Chapter 885: Tenderness in the Heart

Yu Shuming lowered his head, he also suspected that Bao Yun was not really dead, but it was still the same sentence, he wanted to bring back the news of Bao Yun, and he couldn't mix his own conjecture. So he didn't say anything.

Jiang Mohan saw that Zheng Yinyin and Yu Shuming seemed to have something to say, so he said to Mi Yuehua: "It's a little boring here, let's go out for a walk."

Mi Yuehua understood what he meant, nodded and followed him out.

Only Yu Shuming and Zheng Yinyin are left in the private room, this is the first time that Zheng Yinyin and Yu Shuming have been alone for so long, and it is the first time Zheng Yinyin has seen Yu Shuming.

When Yu Shuming came back, it happened to be a time of chaos in the capital, and her brother and mother did not let her go out. Today is the day Wei Rong leaves Beijing, and she knows that Yu Shuming will definitely come.

Seeing Yu Shuming was something she had been praying to heaven for, but she didn't expect that what Yu Shuming brought back would be Baoyun's bad news.

She approached Yu Shuming step by step, and although she had tried her best to restrain herself, she couldn't help but shed tears and asked Yu Shuming: "What happened to you and Baoyun in South Vietnam?" ”

Hearing this, Yu Shuming thought of all kinds of things he encountered in Nanyue and Baoyun, and now he thinks about it like a dream, which is not real at all.

But he didn't want to think about it, because every time he thought about it, he would think that he didn't protect Baoyun well. If he could have been a little more vigilant, he wouldn't have known nothing.

"It's hard to explain, there are many twists and turns that I don't know, and I don't know how to tell you." He replied as calmly as he could.

Zheng Yinyin's eyebrows were lowered, and she also knew that those things were beyond her imagination. Fortunately, Yu Shuming came back safely. Ignoring the rules of etiquette, she hugged Yu Shuming and choked up, "Thank you for coming back." ”

Although she has always believed that Yu Shuming will come back, this has always believed that it is not the same thing as actually seeing it.

Yu Shuming couldn't help hugging her, buried his head in her neck, and couldn't help crying.

The two hugged each other tightly, and only then could they feel each other's presence.

After a while, Yu Shuming regained his consciousness slightly, knowing that it was unruly to hold Zheng Yinyin like this, he let go of Zheng Yinyin, took a step back, and said: "I promised you that you would come back, then you will definitely come back." ”

Zheng Yinyin kept looking at him, for fear that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.

Yu Shuming looked at Zheng Yinyin's crying red eyes, a little apologetic. He is a military general, and this kind of thing may not be the last, and he may never come back.

If he really can't come back one day, what will Zheng Yinyin do?

Thinking like this, he took a step back, looked at Zheng Yinyin solemnly, and said, "Yin Yin, I have something to say to you." ”

Zheng Yinyin knew that he was going to say something he didn't want to hear, turned around and didn't want to face him, and said, "If you want to say something I don't want to hear, then don't say anything." ”

He smiled bitterly, even if Zheng Yinyin didn't want to hear it, he had to say these words.

"I know you don't want to hear it, but I'm going to say it anyway. I must tell you that such a thing will not be the last, and I cannot promise you anything. Maybe one day you will actually receive news of my death. You can think about it again. ”

Through this experience in South Vietnam, he realized how small his power was, and only then did he realize that after having a concern, he was not the same as before.

His life is no longer his own, and there is still someone who cares about him, and he can't be so selfish. If Zheng Yinyin follows him, he is destined to have no stable life.

He couldn't drag Zheng Yinyin into such a quagmire.

Zheng Yinyin turned around and said, "Do you think I'm such a timid person?" Or are you scared? ”

"Yes, I was scared." What Zheng Yinyin didn't expect was that Yu Shuming actually admitted it.

Zheng Yinyin blushed angrily, glared at him angrily, and said, "If you were scared, why did you provoke me in the first place?" ”

Seeing Zheng Yinyin's red eyes, Yu Shuming's heart also felt like he had been pricked by a needle. Every sentence he said had pierced his heart with a thousand knives in advance. He still had a lot to say in his heart, but now he felt that he was exhausted, and he didn't have the strength to say a word more.

Wei Rong's disillusioned look when he learned the news of Bao Yun's death lingered in his heart, and he couldn't imagine such pain and despair appearing on Zheng Yinyin's face.

There was silence in the private room, Zheng Yinyin slowly calmed down, and then looked at Yu Shuming's appearance, knowing that Yu Shuming deliberately said such cruel things just now, the purpose was to make her die.

Just like Yu Shuming himself said, this kind of thing will not be the last time for Yu Shuming, if she wants to be with Yu Shuming, she doesn't know how many times she will experience such a thing, and she doesn't know if she can be as lucky as this time every time and wait for Yu Shuming back.

She calmed down for a moment, then stepped forward and held Yu Shuming's hands, looking up at Yu Shuming, her eyes were clear like a spring in the mountains.

"I know what your purpose is, and what I'm going to tell you is that when I decided to stay with you and decided to wait for you to come back, I had already thought about what you said."

Her every word is very resolute, "I was born in a family of soldiers, although I am a woman, but I am most familiar with things on the battlefield." My grandfather fought 100 battles, and every time he went out, my grandmother would sew boots for my grandfather, and my grandmother said that my grandfather would definitely come back. Every time my grandfather came back, he had to carry many injuries big and small, so in the end, my grandmother left. ”

"I know what it means to be with you, but I'm ready. As long as I can be with you, I am not afraid of anything I will face in the future. ”

When facing feelings, women seem to be much stronger and braver.

Yu Shuming was very moved and surprised by Zheng Yinyin's firmness. He felt guilty for his weakness just now, Zheng Yinyin could be so brave, and he couldn't give up as a man.

And he must work hard not to worry Zheng Yinyin, so as to be worthy of Zheng Yinyin's deep affection.

"I'm sorry I said that to you just now." His face darkened slightly, and he said.

Zheng Yinyin smiled lightly, approached him, and said softly: "Why apologize for such a trivial matter? I don't blame you, and I know that you are for my own good, which is why you said such things and wanted me to leave you. ”

Yu Shuming stretched out his hand and gently stroked her cheek, and a smile slowly bloomed on his lips.