Bao Yun smiled slightly, but she didn't expect Yu Mingjiang to be so self-aware.

"If you know, say it." She said lightly.

Baoyun's prediction was not wrong, this time Yu Mingjiang is the most self-aware, and it may also be the one he knows himself the most in this life.

He knew what he would face in the future, and he knew that he didn't have the determination to commit suicide, so he could only pin his hopes on Baoyun. If he had told him about the past, he only hoped that Bao Yun would be angry, and as a result of his life, then he would have been relieved.

In the face of death, he is still afraid, but he is even more afraid of a miserable life without hope. He has endured hardships, which is why he will be so diligent in his pursuit of wealth and wealth later, and even unscrupulous.

Now that he has to face that kind of life again, it is even harder than at the beginning, and there is no hope under the hardship, so he is afraid to end his life.

But he could only think about it, and he knew he didn't have that kind of courage.

Holding back the fear in his heart, he told everything that had happened.

"You're right, I lied to your mother, and I lied to Wen'er's mother. At that time, I went to the street to take the exam, I was a poor kid, I had no power or power, even if the article was brilliantly written, my future career would not be like this. The champion of the last session is such an example, he can only be like this as the champion, not to mention that I know that I will not be able to pass the championship. ”

"But Tanhua is because she married a powerful lady, and her career has been smooth sailing, but in just one year, she has become a waiter of the fourth grade. If I want to get ahead, this is the way I can go. ”

"God was also helping me, so I met Wen'er's mother, who fell in love with me at first sight, and even had no matchmaker. She is the daughter of the Marquis of Shunyang, if I can get the help of the Marquis of Shunyang, I will definitely be able to rise to the top. ”

"But then I saw your mother again, and she was so bright, as bright as the sun in the sky. At that time, I decided that no matter what means I used, I must get this woman. Especially knowing that her father is still a general who sacrificed his life for the country, and the family is rich, as long as I marry her, I seem to have seen how open my career will be in the future. ”

"I learned that she was close to Sima Changkong, and I also knew the gap between myself and Sima Changkong. So during that time, I ran to the Confucian Mansion frequently, and finally I found an opportunity to drug your mother's tea, and I had her in this way. ”

"I used to be ecstatic, I thought I got her, but I didn't expect her character to be so strong, even though she was married to me, but except for the wedding night, she never let me touch it again."

Speaking of this, there seemed to be blame in Yu Mingjiang's tone. Bao Yun's smile had completely disappeared, and she really wanted to cut Yu Mingjiang's chest open to see if it contained a black heart.

But she couldn't help it, there were still many things behind this, and Yu Mingjiang still needed to say it in order to solve her doubts.

Yu Mingjiang also continued: "I originally thought that after having your mother, I would no longer need the Xue family. After all, I truly love your mother, and if she is willing to give me a chance, we can raise eyebrows. ”

"But she didn't want me to touch her, and she didn't want to help me in my career. She had such a good dowry that she was reluctant to help me. I told Xue that your mother had taken a fancy to me and must marry me. Xue believed it and gave me all her self-possession, and her dignified concubine of the Hou Mansion followed me without a name or a share. In Xue's body, I realized the dignity of being a man. ”

"Later, Shunyang Hou found out about our affairs, and I thought that the wood was already in the boat, and Shunyang Hou would not object. It's a big deal that I let the Xue family be my wife, so that Shunyang Hou will also lend a helping hand to me for his daughter to live a good life. ”

What he didn't expect was that the Marquis of Shunyang was unwilling and expelled the Xue family from the Hou Mansion. I saw that the Xue family had completely lost the protection of the Hou Mansion, and I couldn't lose your mother at this time, so I didn't marry the Xue family, but just raised it outside. ”

"During that time, I was cautious in front of your mother, and if she still had me as a husband in her heart, she should help me somewhat. I didn't expect her to be really hard-hearted, and she was unmoved. ”

"After the spring exam, I was just on the list, and I was finally arranged to be a county magistrate in the small county town of Yicheng. In those years, I suffered a lot, and it was only then that I became the government of Yicheng step by step. ”

"Before I went to Yicheng, your mother was pregnant with you, and in that case, she could not say a word, just watching me being sent to Yicheng, and would rather suffer with me than let me feel better, so that she can also feel better."

"In order to be angry with your mother, I carried the Xue family into the mansion as a concubine, I just wanted to be angry with her, and I wanted her to care a little about me. I don't want her to be cold to me, so I'm willing to go to live in Zhuangzi in order to hide from me. What makes me even more angry is that the Wen Po she used during childbirth was sent by Sima Changkong. ”

"She is married to me, and she is still disconnected from Sima Changkong. She doesn't keep any woman's morality and women's ways. I pampered the Xue family even more and handed over the power of the family to the Xue family. Later, the Xue family murdered her, and I actually knew about it. But since she doesn't have me in her heart, and since she still thinks of Sima Changkong, then I don't want to keep such a person by my side. ”

Listening to these words, it was similar to what she guessed, but knowing it so clearly, she felt even more sorry for Sima Changkong and Kong Rou.

is obviously a pair of lovers, but they were broken up by Yu Mingjiang, a frenzied man.

Yu Mingjiang did such a hurtful thing, and he even dared to say that it was because he loved Kong Rou and was really a black-hearted person.

However, Yu Mingjiang's words were not finished: "After your mother died, I remembered your mother when I saw you, so I also ignored what the Xue family did and sent you to the countryside to fend for yourself." ”

After saying this, he dared to look up at Bao Yun. He thought that Bao Yun should be very angry when he heard this, but to his surprise, Bao Yun's face was still calm.

Bao Yun didn't look angry, but it just looked. Bao Yun's eyes slowly froze. She now felt that the man in front of her was even more disgusting than Zhao Xun.

Zhao Xun at least has one other reason, although this reason is self-righteous, but at least it seems reasonable to Zhao Xun.

But Yu Mingjiang is purely because of his own selfishness, and he will do whatever it takes for his selfishness, and he has to say that this is admiration. It's disgusting.