Chapter 720: Everyone Has Their Own Position and Choice
Chapter 720 Everyone has their own position and choice
Ye Jinyan looked at Bai Haoxue guiltily, "Haoxue, in fact, I owe you a word of sorry all along." ”
“……”
Bai Haoxue paused for a while, but she didn't know what to say.
Back then, Ye Jinyan did do a lot of provocations, instigating her to separate from Ji Hanyu, and slandering Ji Hanyu countless times.
But Bai Haoxue is not an unreasonable person who shirks responsibility, in fact, the main responsibility and mistakes are still in her.
It was she who didn't give Ji Hanyu 100% trust.
If she completely trusts Ji Hanyu, then no matter what Ye Jinyan says or does, she will still believe in Ji Hanyu.
But she didn't......
And Ye Jinyan is actually very innocent, and he is also a victim.
He was controlled by her father, and he had no choice but to do so.
He said he was selfish and loved himself more.
He said that he was greedy for life and death, and feared pain.
Can...... Who is not afraid of death?
Who is not selfish, who does not love himself?
From Ye Jinyan's point of view, he was not wrong at all, he was just protecting himself.
He chose to compromise with her father because he was protecting himself, and she was not qualified to say anything.
But she was indeed hurt because of Ye Jinyan.
This kind of injury is more of a kind of mental and psychological torture of being hurt and betrayed by one's own relatives and the people he trusts the most.
Ye Jinyan did those things, he had his hardships, but she was the bearer and victim of the consequences of those things.
All the injuries she suffered back then were true_ Separated from Ji Hanyu, her child died, and when Ye Jinyan's true face was discovered, she died.
In the midst of this, her sadness, her sadness, her disbelief but she had to believe, her pain, her despair, her collapse, her remorse, her nirvana rebirth.
These emotions of hers are all true, and they were what she did back then...... All the journeys of the mind during these years.
Bai Haoxue paused for a long time and looked at Ye Jinyan, and said slowly, "Ye Jinyan, I accept your apology.
I'm a person who loves and hates, and I originally wanted to seek revenge on you, but fortunately, I haven't done it yet......
In this matter, you have your position, you have your choice, and I am not qualified to judge.
But I'm a victim, and I'm sorry for you.
The hurt I have suffered, everything I have experienced, everything is not your sorry can be brushed aside. But what I experienced and endured was not your fault alone, I had a bigger fault.
I accept your apology to mean that I no longer hate you, no longer treat you as an enemy, that's all.
You don't have to feel guilty about me anymore, you are not wrong in your position. ”
Ye Jinyan chuckled, relieved and bitter.
At this time, Ji Hanyu next to him asked, "Over the years, when your Heart Devouring Gu attacked, did you use relieving pills?" If so, was it given to you by the third, or was it Bai Xiang? ”
"Nope." Ye Jinyan said, "You have long suspected that Haoxue's father is not dead.
Although he was shot by No. 3 at the time, No. 3 said that he was measured and that the shot was not fatal.
The steamer exploded, and No. 3 was still alive, so I guessed that Bai Xiang was also alive.
However, I have never seen him in all these years......"
When the Heart Devouring Gu attacked, he survived it by himself, and over time, he got used to it.
Moreover, sometimes, that heart-eating pain can make him sober and give him encouragement.
It also reminded him how weak and useless he was, and how selfish he was......