Until now, the nurse finally couldn't help it, and grabbed Long Yuanxiu's arm: "Second Highness, you may not believe what I say next!" But I really can't hold back this matter, if I don't say it, I'm sorry for myself, wait for my conscience! ”

Seeing that the corners of her eyes were red, and the tears in her eyes were already overflowing, Long Yuanxiu raised his eyebrows and said in a deep voice: "Don't worry, nurse, you can say anything first, I have my own judgment on right and wrong." ”

When he raised his eyes, he saw that Long Yuanxiu's eyes were as black as ink, but with a somewhat frightening firmness and ruthlessness.

Although Long Yuanxiu himself is not a very kind person, he will definitely not be a ruthless person who treats human life like thatch.

The nurse sighed, slowly let go of his arm, and said slowly: "There are many things that happened to your mother in the palace, I don't think she will say it when she is dying, then I will replace her!" ”

"You say." As if he had guessed what was going on, Long Yuanxiu clenched his fists under the cover of his sleeves.

"Although she is the mother of Her Royal Highness, she has been subjected to inhuman abuse during your absence!

Ever since Her Highness left the city, there have been sluts targeting her. And she has always been a forbearant character, and she doesn't want to have something to trouble you who are far away, and she thinks that it is better to have more and less things when everything happens.

But I didn't expect that it was because of this that it fueled the emotions of those people! ”

Long Yuanxiu didn't speak, but his thin lips were pursed, and his finger bones were already pinched and whitened with strong strength.

"Those treated her like nothing, and at first it was fine, but then it became more and more excessive. For a long time before you came back, she lived a life of lack of clothing and food, and although the slaves and maids had some support, it was completely insignificant, and they had more ways to torture and beat her! ”

"I don't know......" Long Yuanxiu lowered his eyes, but the killing intent in his eyes was even stronger. Her mother had suffered all this, but he was completely unaware of all this.

As if she guessed this scene, the nurse sighed deeply: "For such a long time, her body naturally can't stand it."

But in order to see you for the last time, she has been hanging herself with medicine for her life, but fortunately she finally saw you. She can close her eyes with peace of mind. ”

Long Yuanxiu's nose was sour, and tens of millions of words were stuck in his throat but he couldn't say a word. Because it's already too late!

When the nurse said this, she had already stopped crying, and the tears crossed the layers of lines on her face, barely hooking the corners of her mouth: "Fortunately, you have now got rid of such an identity and are no longer imprisoned by royal power." Her wish came true, and she must be happy in the end. ”

Happiness? What kind of happiness method is called her?

Long Yuanxiu evoked a self-deprecating smile, and his stomach turned over for a while, some of which were not only hate, but also self-blame and regret, regretting that he couldn't even protect his biological mother.

The next day, the nurse had two small feasts in the house, and it was not until the sun waned that she took the carriage in the palace and drove on the plank road again.

Long Yuanxiu looked at the direction she was leaving, raised his head slightly, and didn't have any expression on his face, and just chuckled lightly after half a sound.

Zhuang Mingyue stood beside him and said in a low voice for a long time: "Let's go back first." ”

"Okay." Long Yuanxiu opened his eyes and looked at her, but there was no trace of emotion in his eyes, and the rest was only pitch black, like a pool of spring water without waves in an ancient well.

This is even more worrying.

All these feelings are buried in the bottom of my heart, but I found another way to vent them.

Late at night, Long Yuanxiu suddenly opened his eyes and stared at the dark night, his chest continued to rise and fall, and he didn't know how much cold sweat poured out of his back.

"Shhhh

It was the third day, and he had nightmares for three days in a row, each time dreaming of the scene of his mother in the palace.

The mother concubine was humiliated, ridiculed, and even beaten by those maidservants in the palace, but the mother concubine had no way to ask for help. He stood at the gate of the palace, watching all this happen, and rushed over with all his might to stop everything.

But every now and then, the dream wakes up.

It's all so real, so cruel.

In reality, he couldn't save himself and wait for my mother, and it was the same in his dreams.

"Heh," Long Yuanxiu leaned against the hard bed board, countless expressions flashed in his eyes, but in the end, he was flat, and muttered in a dumb voice, "Mother, it's a child who is not filial, I can't save you, I'm sorry ......"

At the end, his voice couldn't help but choke.

Since the moment he woke up, Zhuang Mingyue had also been woken up, she pursed the corners of her mouth, and stared at Long Yuanxiu with dry eyes.

He has been suffering from insomnia these days, she knows it, but looking at all this, she only has a deep sense of powerlessness......

I don't know how long it took, Long Yuan repaired and lay down and covered the quilt again. Half an hour later, Zhuang Mingyue's warm palm touched his waist and whispered, "Don't worry, I must do it." ”

There must be a way, at least to cure Long Yuanxiu's insomnia first.

Early the next morning, Zhuang Mingyue went out and found the best pharmacy in the capital, grabbed the doctor and asked, "Doctor, do you know what house is needed for the symptoms of insomnia, dreams and sweating?" ”

"You eat?" The doctor was holding a pen in his hand to write prescriptions, and when he heard the words, he paused for a moment and looked at her.

"It's not me, it's my husband," Zhuang Mingyue sat in front of him and added: "Also, is there such a tasteless house, I want to mix it in the dishes and cook it together, I don't want him to know." ”

"Girl, it's not easy for you, why are you so ......" The doctor looked at her, just shook his head, and grabbed the pen again.

Seeing this, Zhuang Mingyue hurriedly pressed his arm, took out a small bag of broken silver from his sleeve and stuffed it into his hand.

The doctor paused slightly, weighed his hand several times, and then said, "I'll open the house to you first, and as for the medicinal herbs, they're still in the warehouse, and I'll help you get them later." ”

"Okay, okay, thank you, doctor, I'll definitely come to you again when I'm done with good results!" Zhuang Mingyue breathed a sigh of relief, and a smile appeared on her face.

After the prescription was written, she hurriedly stuffed it into her arms and waited for the doctor to come out to get the medicine.

When the doctor stepped out of the door, she quickly stood up and took it: "Thank you, doctor." ”

"The taste of these medicines is relatively light, and the effect is relatively better, but ......" The doctor touched his beard, frowned and said: "I haven't tried the dish yet, you still have to figure out how to do it yourself." ”

"Okay, I see, thank you, doctor." Zhuang Mingyue didn't expect to get any recipes, and she was already thankful that she could have useful medicine.

When she went back with the medicinal herbs, she passed by several bookstalls, and Zhuang Mingyue bought several books about cooking, and then went back satisfied.

It's a pity that she is not proficient in cooking, so she can only try to find more suitable dishes in the cooking book.

I finally found a steamed cod with some light herbs, so I hurriedly asked the kitchen to make it.

The cook was very skilled, and soon made a good version of steamed cod medicinal materials, and hurriedly called Zhuang Mingyue: "Madam, come and try it?" ”

"It's coming!" Zhuang Mingyue pulled the pair of chopsticks and skimmed some meat at the tail of the fish, which melted in the mouth and had a faint fragrance, which was still delicious to eat.

"Okay, I know, when the time comes, you can get more when you go to the account room to get the monthly money. And this time is a little harder. Zhuang Mingyue brought the dish out with a smile.

The cook wiped her hands and couldn't help but sigh behind her back: "Eh, Madam is really working hard for His Royal Highness......"

When he put the disk in front of the table, Long Yuanxiu came back to his senses, numbly took out his chopsticks and sandwiched some belly meat, and ate it mixed with rice.

"How? Does it taste good? Zhuang Mingyue couldn't help but be a little anxious.

"It's okay, it's just the usual taste." Long Yuanxiu has been saying very little recently, and even his words are extraordinarily concise.

But it's still a good evaluation, Zhuang Mingyue put her mind at ease, and said while eating: "There are some things that you can't control, the mother concubine has worked hard to make herself live longer, but she still can't hold it after all." But you've done everything you can, and the concubine won't be resentful anymore, don't worry......"

She said cautiously, like walking on thin ice, for fear that it would not be as good as Long Yuanxiu's intentions.

And the latter just ate in a muffled voice, and only after she finished saying "um", and said lightly: "Don't worry too much about me, I know." ”

Zhuang Mingyue's eyes darkened a little, and it was Long Yuanxiu's attitude that she could be sure that he had definitely not eased up.

I thought about taking my time, so I didn't say anything more.

After using the medicinal materials for about half a month, Long Yuanxiu's symptoms of insomnia have been slightly improved, although he still has insomnia often at night, and the frequency is still much less than before. In addition, Long Yuanxiu was a little sleepy during the day, and Zhuang Mingyue also relaxed a little.

picked up the braised pork made by the chef in front of him, and just put it in the bowl, but there was a burst of nausea in the stomach, but he couldn't vomit anything, but he was still uncomfortable.

Zhuang Mingyue seemed to have guessed something in her heart, but she didn't dare to tell Long Yuanxiu uncertainly, after all, he had been emotionally unstable recently, and she naturally didn't want some other accidents to interfere with his emotions.

In order to avoid being known, he simply did not go to find Sanqing's pulse.

In addition, the medicinal materials had been used up, so Zhuang Mingyue went to the hospital again the next day, and asked the doctor to check the pulse by the way.

The doctor's fingers pressed on his wrist, and his eyebrows really couldn't help but rise: "Congratulations, madam, this is a happy vein!" The fetal pulse is very stable......"

What he said in the second half of the sentence, Zhuang Mingyue couldn't listen to it at all. She could only confirm that she was indeed pregnant.

This is also the only happy event during this time!

"Thank you, doctor!" Zhuang Mingyue's eyes were shallow, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise.