Chapter 1042 1042: He is willing to be this villain

"I was wrong, I knew I was wrong. With my fault, even if my wife is disheartened by me, it is reasonable that she really wants to divorce me. However, even if there is only a little bit of emotion left in the wife's heart, can you give me another chance? Your side is too crowded, but in your heart, can you leave a place for me? ”

As he spoke, he smiled dumbly.

"I'm not hiding it from you, I've been thinking about it since you left yesterday. I'm thinking, why was the same me who used to be able to accept all this so calmly, and why am I so resistant now? ”

"I finally came up with a result. That's because, as you said, in the past, my surname was Liang, and I was the son of the Liang family, the eldest brother of the brothers. ”

"The environment from an early age, the background of his upbringing, and the responsibilities that he had to carry made it difficult for that person to indulge his willfulness. He even regarded his home as everything. ”

"For the sake of this family, for the sake of the brothers in the family, he can endure any hardship, he can carry a lot of burdens. But, in the end, I didn't have that past, it wasn't him. ”

He smiled lonely, smiling at her.

"And in the heart of the wife, what the wife loves has always been the same him before, but not the current me. I don't have a sense of responsibility, I don't have a brother, I don't have a home, I'm an independent personality, I don't think I'm him, and I've never confused the two lives. ”

"But in your opinion, there is no difference in this, as long as you occupy this body, no matter which personality is in this body, what you value is only the one you used to be, but not the current me."

These are the words from his heart.

How hard do you have to pretend you don't care?

When aware of his own thoughts, he even thought despicably. So be it, he's like a thief.

With a split personality, he stole the lover, family, brother, everything that belonged to him in the past.

But it doesn't matter, those who achieve great things are not informal, if they can stay with their beloved, even if they are despicable and shameless? He is willing to be this villain!!

However, in the end, he was too naïve to think about it.

His psychological construction has done too little and not enough.

So much so that when he found out that his wife and Shuyu were together...... He couldn't control himself, so he lost control.

Everyone in the world has suffering in their hearts, and no one is an exception. It's just that this suffering is a different kind of suffering.

Bystanders, as spectators, can easily accuse, blame, and think that the authorities should not do this and that should not work, but if you put yourself in their shoes, you can understand that this kind of pain is not physical, but from the heart, it is acting on the soul, it is suffering, it is helpless, and it is also a compromise that you have to give in to the face of reality.

Even, for the sake of this compromise, he had to break his long-standing insistence, personally interrupt his arrogance, and destroy his former attachment.

Of course, he doesn't have to. But the word love is too complicated.

If you can give up, how can you give in?

And the so-called compromise is just because the love is too true, too deep, too heavy, and I am not willing to leave her, nor am I willing to let her leave herself, and I don't want to live the rest of my life, and I don't have her in my own life.

Now that the matter has come to this, he has no choice.

But his mood was like masochism.

Because, there are no regrets.

Even if he did it all over again, even if he knew that he would have to face the same entanglement, he thought, he would still fall in love with this woman who had brought him so much pain......

(End of chapter)