Chapter 1131、I won't be with him

"You know clearly and deeply what is wrong with him, but you still like him. You can't suppress your liking, even if you're talking about his shortcomings, but you're always smiling! ”

"Am I smiling?"

She pointed to the corner of Zhou Ting's eyes and said, "Look at you, the crow's feet are going to laugh, okay?" ”

"Okay, Sister Yi Nuan, don't make fun of me!"

Zhou Ting's face turned red, and she was a little embarrassed.

She lowered her head, kept pinching the futon, and said, "I'm not as you say, I won't like him!" ”

"Do you say you don't like it? Can't you feel the excitement yourself? ”

"I can feel it, but so what?"

Zhou Ting raised her head and looked at her.

Her eyes were filled with a faint despair, as well as a thick sadness, which intuitively impacted Xu Yinuan's heart.

She couldn't help frowning and said, "What's wrong?" ”

"He's a bad guy"

"It's so hard to tell the difference between good and evil, but he's a downright bad guy! Even if all this is not what he took the initiative to become, the worst is Fu Zhuo. But so what, can we ignore his sin of hurting others? ”

"His hands are covered with blood, he wants to deal with you and Mr. Gu, and he also wants to hurt more people. No matter how much I like this person, I will never be with him. I like it, I like it, but I want to find someone who is honest and responsible for marriage. He can have little social contribution, but he will definitely not harm the world. ”

"I have the right three views and know what I'm doing. It's okay to love a bad guy, but I can't live with him for the rest of my life, I can't accept his thoughts. I've tried hard to change, but as you can see, he's still that asshole, fierce, and full of malice towards everyone. ”

"No one is sorry for him, why should he hurt these people. In my opinion, these reasons are ridiculous. I am indeed young, but I can distinguish between good and evil, right and wrong, good and bad. I like him, but I can't cover him! ”

Xu Yinuan was very shocked after listening to Zhou Ting's words, no one had ever divided their feelings so clearly.

Like is like, but I clearly know that I will never choose him if I marry someone in the future.

It's all too clear that it's not a kind of despair.

She suddenly felt very sorry for Zhou Ting, she can be desperate at her age, crazy for love, no matter how willful and impulsive she is, it is understandable.

But now, she analyzes it rationally and clearly, and it is precisely because of her calmness that it is extremely distressing.

There was a strange silence in the room.

Zhou Ting hung her head and stirred her fingers.

Let's go

The sheets were wet.

Xu Yinuan looked at it in a daze, and his heart was about to clench.

Just then, the door to the room suddenly opened.

Zhou Ting was nervous for a moment, immediately wiped the corners of her eyes, and looked out of the door with a bright smile.

She thought that the black shadow suddenly came to check the room, and she was afraid that he would see her crying, and she was angry with Xu Yinuan.

But it was the doctor who came, and he just had to take her temperature.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and when the doctor left, she said, "You see, I'm going to be careful with him too." Because he has a short temper, I can't control it. ”

"Did you say he liked me? Sister Yi Nuan? ”

"I like it."

"Is that love? Love and love are not the same! ”

"This"

Zhou Ting's question stopped her, and she could clearly see that the black shadow had a heart for her.

She even saw the change in black hardness, small but undeniable.

The current black shadow is obviously a lot more humane.

However, there is indeed a gap between like and love, and it cannot be confused.

To like is to be presumptuous, while to love is to be restrained.

Zhou Ting has been restrained, but the black shadow is still presumptuous.

"Actually, he doesn't love me, he never suppresses his emotions, and he is fierce in front of me. He didn't respect me completely, he would throw me in the snow and never look back. ”

"He's going to kill me, he's going to play tantrums with me."

"He is blank in love, in fact, I can understand all this. But I don't seem to have much left, I can't afford to waste too much time with him, sooner or later I'll have to get away from him and return to my life. But I want to make him better, to become more like a living person, flesh and blood, to feel happy, to feel warm, and his world is no longer only dark. ”

"But he was too stubborn and had a bad temper to teach well. He's really going to me off as a teacher! No matter how patient I am, I can't help but give up. I am from a different world from him, and after all, we have to return to the bridge and return to the bridge, and I am afraid that it will be difficult for me to withdraw in the future, so I want to retreat in advance. ”

"From now on, he will be in hell on earth or in a paradise of joy. None of this has anything to do with me! ”

She murmured, her voice filled with sadness like never before.

This grief can penetrate into the bones and hurt people.

"Sister Yi Nuan, I now realize how painful it is to give up a person."

"You give up on him, not because you don't love him, but because you love him too much, so you have to give up. Because he's so terrible, he'll assimilate me. I don't want to be like him, I want to stay away from him for my own good! ”

Once, Xu Yinuan also wanted to give up Gu Hanzhou, but she didn't understand it very much at that time.

like, why give up, two people obviously love each other so much.

Now, she finally understood.

This kind of abandonment is the most desperate.

"Zhou Ting, I thought you were another copy of me and Gu Hanzhou, and they would always be the same. But now it seems that I was wrong, and your road is much harder than mine. ”

"I'm not a comer, because I've never walked your way. I want you to be happy, and I am equally afraid that it is the dark shadow that brings you happiness. He has no humanity, and he is indeed terrible like a beast. He doesn't even know what he's doing to hurt you. Such a student, learning from scratch, takes a long time. ”

"And you, you can't waste too much time on him. I can understand your pain right now, and I don't advise you or support you. Love is not something you can give up if you want to, maybe it will haunt you. ”

"I bless you no matter who you're with, I just want you to be well, understand?"

"I don't have any brothers and sisters, it's fate to know you, I really regard you as my sister. No matter what happens to you, your sister and brother-in-law will help you, don't be afraid, even if he is a dark shadow, understand? You're never alone, you still have me! ”

"Well, but I still hope that we can solve the relationship with him, so you don't interfere. After all, the emotional account is the most difficult to calculate, and I want to settle it with him. I don't want to owe him, and I don't want him to owe me. ”

"Okay, whenever you need me, feel free to speak."

"Well, let's talk about some happy topics, otherwise he will see me like this, and he will use the topic to play again. His temper, really no one can stand it! ”

Zhou Ting continued to complain.

And the black shadow behind the screen was silent for a long time, and his body was stiff.

His subordinates had already sent the clothes, but he didn't say a word, and the whole person was like a sculpture.

He actually felt the breath of sadness in the boss.

Will the inhuman murderer also be sad?