Chapter 33 Blessing is shallow
"Like you, neither do I!" No matter how busy she is with her studies or how tired she is from her part-time job, Shen Jiani has not contacted this pen pal for a day.
She contacted this pen pal, not because she was lonely and wanted to please someone to accompany her through the years, but because the two of them had similar crush experiences, both of them were fallen people at the end of the world, why should they have known each other when they met.
"Then you ask your friends back home, and they will definitely know." This is what Lu Ziyi wants to say, he wants Shen Jiani to ask Xu Qing for his phone, so that there will be a connection between them, stubborn as he never thought that he would take the initiative to call the person he likes.
"No, I used to think that one day, he would tell me personally, I was looking forward to it, but now I don't want it." After Shen Jiani finished saying the words of breaking with Lu Ziyi, her bright eyes became dull again, and there were many troubles.
"I don't want it, Nizi didn't say you, why don't you tell him, maybe he's thinking about you too!" This layer of window paper between Lu Zi and Shen Jiani, he wanted to poke. Broken but never able to say clearly.
The once arrogant Lu Zi couldn't let go of that pride, but now it's a time has passed, and he is helpless. Others are also abused. to yourself.
"This, how is it possible, he said, let me go, never appear in front of him, how can he think of me?" Shen Jiani seemed to be facing the person, like Lu Zi, shaking her head very hard at the computer.
"Perhaps, he is teasing you, in fact, he just can't let go of a man's face." Lu Zi knew from his heart that Xu Qing would definitely tell Shen Jiani that he liked her, and he would also say that he was actually a whim. tide, not sincerely.
"You're not him, how do you know he's teasing me? How do you know that he can't let go? Shen Jiani tapped her fingers on the keyboard, asking the person who had been with her for many years, sometimes she felt that the person hiding behind the computer was Lu Zilean, but every time she had such thoughts, she would mock herself in her heart that she was daydreaming.
"I don't know, how do you know!" Lu Zi relied on hating his stubborn character and hating his softness. Weak. Back then, he could show that he liked Shen Jiani in front of everyone, why couldn't he just tell her that he liked her, he had to be stupid here. What about the silent companionship of chirping?
"Because he is Lu Zilian, his temperament is as cold as ice, but even so, he is an honest person, if he likes it, he likes it, if he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it, and he never says anything deceiving......" Shen Jiani typed this line and quickly deleted it back.
She can't mention Lu Zi's name to anyone, even if the other party is a friend who has nothing to talk about and will not have a chance to meet in this life, she turned to the computer and typed: "Because it took me five years from knowing him to loving him, if you count this year, it will be eight years and ten months!" ”
Looking at the line of words that Shen Jiani called, Lu Zilean was like being fixed on a chair, and his limbs became stiff. Straight, especially that pair of dexterous fingers, stiff. Hard. When I couldn't type a word, I could only look at the monitor stupidly, secretly hurting myself.
“......”
Shen Jiani watched her eldest brother send her a line, symbolizing a stable hug, and the corners of her mouth raised a beautiful arc.
The distance between the northern and southern hemispheres makes it impossible for two people who love each other to see each other.
But the reason why two people who love each other can't see each other is not the distance, but the arrangement of providence, the ruthlessness of the years, and their blessings and shallow fate......