except go to work every day, so my free time is boring.

Shi Miaomiao began to watch American dramas, recently "Vampire Diaries" has been updated again, for this drama, what she envies the most is that they have an immortal body, then in fact, time is static for them, hundreds of years are like a day, thousands of years have passed like this, they don't have to worry about their livelihood, they can do what they like.

If only I were a vampire, Shi Miaomiao innocently thought, so that she could stay with her parents forever and not worry about whether she had money or not.

But back to reality, reality will always give him a cold blow, and she also understands that it is useless to be sad here, but sometimes, once there is a little thought of such a sad emotion, it cannot be controlled. She also wants to be happy all the time and be the pistachio in everyone's eyes.

She remembers watching the movie "This Killer Is Not Too Cold", the little girl asked Leon, "Is life always so hard, or is it only like when I was a child?" and Leon replied, "Always." "Probably everyone will be in a low mood at times, everyone will be homesick at times, and when she thinks of this, she is not so uncomfortable.

So I ran to the kitchen, made a bowl of egg fried rice with the leftover rice, and ate while watching the drama, since the status quo can't be changed, it's better to enjoy it happily, and Shi Miaomiao is not so uncomfortable after eating.

It is said that the stomach and the heart are very close, and when the stomach is full and filled, the heart will not be so lonely and cold, so it is good to eat something delicious when you are sad.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Tang Rong and Xiao Yifei came back, and after the two of them came back, the home immediately warmed up a lot, and Shi Miaomiao was no longer sad.

"Miaomiao, do you have any arrangements for tomorrow, if not, let's go out together, just the two of us. As soon as Tang Rong entered the door, she asked Shi Miaomiao.

"Finally, Sister Rong can have time, of course I have to go. Shi Miaomiao said happily that she originally planned to watch a one-day drama at home.

Tang Rong thought that Shi Miaomiao must be very lonely in this city alone, after all, she had no friends and relatives, and since she and Xiao Yifei were together, she hadn't gone out with Shi Miaomiao.

Even if you have a boyfriend, you can't forget your good sisters.

At this time, Shi Miaomiao felt that life in this city didn't seem to be so difficult, it turned out that all the unhappy days were just because she was alone. She remembered that Xiao Yifei had studied abroad, so his loneliness should be deeper.

"Sister Rong, can I talk to Brother Xiao for a while, oh my God, it won't be for long. Shi Miaomiao said.

"Let's talk, why do you still ask me for instructions on this kind of thing, Xiao Yifei will belong to you from now on!" Tang Rong said boldly.

Tang Rong consciously went back to her bedroom.

"Brother Xiao, did you feel lonely when you were abroad before?" asked Shi Miaomiao.

"Of course, and this loneliness is inextricable, and there are no familiar Chinese there, so many times I go to class, eat, and have fun by myself." Why do you suddenly ask this? Do you want to go abroad too?" Xiao Yifei asked.

"No, I just wanted to find out. Shi Miaomiao didn't say that she was too bored to be here alone, she felt embarrassed.

"Actually, when I'm lonely, it's good to find something to do for myself, and I won't think about it when I'm busy, and I was at that time, because I was alone when I went back to the dormitory, so I soaked in the laboratory every day, and there was someone to talk to in the laboratory. When I went back to the dormitory, I read a book or something, and the day passed like this. Xiao Yifei remembered the old days, and inexplicably missed it.

Although the days were boring in the past, but how simple it was, the main task of the day was to learn to do experiments, which is like now, once you enter the society, everything is no longer simple, every day in addition to the busy work, but also to make time to deal with those who are sophisticated and always beware of those who make a stumbling block for themselves.

The new week has started again, Xiao Yifei is full of hope and driving on the way to work, although there is nothing to be happy about, it is still important to maintain an optimistic attitude, but he is still vaguely unsteady in his heart, and always feels that something is wrong.

He remembered the dream he had, he dreamed that Sun Xingyao warned him to be honest, otherwise he would be good-looking. It must have been because of Zheng Peng's incident in the past few days, Xiao Yifei calmed down his mentality, and said that dreams are reversed, so today will definitely be a lucky day, Lin Mu comforted himself like this, but he still felt that something was not right.

(End of chapter)