【1456】Is it time to give up?

Gu Enen turned around and returned to the gazebo, took out the documents from his schoolbag, and read them carefully. When she was done with everything she was doing, she closed her eyes, looked up at the sky, and shook her neck slightly.

He took a deep breath, lowered his head and put the papers in his bag.

Leaning on the side of the gazebo, he suddenly remembered what Angel had said to her.

The next second, her hand slowly put in her pocket, took out her mobile phone and flipped out the latest call log.

found Jin Shanshan's phone and subconsciously called.

"Buzz...... Buzz ......"

Jin Shanshan's mobile phone vibrated on the table, she gently swiped the phone screen and put it to her ear, and Gu Enen's voice came, "Shanshan, what are you doing?" ”

She lay on the bed, crossed her legs, and replied, "I'm lying in the dormitory." ”

"Are you alright?"

There was a hint of worry in Gu Enen's voice.

Jin Shanshan closed her eyes and shook her head: "I'm fine, it's fine." ”

She had already guessed that Angel would sue Gu Enen, but what she didn't expect was that Angel would speak so quickly, which caught her a little off guard, and didn't even leave her any respite.

"I heard Angel say that you and your classmates are robbing the same boyfriend?"

Gu Enen's voice was full of doubt.

"Sister En'en, don't listen to her nonsense, don't you know what kind of person I am?" Jin Shanshan sat up and walked in front of the window, her eyebrows furrowed slightly, and she looked out of the window with deep eyes.

"Of course I know, and I also told Angel that you can't like anyone else." Gu Enen's feet crossed back and forth on the ground, "So what's going on today?" ”

Jin Shanshan gradually stretched her brows, picked up a magazine from the table with her hand and flipped through it, explaining: "Li Xiangnian is my high school classmate, he has been pursuing me, but I have rejected her several times, but he has repeatedly taught me, pestering me every day, later, I came to S City University, he did not apply for S City University because of his insufficient scores, so he simply found a classmate in our class Zhang Qianqian to use, in order to get close to me and understand my situation." ”

"What?"

Gu Enen was surprised.

Jin Shanshan sighed: "I thought the two of them were in love, but, I didn't expect that recently because of Song Min's matter, he has pestered me again and again, and what is even more depressing is that she was seen by Zhang Qianqian today, she thought that I was seducing Li Xiangnian, who would have thought that there was a big fight over this matter, it was really unlucky." ”

Gu Enen was also a little unhappy when he heard it, and said in a somewhat undulating voice, "Didn't you explain it clearly to Zhang Qianqian?" ”

Jin Shanshan shook her head helplessly, "No matter what I say, she won't listen to it." ”

"Then Li Xiangnian and Zhang Qianqian are really in love?"

Gu Enen's voice was full of curiosity.

Jin Shanshan slowly closed the magazine: "Li Xiangnian is just using Zhang Qianqian to get close to me, but I told Zhang Qianqian the truth, and she couldn't listen to a word at all." ”

"Leave her alone, she will remember your kindness when she is sad and regretful."

In the face of this kind of person, Gu Enen can't either.

"I don't want her to remember me well, but I hope she can not be trapped by love, I don't want to see Song Min's things happen in front of me at once." Jin Shanshan lowered her eyes, and her eyes instantly turned red, but she held back her tears and didn't let them flow.

As long as she thought of Song Min's matter, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.

But she still tried her best to control herself and not let herself be sad, but Song Min's position in her heart was too important, and she didn't expect such a thing to happen to Song Min.

finally listened to it slowly from those difficult days, and Zhang Qianqian actually said that she committed suicide because she grabbed her boyfriend with Song Min.

She couldn't wait to even kill Zhang Qianqian, but after all, she was her classmate, and she endured it after all.

"Don't worry about them, everything you should say has already been made clear to her," Gu Enen relieved himself, stood up and left the pavilion, and said as he walked, "Since Zhang Qianqian is already suspicious of you, you should stay away from Li Xiangnian." ”

Jin Shanshan's wheezing voice came, "I don't just want to stay away from him, I'm even thinking about never seeing him." ”

"Does Zhou Sicheng know about this matter?"

Gu Enen came to the teaching building, and the echo could be heard in the silence inside.

Jin Shanshan slowly stood up: "He doesn't know, I don't want him to worry too much about me." ”

"Then Zhou Sicheng knows that Li Xiangnian likes you?"

Gu Enen hovered at the door of the professor's office.

Jin Shanshan scratched her head, closed her eyes and leaned back on the chair, "I know, when I was just a freshman in high school, I participated in our school's sports meeting, and he confessed to me, and then when I was eating with Brother Sicheng in the restaurant, I ran into him and entangled, I put my arm around Brother Sicheng and said to him: This is my boyfriend, please don't pester me." In the three years of high school, he also pestered me, but he was not a prisoner like now, and recently, he has been appearing in front of me frequently, which is really a headache for me. ”

Gu Enen sat on the bench at the door of the office and persuaded, "As long as you don't pay attention to Li Xiangnian." ”

Jin Shanshan raised her eyebrows slightly, and said indifferently, "I never wanted to pay attention to him." ”

"Okay, Shanshan, I still have something to do with the professor, we'll talk about it another day." Gu Enen sat still and didn't move, and her voice came from the phone that she was a little anxious.

"Okay."

Jin Shanshan responded casually.

"Toot toot...... Toot ......"

A voice came from the phone, and Jin Shanshan silently turned off the phone and put it on the table.

She slowly walked to the edge of the bed and lay down, she thought carefully about what Angel had said to her.

For the first time, she doubted her feelings for Zhou Sicheng, the relationship between her since she was a child and grew up for so many years, did Zhou Sicheng really have no feelings for her at all?

She suddenly felt that her heart was so tired, and she had not reciprocated her feelings for Zhou Sicheng for so many years.

Suddenly, she was tempted to give up her feelings for him.

She loves Zhou Sicheng so much, but Zhou Sicheng treats her like a sister every time.

The problem can be seen in the eyes of others, but she has never given up. Now that Song Min has left her, it's time for her to seriously consider her feelings. She doesn't want a reluctant love, let alone a love without feelings. She just wants to be happy with the person she loves.

The next day, the Propaganda Department held a meeting as usual, and she got up and left after the meeting, no longer waiting for Zhou Sicheng to leave after the meeting as before.

Zhou Sicheng was strange, and this situation lasted for a whole month.

Seeing that the final exam was approaching, the Propaganda Department held a final meeting and announced a vacation.

He walked in front of Jin Shanshan when he finished the meeting, and Jin Shanshan bypassed him like no one else and turned to leave, just the moment she turned around, Zhou Sicheng grabbed her arm and asked, "Shanshan, have you encountered anything recently?" ”

Jin Shanshan turned her head and waved her hand, a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "What can I encounter." ”

Zhou Sicheng's voice was full of curiosity, "Then why haven't you said a word to me lately?" ”

"What's the matter, isn't there a final exam coming soon, so I'll take the time to review my homework." Jin Shanshan broke free of Zhou Sicheng's big hand and sat on the seat one meter away from him.

Zhou Sicheng looked at Jin Shanshan with a slight frown, "I think you seem to be deliberately alienating me, and it has nothing to do with the final exam." ”

"No, Brother Sicheng, you think too much, where am I deliberately alienating you." Jin Shanshan's body trembled slightly, her eyes didn't dare to look directly at Zhou Sicheng's gaze, she staggered his gaze, and she sniffed: "I'm really going to have a final exam, so I've been working hard to review my homework recently." ”

She knew that Zhou Sicheng knew her very well, so no matter how she disguised herself, she couldn't escape Zhou Sicheng's eyes.

"Don't lie to me, tell me if something happens."

Zhou Sicheng stood up and walked in front of Jin Shanshan, leaning on the table, his big hands holding her little hands tightly.

"I really didn't lie to you."

Jin Shanshan's eyes looked at Zhou Sicheng with a hint of grievance.

Zhou Sicheng's voice became a little louder: "You look at my eyes, your eyes will not betray you." ”

“……”

Jin Shanshan lowered her eyes, but she never dared to look at Zhou Sicheng's eyes.

She wanted to escape from Zhou Sicheng's side, and finally couldn't help but stop bothering him, but things didn't go as smoothly as she imagined.

"You look me in the eye."

Zhou Sicheng let out a low roar.

Jin Shanshan's body seemed to be unconscious, allowing Zhou Sicheng to grab her hand, and the next second, her tears dripped on the back of Zhou Sicheng's hand.

Zhou Sicheng's hand trembled slightly, only then did he notice his gaffe, and hurriedly apologized, "I'm sorry, I was just too worried about you just now." ”

His hand slowly shifted to Jin Shanshan's head, touching her hair, and his voice became softer, "If you tell me anything, I will help you solve everything, I don't want to see you sad and sad." ”

Jin Shanshan wiped away her tears and raised her eyes to look at Zhou Sicheng, "It's really nothing." ”

As soon as the words fell, she suddenly hugged Zhou Sicheng tightly, crying unscrupulously, and said in a somewhat choked voice, "It's just that I think my love for you shouldn't continue, I have liked you for so long, but you have always treated me like a sister, so I want to control my feelings for you, but I finally persevered for a month, but you opened my heart again, what do you want me to do?" ”

“……”

Zhou Sicheng didn't know how to face all this in front of him, he stood in place and let Jin Shanshan hold him.

"I know that your heart is full of Gu Enen, but she and Ji Fei are very happy together, Sister Enen told me that she wants to marry Ji Fei after graduation, are you stupid to keep waiting?" Jin Shanshan let go of Zhou Sicheng, grabbed his arm with both hands, tried to lift his head, and asked stubbornly.