When he first met Liu Rui, he doubted in his heart what Liu Rui's heart was made of, as if he didn't care about anything, and then what impressed Xiao Yifei was Liu Rui's expression on the verge of collapse outside his grandfather's ward, begging him to save his grandfather. Then this time, he could put in such a big effort and take such a big risk in order to save his father.

He could no longer connect Liu Rui with the cold boy he remembered.

Maybe everyone only cares about so many things and people in their lives, and he can see it clearly now, although Liu Rui doesn't care much about his grandfather and sister on the surface, he should still care about it in his heart, and the same is true for his father.

Family affection is something that cannot be stopped.

So who is the person I care about the most now? Xiao Yifei asked himself, he suddenly found that in his life, there seemed to be no one who could work hard, of course, Tang Rong may be one, but Tang Rong is still a little different in Xiao Yifei's heart. Tang Rong was pushed away by him with his own hands, no matter how nice the excuse was. So is there anyone who would do something like Liu Rui for me? The answer is definitely no, he doesn't like to socialize, and there are actually few real friends. relatives, there used to be a grandfather, the person he cared about the most, and the person who cared about him the most, but now there is nothing.

Xiao Yifei smiled bitterly, he has lived for almost half his life, and he is still alone in the end, which is probably a kind of failure! He suddenly envied Liu Ruilai a little, he has faith in his heart, and he has the people he cares about the most, this kind of life, there is hope to live.

Like me, if I give up the dream of finding the blue tail silver needle, then my life will really have no hope.

"Actually, I'm really envious of you now. Xiao Yifei suddenly said such a sentence to Liu Rui, who was driving, Liu Rui glanced at him in the mirror, the expression on his face could not see the joy and sorrow, and he didn't say anything, in this case, how to pick it up? I don't know what Xiao Yifei envies about himself, the identity of the 0 society 0 big brother, or a smart mind.

Probably each of us will envy others, Xiao Yifei remembers that when he was in junior high school, many classmates said things like "I really envy you", and the children at that time were envious of nothing more than a beautiful report card. Although Xiao Yifei didn't feel that he had anything to envy, when he heard more than one person say this, his vain self-esteem was also a little inflated.

Now, more than twenty years later, he will suddenly say the same thing to a person who is several years younger than him, but he doesn't know, in fact, Liu Rui is also a little envious of Xiao Yifei, envious of Xiao Yifei's kindness, and envious of his simplicity. It's just that he won't say these words directly like Xiao Yifei, he has a lot of things hidden in his heart, and there are many things wrapped in layers outside his heart.

After arriving at the hospital, Xiao Yifei didn't let Liu Rui go up with him, Liu Rui was a little impulsive, and it would not be good if there was another conflict at that time.

It's just that Xiao Yifei didn't expect that he would step into this hospital again so soon, but when he came this time, he had already changed his identity, and when he entered the hall, he habitually walked to his office, and only reacted halfway through, and then said self-deprecatingly: "Look at what kind of memory I have, I am no longer a doctor in this hospital, why do I still think about this place? Habit is really a terrible thing." ”

I happened to meet a former colleague halfway through, and the other party came up happily to say hello: "I didn't expect to see you again so soon, you miss your office so come and have a look!"

"Yes, I left and found that I still like this place. Xiao Yifei followed what the other party said, in fact, this is also what he said, every time he went to work in the morning was a torture for Xiao Yifei before, he was a typical difficult person to get up, it was okay for him to stay up late, but it was really difficult to get up early.

"Then you can take your time, I still have something to do, so I'll leave first. And he left. He also began to envy his colleagues, it's good to be so plain all his life, he doesn't know what's wrong with him today, he envies when he sees a person, but he doesn't envy himself, Xiao Yifei thought, how much I dislike myself!

Deng Fuguo's father was lying on the bed watching TV, and when he saw Xiao Yifei walking in and preparing to do it, Xiao Yifei hurriedly stepped forward and pressed his body to sit up: "You just lie down, don't be polite with me." ”

"I heard that you resigned from the hospital, why is that?" the old man asked with concern.

"For some personal reasons, I still want to study medicine hard, but I recently realized that I am still far from others!" Xiao Yifei said.

This topic ended like this, and the old man also knew that talking about learning or something was just an excuse made by the other party, who didn't know that Lin Mu's medical skills were the best in this area.

"Uncle Deng, I came to you today to ask you for something, and I hope you can help me. Xiao Yifei said.

"You tell me what it is, as long as I can help, I will help, you are my savior. The old man said kindly.

So Xiao Yifei told the old man in detail about the matter between Liu Rui's father and Deng Fuguo.

"I am here to intercede with you today on behalf of Liu Rui, Deng Fuguo is your son, I just hope that you can persuade your son. Xiao Yifei said.

The old man pondered for a long time, so long that Xiao Yifei thought that the old man had fallen asleep, and then the old man spoke slowly: "I really can't help you in this matter, although I used to be an executive, but now I am just a retired old man." And my son and I have been talking since he was a soldier, and we have agreed that neither of us will interfere in each other's careers, and that he has achieved what he has achieved today because of his efforts, so I can't interfere with what he does. ”

"I hope you can be considerate. And this kind of thing, in fact, there are still a lot of ways to save his father, it depends on whether you are willing to do it. The old man said slowly.

Xiao Yifei was confused when he heard it, he and Liu Rui were obviously desperate to come to him for help, if there was any other way, Xiao Yifei would definitely not stand here, begging others in a low voice, looking at other people's faces to do things, although the old man has a good attitude towards Xiao Yifei, but the matter of asking people to do things is already half a cut lower than others in terms of momentum, and he never likes to do such things.

But this is Liu Rui's business, Liu Rui has a strange force that attracts Xiao Yifei, and when facing Liu Rui, Xiao Yifei can't say the word "no".

It's like Watson in "Sherlock", who has an inexplicable preference for dangerous and unknown things, so he meets Sherlock, the most important friend in his life, and with Sherlock, he seems to be back on the battlefield. He would meet Mary, his lover.

Maybe Liu Rui also has such an attraction to the woods, Xiao Yifei's own life is as calm as water, but after meeting Liu Rui, he feels that his life has changed a lot.

(End of chapter)