Text Text_Chapter 80 wants her heart
It's late spring, and there is a fragrant fragrance in the air, lingering and compassionate.
Late at night, Si Xingpei sat alone on the sofa in the living room, without turning on the lights, and he lit a box of cigars one by one.
didn't smoke, he didn't have the heart to take half a puff, he put it all in his hand, and when it burned out completely, he unconsciously cut another point.
The night was silent, and his heart was empty.
When she met Gu Qingzhou in Daxin Department Store, and when she hurriedly avoided it, Si Xingpei sighed in her heart at that time, thinking, "My Qingzhou will be sad." β
He was held by other women, and when Qingzhou saw it, he would naturally be sad.
He was afraid that she would be sad.
His cat is a noble thing, not something that other women can trample on her dignity, and Si Xingpei needs to protect her.
followed all the way, only to find that she was in an excellent mood, better than before she met him.
The pleasure was by no means disguised, it was her true mood.
Si Xingpei's heart sank.
He is reluctant to have deep contact with women, but it doesn't mean that he doesn't understand women.
On the contrary, he knows women like the back of his hand.
Gu Qingzhou's reaction made Si Xingpei understand her mood: she thought she was relieved.
If she hadn't smiled so happily and completely stimulated Si Xingpei, Si Xingpei would not have rashly broken into her dressing room.
Si Xingpei understood that she didn't care about him, and she couldn't even wait to leave him.
His light boat does not love him.
Si Xingpei sat on the sofa in a daze, recalling that since they met, Gu Qingzhou was in his arms, and all he did was cry, and his mood sank to the bottom.
When she kisses her, she cries; When she hugged her, she would cry, and even in her sleep, she had tear stains.
She's been struggling, she's been saying don't do this!
How could she have smiled so happily?
Si Xingpei raised her, and naturally hoped that she could have that kind of smile.
She hated him, she had said it many times, it was not a girl's disobedience, she really hated it.
She just couldn't get out.
Every time she asked her out, she would refuse, and she came out under the threat of Si Xingpei.
If she doesn't love him, then she will love someone else in the future, she laughs and is shy in the arms of other menβSi Xingpei pressed the cigar into the ashtray fiercely!
"There's no need to know what she's thinking, just be by my side!" Si Xingpei was decadent and unable to lean on the sofa.
Does he love Gu Qingzhou?
What is love?
Si Xingpei was at a loss, he loved her very much.
Si Xingpei can cook, but he doesn't like to cook, but he is willing to cook for Gu Qingzhou; It was his daily need to alleviate his physiological needs, just like eating and sleeping, but for Gu Qingzhou's sake, he didn't hurt her body.
He cherished this girl very much.
Why cherish?
The other party saved his life!
Her composure that night and her performance were very appropriate, and she resolved the crisis for Si Xingpei, and she was Si Xingpei's benefactor.
"Does she not love anyone, or does she just not love me?" Si Xingpei lit another cigar, took a hard puff, and exhaled the cruel green smoke, "Will she love others in the future?" β
Si Xingpei thought that after he died, Gu Qingzhou would talk to others, he felt that he couldn't stand it, but he could understand, after all, he was dead at that time.
But the thought that she would love others, he couldn't accept it!
He couldn't stand his light boat to love other men in the future. She would rejoice in the man's flattery, and she would cry over the man's mistakes.
If the man she loved held his arm with another woman, she would cry and fuss, and even point a knife at him, saying that she was going to kill him.
Si Xingpei could imagine her anger - he took two more puffs of his cigar, and his lungs burned!
Si Xingpei has always only wanted a woman's body, but now he wants Gu Qingzhou's heart.
I want to go crazy.
However, will his heart give Gu Qingzhou? Will he be loyal? Will he marry her?
Si Xingpei has too many enemies, and as his wife, Gu Qingzhou will also face tireless assassination. When the time comes, will Si Xingpei be able to protect her?
Or, for the sake of Gu Qingzhou, he is no longer so presumptuous, more restrained, softer, and less enemies?
Will he protect himself for her, prevent himself from dying in the war, think about the long-term future, grow old with her, have children, and let her have something to rely on?
Thinking of this, he felt that his feelings for Qingzhou were actually not so deep.
He couldn't do any of this.
He's just jealous.
Jealousy is inexplicable, because Gu Qingzhou is not in love with anyone.
Si Xingpei has had no shortage of women's crushes since he was a child, and there are many women who have loved him.
He didn't like it.
He doesn't want a woman to love him, he just wants Gu Qingzhou to love him!
He pondered all night, depressed.
The next day, he went to the station.
Si Xingpei kept his eyes in the city, secretly protecting Gu Qingzhou, and at the same time reporting Gu Qingzhou's whereabouts to him.
He didn't like Gu Qingzhou's contact with other men.
Gu Qingzhou is very well-behaved, he goes to school and goes home every day, nothing unusual.
After Si Xingpei's depression disappeared that day, he never thought about it again.
In the final analysis, love or not is too illusory, he doesn't particularly care about men, he wants Gu Qingzhou, as long as he is by his side.
His depression that day was just a coincidence that something was wrong.
When Gu Qingzhou went back that day, he was not in a good mood, and he didn't even sleep all night.
Never getting and losing will have very different meanings.
Gu Qingzhou hadn't thought about getting rid of Si Xingpei's clutches before, because she didn't have this ability.
Then, she mistakenly thought that she was relieved, and the excitement in her heart was difficult to contain, she didn't know that she would be so happy to leave Si Xingpei, she felt that the air was fresh, the sky was high and the clouds were light, it was like a dream.
It's a dream, indeed.
A few minutes later, Si Xingpei told her that her dream had been shattered.
It was as if she had lost her freedom once again!
"Maybe, only by killing him can I have a future!" Gu Qingzhou thought hatefully.
She remembered the Browning.
She could kill Si Xingpei with that gun, and she would be free.
She sniffed.
It's really sad, the grievances in this life are all given by Si Xingpei.
Although he gave Gu Qingzhou benefits and cooked for Gu Qingzhou, he couldn't give Gu Qingzhou a future where he could stand.
Gu Qingzhou seemed to be kept in a cage.
It's like a canary.
The owner's canary is a treasure, and it is carefully raised, for fear of death.
What is the significance of such a good thing to Gu Qingzhou!
In the next week, Gu Qingzhou didn't have much energy to go to school.
During the swimming lesson, she remembered that on the day she bought a swimsuit, Si Xingpei broke into her locker room, and her heart sank with the words she had said.
His heart sank, and his body fell straight down.
Gu Qingzhou sank to the bottom, and it was Yan Luoshui who fished her up.
"Is it a cramp in your foot?" Yan Luoshui was nervous and worried.
Classmates asked her in a circle.
Mies, who was in charge of the class, was also terrified.
"I'll give you a pass for swimming lessons, don't come to class again." Mi Si Chen gave Gu Qingzhou extrajudicial favors.
Gu Qingzhou was a blessing in disguise, and from then on, she stood by the side and watched the swimming lessons, and she could be quietly in a daze and think about her thoughts.
There is nothing difficult about school, but it is more and more difficult to do homework.
Instead, something has changed in the family.
The newcomer Xiangxue was carried by the fourth aunt, Gu Guizhang invited a guest to dinner, and he was very lively, and he attached great importance to this aunt, which was more grand than the second and third aunts.
Gu Qingzhou discussed with the third aunt, and each of them gave the fourth aunt ten yuan as a meeting gift.
"Could it be too much?" The third aunt asked.
The Gu family is not rich, and the third aunt who relies on Gu Guizhang for food has no private money.
"You heard about me." Gu Qingzhou leaned over and whispered a few words in the third aunt's ear.
The third aunt's eyes were too bright, and when she heard it, she felt that Gu Qingzhou's idea was very good, and immediately agreed.
Ten yuan is a lot, but the third aunt can take it out, and she and Miao'er have some unknown private money in case of emergency.
Miao'er was very distressed.
"Sister, why did you give that goblin so much money?" Miao'er muttered, "Ten yuan!" Too much! β
Xiangxue was born too beautiful, and the Gu family unanimously felt that she was like a goblin.
"You know what?" The third aunt smiled too much, "This is Qingzhou's idea." β
"What's the idea?" When Miao'er heard that it was Gu Qingzhou's idea, she immediately became curious.
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Xiangxue has been an aunt twice.
Before being picked up by Qin Zheng, she was the eleventh aunt of an old landowner in the countryside.
Within three months of her passage, the old landlord died, not in her room, of course, but on the new twelfth aunt.
It's only been three months, and a newcomer has entered the door, that old pervert!
Later, she lived in the landlord's house for two years.
A lot has happened in the meantime.
However, she has a good life, there are men who love her, and the landlord has five sons.
Qin Zheng went to pick her up, she really didn't want to come. Then I thought that the city is rich and prosperous, and there is nothing wrong with seeing the world.
Although Gu Guizhang is old, he is handsome and decent, which is incomparable to a country man, and he has money, and Xiangxue is also warm.
When she came to the city, she went directly to Gu's house, and as Qin Zheng promised, Gu Guizhang carried her to be her aunt's wife, and she was fair, and sent a maid to serve her.
Everything sounds good, except for the same: she has no money.
As soon as Xiangxue arrived at Gu's house, Gu Guizhang bought a whole set of gold jewelry for her, all of which were yellow and clear, and Xiangxue was happy in her heart.
But she didn't have any cash.
These jewels were her dowry, and she couldn't sell them.
Coming from the countryside and having no cash, this embarrassment carries a bit of inferiority, which makes Xiangxue very uneasy.
Gu Guizhang is a man, Xiangxue is conceited and understands men, he can give you money, but if you ask for it, things will change the taste.
Xiangxue can't speak, at least not now.
She vaguely mentioned it to Qin Zhengzheng, and Qin Zheng pretended to be deaf and dumb.
"I must be trying to pinch me, thinking that I will beg her when I have no money, and listen to her in everything!" Xiangxue knew Qin Zhengzheng's thoughts, and secretly gritted her teeth with hatred.
Xiangxue stayed for a few days, and from the words of the servant, she already knew the purpose of Qin Zhengzheng bringing her to the city.
Qin Zhengzheng is not for Xiangxue, nor for Gu Guizhang, but for herself.
Xiangxue was used by Qin Zheng.
When Xiangxue first arrived, she didn't dare to act rashly, and she could let Qin Zheng handle it.
"In a few months, I'm pregnant, let me toss you!" Xiangxue thought to herself.
In Xiangxue's helplessness, Gu Qingzhou looked for her.