Chapter 450, I'm sorry, Ah Yan
Although Ah had an unhappy look on his face, his breathing became tense, because her soft "I'm sorry" made his soul tremble slightly.
His gaze fell on her as if he wanted to see through her heart.
Whether she really apologized or was perfunctory to herself, he didn't know.
Bai Huanhuan took a deep breath, plucked up his courage, and said, "I'm sorry, Ah ......" "Actually, when you first appeared, I didn't treat you as an independent individual at all, I just thought you were in a state of warm illness. Obviously, I haven't been with you for a long time, but I am very impressed by you, maybe your personality is too flamboyant and clear, and gentle
It's a very different reason, right? ”
"I sat down in a hurry that day, and you said that I lied to you, and I felt very uncomfortable. I obviously did something that everyone thought was right, but why did I feel so uncomfortable, blame myself and feel guilty, and I feel very sorry for you. "I've always wanted to tell you this in person. Ah, I'm sorry, even if you are a kind of pathology of Wen, but you will also hurt, you will have seven emotions and six desires, you are different from normal people, but ...... You are also a person. As long as it's human, it's painful to be hurt by someone, so...
… I'm sorry, can you forgive me? ”
"I can't."
He spit out these two words decisively and simply, his face full of ferocity.
"What do you mean I'm a pathopath? I don't have to be much stronger than that shit? ”
"Then do you know why we can't tolerate you and want Wen back?"
"Hmph, it's not because that waste has been with you for a long time, you are partial." He rightfully said.
Bai Huanhuan shook his head lightly and said, "It's not like this, it's you...... There are defects. ”
"How could I be flawed if I was so perfect?"
"Arrogance is flawed."
"You ......" Ah Wen was so angry that her face was gloomy and ugly, and her sword eyebrows were fiercely suppressed, and the wrinkles in the center of her eyebrows were deep, as if she was going to crush her to death. Bai Huanhuan, I advise you not to get an inch, do you think I really dare not do anything to you? ”
"Are you going to me?"
Bai Huanhuan asked very bluntly, but it made Ah embarrassed.
The roots of his ears turned red inadvertently, and he didn't dare to raise his eyes to meet Bai Huanhuan's gaze.
"You...... What nonsense are you talking again? ”
"The worst thing is to rape first and then kill...... I'm ready, if you come, don't threaten me. ”
"You think I wouldn't dare?"
Ah also got angry, turned to bully and pressed on her body.
The bottomless eyes fell on her body in an instant, and they were so faint.
There was a stirring storm inside, and the dark tide was raging.
Man...... can't stand the teasing, especially with a flawed personality like him. "You dare to ...... That's why you shouldn't exist. You know that you and Wen are two people, but you have no fear. Because you know that you have done bad things, and you have Wen to bear it for you. Since you see yourself as a human being, then you should be right with your body, about your actions
Take full responsibility, instead of thinking about you killing people and setting fires, and when the time comes, you will be in trouble. ”
"You blame me for not treating you as a bloody person, then you don't value yourself either. If you really feel that you are different from Wen and independent, then you should also be responsible for this shell to the end. ”
When Ah heard this, his face instantly became ugly and complicated.
What is the ...... It's kind of in one sentence.
People don't like to hear the truth, especially if it hits the heart like this, which makes people feel extremely harsh to listen to.
He clenched his fists tightly, squeaking in his fists.
The air was eerily quiet, and the sound was a little creepy and frightening.
His eyes were bloodthirsty, and he looked at her slightly frantically.
He threw up his arm, as if he was going to hit someone.
She was so frightened that she immediately closed her eyes, not daring to look again.
The fist fell, with a strong wind, blowing on the cheek, and it hurt.
Eventually, the fist landed on the table beside her, making a dull thud that made her heart tremble.
She quickly opened her eyes and saw that his hand was red and swollen, and even bruised.
"Are you crazy?"
She roared angrily, quickly pushed him away, jumped off the table, and went to the bedroom to get the ointment.
"It's okay if you hit me when you're angry, why are you hurting yourself?" "If I hit you, am I sicker? You're right, I keep telling you to respect me, but I don't seem to have respected myself. I was well aware that my existence was short-lived, and that it was impossible to fully control this body. I don't know when that waste will come back
to snatch this body. In the time I came out, I did not have any fear, and acted arbitrarily. ”
"I don't respect myself, how dare you respect me?"
The corners of his mouth hooked up a self-deprecating smile, and the smile was so bitter.
"I am indeed a pathology, how can anyone see the light like me. You grew up little by little, and I was like a lonely ghost, like a shadow, I could only cling to that waste, I knew he existed, but he didn't know my existence, it's ridiculous. ”
"Do you want to fit into this society? Want to live well? ”
"Can I? Didn't you say I was flawed? ”
"Well, the flaw is huge. I'm afraid that if you don't like to hear it, you'll have to hurt yourself. Bai Huanhuan said softly, his tone much softer.
She drugged him, and the wine slowly pushed away, cold at first, then hot.
She applied it very carefully and carefully, for fear of hurting him, and she pushed and blew as if it could relieve his pain.
Her eyebrows were lowered and her contours were soft, and this scene was deeply engraved in the depths of her mind and lingered.
"You say, I won't get out of control."
He said hoarsely, his voice so low.
Bai Huan heard it happily and sighed faintly: "Because you can't control your emotions like a normal person, you get angry, completely reckless, you want to hurt people." What happened to Ding Ying last time, and what happened to me this time, is the best example. ”
"If you want to become a normal person and let society accommodate you as a patient with a split personality, you must learn to control your emotions, do nothing recklessly, and solve it calmly."
"Isn't it possible that if I do it, I can replace that waste and survive? Will you accept me too? Ah said expectantly.
What is the ...... Bai Huanhuan was silent for a moment, not knowing how to answer. "I'm sorry...... I can't keep you alive, I still want Wen back. She spoke her mind.