Chapter 140: Impressions
Since it is a good impression, then he naturally can't laugh like a second fool.
But should he behave as serious? Obviously, it shouldn't be, if he behaves very seriously, in fact, his senior sister will be a little unhappy, because if you behave unhappy, his senior sister will definitely think that his behavior has affected him, and since it has had an effect, his senior sister will feel that she has just done something wrong and even feel a little guilty. In fact, in the relationship between men and women, it is not a good practice to let the other person feel some guilt, if you make the other person feel guilty, then the other person will obviously not be too comfortable when he is with you. Even sometimes you make him feel indebted to you, which is not a very good way, because if he feels indebted to you, then no matter what he does to you in the future, he seems to be thinking about this sense of indebtedness, even if he doesn't think about it, in fact, it is possible that you are also thinking about it. You even wonder if he is sincere in doing this to you, and even if he does, you will have a little worry about whether he owes you and makes up for you.
So he just let himself have a faint smile on his face, and this faint smile shows that he is happy, that he is happy to see him do this, that he is a tolerant person, that he enjoys being with him.
Seeing that his senior sister was busy, he felt that his senior sister, now his senior sister, was actually a beautiful person and the happiest person in the world.
Everything was ready, Lin Dai'er sat at the stone table, her eyes swept from time to time, and she painted seriously.
Chu's troubled words came out from time to time.
"Draw more handsome!"
"Be resolute in your lines!"
"The eyes are not big, but the senior sister can exaggerate them. ”
In fact, a person doesn't need to pretend to be very mature and stable all the time, just like him naturally, he says some words from time to time that seem to be very unstable, in fact, these words, he can say or not, but he feels that he should need to say it now, because only in this way can he leave a deeper impression on his senior sister. Only when you leave more impressions on his senior sister can you really enter the heart of your senior sister, if you have always been a perfect person, his senior sister is likely to regard it as an idol.
What is an idol? An idol is a person who is far away from you, and although you admire him, you don't necessarily have to be close to him. So he definitely can't let himself act like an idol, he definitely can't act like a stranger, he must get acquainted with his senior sister, because in his future thoughts, his senior sister will become his wife. Since he was going to be his wife, he definitely couldn't let himself be so cold. So he definitely can't let himself act like an idol, he definitely can't act like a stranger, he must get acquainted with his senior sister, because in his future thoughts, his senior sister will become his wife. Since he was going to be his wife, he definitely couldn't let himself be so cold. So he watched his senior sister painting seriously, and he crossed it from time to time, teasing his senior sister while interrupting, making his senior sister more lively and his senior sister happier. Yes, he naturally wants him to be happy, because he treats him sincerely, and naturally wants him to be a lively person, a happy person.
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Looking at the serious appearance of the senior sister, Chu Jian's eyes were full of affection, a senior sister, and she was very happy.
People often say. Men are the most handsome when they work. In the same way, in his opinion, his senior sister is also the most beautiful at this time, because his senior sister is working seriously, of course, the work may seem a little inappropriate, in fact, his senior sister is serious about painting him, since he is seriously painting him, then he thinks that his senior sister is the most beautiful. Of course, it was only because he was painting him, if his senior sister was painting another man, of course he would not be so happy, and he even felt that his senior sister was even a little ugly at the moment, this is the human mind, this is the complexity of people. But no matter what, now his senior sister is painting for him again, so the first senior sister is very happy, the first senior sister is very happy, he feels that he is simply the happiest person in this senior sister at this moment. Of course, it is also possible that he is not the happiest person in this senior sister, or it is possible that he is just his wishful thinking, or it is just his wishful thinking, or it is also possible that it is just his delusion. But no matter what, he feels that he is the happiest now. Now he feels that if there is someone to paint him, he doesn't want to, all he wants is his senior sister, he only wants his senior sister to paint for him, if his senior sister paints for him, he feels that his senior sister is the most beautiful person in this senior sister, if his senior sister paints him, he feels that there must be nothing else happier in this senior sister. This idea seems a little pretentious, but he feels that his idea is right, and his idea is so correct.
Seeing that the image of Chu Jian in the painting gradually became clear, Lin Dai'er's face turned red, and a thought suddenly appeared in his heart, this was probably the first man he carefully examined, and suddenly stopped this idea and concentrated on painting, but the faint smile on the face of the junior brother in the painting always had a bit of laziness and laughter, which made him feel helpless again.
In fact, this senior sister has a first time doing anything. For any person, there are their own firsts, for example, you have a girlfriend for the first time, for example, you have a boyfriend for the first time, for example, the first time you start to step into school, for example, the first time you start to like a boy, for her current sister, it seems to be experiencing her own first, she is painting a man for the first time, obviously she has painted many people before, like she has painted for her sisters, like she has painted for her mother, but painting a man is the first time in her life. She was actually a little nervous for the first time, and in the nervousness, she even blushed a little. Obviously, she is not really a very lively person, and it is obvious that she is not particularly good at dealing with a man, but although she is not good at dealing with a man, she is indeed painting a boy now, and now she is indeed staying alone with a boy, it is such a specific senior sister is such a specific scene, which makes her blush and makes her heart have some thoughts that she shouldn't have.
This kind of undeserved thinking even makes her feel that she has a little bit of overstepping the rules, of course, a little bit is just her inner thoughts, in fact, her real inner thoughts are that she has greatly exceeded the rules, she feels that she shouldn't, and she even feels that she is a bad woman. But obviously, this is not something she can control, because it can control her own behavior, but she can't control what she really thinks in her heart, and what she really thinks in her heart is that she is starting to like the man in the painting a little bit. It is self-evident who the man in the painting is. The man in the painting, her lines, her face shape, is very tough. The man in the painting has been with her for many days, and the man in the painting will even make her happy, in fact, she understands it.
Yes, what did a man do to a woman. This woman is obviously very clear, she knows very well what this man thinks, she also knows very well what this man's motives are, and she also knows very well how a man should treat a woman, and women know women best. If a man really does something very right, she can't hide it from her heart at all, she can't escape her true thoughts at all, and now she can't escape the real thoughts in her heart. But no matter how strong her thoughts were, whether her heart was really her heart or not, whether her thoughts were her most correct thoughts, she felt that she should not think about these things. Just think about being alone, you should always know what you should do and what you shouldn't do. She felt that the last thing she should do now was to think about the man in the painting, and the last thing she felt she should do was to have some thoughts that it shouldn't have, so she suddenly stopped her thoughts, and then let herself start to decentralize the man in this man, she felt that only by letting herself have some other thoughts, she couldn't start thinking about this man, and she could really screen out those inappropriate thoughts.
But can she really stop what she really thinks in her heart? You can stop a lot of things. You can stop yourself from liking someone, you can stop yourself from thinking about someone, you can stop yourself from doing things you shouldn't do, you can stop yourself from doing some very bad things, you can even stop yourself from doing some good people and good deeds, but what you can't stop is always your heart, he understands it too well. She naturally understands these very simple truths, but it shouldn't be that she understands that she won't do this, she finally does it, she finally suppresses her heart, she finally lets herself paint well, because she feels that the expression of the junior brother in the painting has betrayed the junior brother's heart, of course she understands the heart of the field, of course she understands that the junior brother has thoughts about her. So she has to restrain her heart even more, and she has to restrain this feeling.