Chapter 254: The Wall
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"Yes...... I'm worried about her...... Suddenly left me, and I ...... I can't bear ......," Xiao Yi understood.
The feeling of guilt surged like a tide, and he was suddenly at a loss.
What he had thought about before, Wang Xin's various aspects of him, from the past affection and dare not confess, to the brave confession and confirmation of the relationship on the occasion of separation after entering Beijing, and then to the current selfless help, hard work and resentment, he was shocked again.
"I was wrong......"
He muttered, a little dazed, his eyes flashed over Wang Xin, who was angry, and he suddenly felt a strong sense of remorse and guilt.
"Such a beautiful woman, such an affectionate attachment, not to mention that in order not to drag herself down, she went to Xianzong alone to learn art, just to come back and help me, her affection is not only said so, but also done like this, counting the women she has seen in her life, who can pay for me like this, Xiao Yingxiang can't do it, even her own biological mother didn't do it, but what did I do, I hurt her again and again, scolded her, bullied her, she endured it silently, although she often fought with me, In fact, it's all trivial things, just playing with me, but when it really hurts her, she gritted her teeth and endured it silently, without saying a word, I can't even reach half of her, I have never really confessed to her, I have always put myself in a position that is her father-in-law, her world is such an absurd high position, I, I'm really not a thing! “
He finally really understood at this moment.
He thought that his status and Wang Xin's status had never been equal, and he felt ashamed.
As always, she regards herself as the only relative and the only support in this world, but she treats her as an object that can be chosen, whether you want it or not.
Playing wantonly when you want, as Wang Xin said, she doesn't even have the least respect for ordinary people, let alone her.
And when he doesn't want it, he is crisp, ruthless and unintentional, and he abandons her, and his heart is as hard as iron.
Xiao Yi didn't have tears, but his heart seemed to drip blood again.
He closed his eyes in agony, tormented by his shamelessness, he didn't know what to do, but obviously, he couldn't go on like this.
He was impulsive, he didn't want to think about it anymore, and at this moment, his determination was incomparably great, and he rushed over desperately.
Wang Xin was shocked, flustered, at a loss, and hesitated to give him another time.
She couldn't tell what kind of madness Xiao Yi was doing, what was this for......
Seeing the burly body come over like a mountain, getting closer and closer, the strong, familiar smell filled her mind, making her hesitate and helpless.
She closed her eyes and waited for the despair to come......
That's right, she's ready, as long as Xiao Yi's body presses against her, even if she doesn't throw her on the bed, she will take action.
Then, she thought that she must cry, but at that time, this crying was destined to be appreciated and tasted by herself alone, and the taste must be extremely bitter......
"Plop!"
Xiao Yi knelt at her feet, and when Wang Xin was stunned, he stuck his head between Wang Xin's legs......
Wang Xin froze, she slowly opened her eyes, and she was a little dazed.
She looked at Xiao Yi lying on her lap, her mind turning so slowly, so slowly.
She felt the wetness between her legs...... It was Xiao Yat's tears.
Xiao Yi finally cried, this is exactly what he thought, as if only these endless tears could wash away some of the sinful feelings in his heart.
"I'm sorry......" he sobbed.
Wang Xin was quite surprised, she really couldn't imagine that this ruthless guy would cry like a child, and his sadness before was just some tears.
"It's ...... The true feelings are revealed, and they can't be controlled, or are they playing some kind of ghost idea? She thought quietly.
Wang Xin was silent, but she hated the feeling between her legs.
It was still a warm feeling, but she was sure that when Xiao Yi left, it would be cold again.
"Hey, we have to go back to showering again!" She lamented in her heart.
Xiao Yi vented for a while, choked up and said;
"I love you, I've always loved you, I can only love you in my life, even when I'm with Xiao Yingxiang, I think about you all in my heart......"
Wang Xin listened quietly, didn't care about what he had said, and didn't allow him to mention Xiao Yingxiang in front of her again.
Xiao Yi didn't need her reaction, he continued to cry, he wanted to release all his feelings for Wang Xin, he didn't want to hide anymore.
“…… You don't know, I've been thinking about it for a long time...... But I don't dare, you know, I'm cowardly, I'm afraid people will say I'...... Until you told me that you want to be my lady, you don't know, I'm so happy, I've been happy, those days, I was thinking about you, I seem to have inexhaustible strength all over my body, I want to raise troops immediately, even if I can't beat the entire Jade Scorpion Country, at least I have to take Jinju, and use it as a place to hold our wedding, when your dowry, but I failed, I was driven into the mountains like a dog, but I was unwilling, if I can't do this, I think I don't have the face to see you, but I didn't expect it, I let you go so far alone, suffered so many frightens and grievances, you came back, but I hurt you mercilessly for my inferiority, I regret it, I regret it, I regret it, I have no eyes, it is better than a beast, why should I be so pale to you, you beat me, you scold me, I am not a thing, I am not a person, I am not worthy of you to treat me so well, I am wrong, I really know that I am wrong, lady, you forgive me, I used to be a bastard, but I know now, I know that you always hide your grievances in your heart, Bear it silently, you have done so much for me, but I ......"
Xiao Yi couldn't go on, he sobbed violently, his whole body moved greatly, and his fists were also pounding the bed next to Wang Xin's legs, smashing the bed, "Knock!" "Rattle.
Seeing his excited appearance, Wang Xin's dazedness deepened again, her legs were already soaked, she didn't seem to feel anything, and her thoughts were confused.
She had to prop her arms on the bed, but she didn't want to push Xiao Yat away, she shook her head and began to think.
Determined, she decided to take a risk, and asked;
"So, you admit that the emperor is your biological father?"
Xiao Yi raised his head, his face was full of tears, and his face was completely red from crying.
This made Wang Xin's heart tremble violently, like an invisible big hand, which suddenly tightened her heart, making her feel a strong feeling of palpitations.
But even if she was so moved, she had to figure out the most critical questions.
If you don't figure out these things, Xiao Yat will eventually be the person behind the wall, and no matter how close she is, she will never be able to truly merge.
These questions are the wall between her and Xiao Yi.
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