Chapter 30 That's enough
“...... My mother, passed away a long time ago, my father took me and Zhan Hao, and he was both a father and a mother, and he brought me and Zhan Hao up, and it was not easy for him to ......"
Wu Cangni sighed: "Father's personality is gentle, he is not a very strong family head, over the years, all branches of the family have been stupid from time to time, and many conspiracies are aimed at him, he doesn't want to do it, but he can't come down easily...... In fact, he worked very hard. ”
Recalling back then, Wen Quzhi fully understood Wu Cangni's mood, he and Wu Bomou were not very familiar with each other, but he knew enough that this was a good person who was loyal, had faith, and persistence, but had to be strong.
The Great War of the Hundred Clans is not an era that needs good people, and when a person like him becomes the head of the family, the martial arts family is destined to be peaceful, and all branches are ready to move, all want to betray the martial family, or seek to seize the position of the head of the family, and the conspiracy continues, which is undoubtedly the sorrow of the martial family.
However, it is precisely because of his personality that a girl like Wu Cangni was born, since she was a child, she looked at her father's hardship and cherished her father's kindness, so she was anxious to come forward, show something, share the pressure for her father, and let the branches with different hearts see that the martial family also has a princess who cannot be ignored, and whoever wants to mistreat the head of the family will have to face her Wu Cangni's knife!
This intention has formed pressure, Wu Cangni has been a prodigy since he was a child, squeezed into the top of the star list in his teens, and performed brilliantly all the way, sharp, and has always been a sword out of the sheath!
Stubborn personality and persistence, after the fiasco under the hands of Shan Luling, Wu Cangni is basically hostile to Shan Luling and the Broken Star Cluster, and now Sima Bingxin, Wen Quai's illness in retrospect, the two are really the same, if you really want to talk about the difference, probably...... At that time, Wu Cangni was much more dangerous than Sima Bingxin today.
It is also because of this danger that Wu Cangni will be used, involved in conspiracy, used as a gun, dealt with the Shattered Star Cluster, and finally caused herself and Wu Bomou to fall into crisis and be rescued by the Broken Star Cluster.
...... Thinking about it carefully, Wen Quzhi remembered that it was after he personally rescued Wu Bomou that Wu Cangni changed his attitude towards himself one hundred and eighty degrees, and only then did he have the so-called love from hate, chasing himself to the Shattered Star Cluster, and there was such a long list of things behind.
This is somewhat understandable, what kind of status her father has in her heart......
“...... When I left home to join the army and was about to go to the regiment, my father encouraged me and said that I should be bold and chase what I wanted, and I didn't have to worry about the samurai, he would support the samurai for me and wait for me to come back one day...... He said he could still survive for twenty years......"
Suppressing her emotions, Wu Cangni said slowly: "After the war, I was supposed to go back to the Wu family, but my father has been waiting for me...... But I went to the Northwest, and all these years, he always wanted me to go back, but never said it, he didn't want to put pressure on me...... I know, I know, but I keep pretending I don't know......"
The guilt accumulated over the years, blended with the sentimentality, poured out, Wen Quzhi took two steps forward, and said, "We will find a solution, don't worry too much......"
“...... Is it that easy? You and I both know that once many things are destroyed, they can't be repaired at all. ”
Wu Cangni's voice began to choke, but she tried her best to endure it, as if she didn't want to let the tears flow, she raised her head and looked at the brilliant starry sky above.
The starry sky was shining, and Wu Cangni fell into deep thought, reminiscing about the past years.
"I'm a ...... Very unfilial daughter...... Seeing that my father was angry and said that he would fight the Shattered Star Cluster to the last man, he also said that even if his own daughter stopped there, he would tear her apart with his own hands...... I...... It's sad. ”
Saying that, Wu Cangni could no longer suppress the grief in her heart, her mood was like a rainy day, tears rolled down, Wen Quzhi saw Wu Cangni's face as white as porcelain, at this moment, it was a miserable white color, and her whole body couldn't help trembling, showing that she was extremely excited in her heart.
This kind of Wu Cangni is even more distressing, this kind of Wu Cangni is more fragile, more heartwarming, and it also makes people more unbearable and harsh, and the distress is invisibly pervasive.
Wen Quzhi quietly hugged Wu Cangni, his movements were so firm that he could not resist anything, and with such an attitude, he gave strength to the woman in his arms, so that she would not be too sad, and let her be strong. He hugged Wu Cangni's trembling body, and used his body temperature and strong arms to give her a sense of security and stabilize the uneasiness in her heart.
"My dad...... They didn't know how to turn him into a ...... It's ...... like that."
What is leaked in the voice is extreme confusion and deep grief, this pain is difficult to describe in words, deep into the soul, bone marrow, devouring people's souls, making people feel shocked, maybe no one else can understand, but as a long-term comrade-in-arms, Wen Quai, who is used to seeing life and death, understands very well what she is afraid of and what she is confused for.
At this moment, he couldn't help but fall into contemplation, remembering those terrifying memories of the past, those memories that made people feel distressed and crazy, which were just as painful and painful.
After experiencing the gloomy past of the Shattered Star Cluster, almost every member of the group was trained, they were ruthless and indifferent, and they didn't even dare to give any emotion easily, one by one they became gloomy, and the laughter gradually moved away from them, they clearly knew that when they met the demon, they must be regarded as a completely different existence, otherwise they would be looking for their own death.
Soft-hearted in the face of demons means that they are looking for death, those demons are no longer considered humans, their thoughts and ideas have been completely controlled by the demons, and they have become the puppets of the demons and the enemies of the human race.
It was a time when everyone was the enemy, not only nervousness, suspicion, but also emotional breakdown, forced to be the enemy of loved ones, and to slash them, which can easily drive people crazy, even if they don't go crazy, it will bring permanent changes to a person.
Wu Cangni is also a person who has experienced that period of time, and her spirit has been severely tested, she knows what she should do, how to make herself the least injured, so when she went to the martial arts, she already had an awareness in her heart and was ready to face the worst outcome.
However, imagination and reality are different, in the imagination, she thought she could hold on to see the worst result, but the reality is that when she saw that scene, she almost couldn't hold on, the mental impact, the kind of shock that came to her face, made her difficult to accept, and the heartache at that moment was difficult to describe in words.
She knows that it shouldn't be like this, it's just that it's one thing to be prepared in her heart, if she really has to face it, no amount of reason may be able to stop the emotional collapse, in that period of time, Wu Cangni and her subordinates had a duel, and they had slashed their comrades-in-arms who shared life and death, not that they had never experienced it, but after all, they were not facing their loved ones, which was a kind of luck, but now, ...... Those who were lucky enough to escape at that time are back in front of them......
Reason knows, but emotions can't be hard, under the conflict between the two, she is confused, even in front of Wei Shibi and Shang Gaiyong, she behaves wise and calm, but the strong heart vibration still shatters the inner wall little by little, when there is no one else around, there is no need to be calm, and the real emotions are overflowing.
“...... In fact, I understand your feelings, we all know what to do is right, know how to do the best, but people live in the world, not just to live the best, sometimes, compared to not making mistakes in a lifetime, you will have a strong hope afterwards, at that time, at that point in time, you can be ruthlessly wrong!"
Holding the jade man in his arms and caressing her long black hair, Wen Quzhi sighed: "Do you know? Lao Shang's condition a while ago was worse than that of a demon, according to our rules, I should have cut him off and cut off his head, but I didn't have it! There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and if there is no road, you can drive by yourself...... Perhaps, the situation is not so bad, there is still a way to think about it. ”
If someone else said this, Wu Cangni probably wouldn't even have a polite wry smile, but listening to Wen Quai's comfort, she "poofed" and burst into laughter, the extreme change from tears and sadness to an instant smile, as if a flower bloomed in the middle of the night, and it was thrillingly beautiful.
“...... It's strange that you have always made me feel at ease, before and now. ”
Wu Cangni smiled slightly, nudged Wen Quai's chest, and broke away from his arms, his emotions had stabilized, and his body no longer trembled, returning to his usual appearance.
"I ...... Confused for a while......"
"Huh?"
Hearing that the meaning of the words was wrong, Wen Qu was not too worried about his illness, because in Wu Cangni's voice, there was not much pain, but there was a strong nostalgia, which really aroused his curiosity.
In addition to curiosity, Wen Quzhi listened more carefully and more seriously.
"During that time, I vaguely touched your identity and realized that I had chased the wrong target before...... I wanted to kill myself, but I never thought I would like a man younger than me...... This man is a few years younger than me, and his real face is not at all what I like, so why should I continue?"
"Well, I'm curious about that. Wen Quzhi said calmly: "I originally thought that you had more than half of the chance, so you woke up and withdrew, and everyone went their separate ways from now on...... Then you have less than half a chance, so you climb the ladder of heaven. ”
"Ha, I didn't think about it that much. ”
Wu Cangni smiled like a flower and said, "It's just to follow your heart...... I don't know why, but since I can't let go of you, there are always worries in my heart, so let's follow my heart, I can't even admit myself, what kind of heavenly step can I prove?"
Wen Qu nodded and said, "That's right, so the mountain and the land can't prove the heavenly level, but I can." ”
"It's not like that. ”
Wu Cangni saw him laughing silently like this, and shook his head, "I originally thought that you were two completely different people, and I thought that you had a good separation between your true temperament and disguise, but after getting along, I can feel that even if you have changed your appearance, you still have the righteousness and courage of Shan Luling in your bones, and Shan Luling ...... In fact, your true nature will occasionally be revealed, but we didn't pay attention to it at the time. ”
Wen Quzhi laughed, "It's not that you don't pay attention to it, it's that you choose to ignore it, right?" My own hero captain suddenly showed a villain's face, you all thought I was joking, and no one took it seriously. ”