Gu Qingzhou didn't lose anything.

Later, she still made a clear distinction between reality and dreams, she never dreamed, everything was real.

The pain and blood, as well as Si Xingpei's breathing and heartbeat, all made Gu Qingzhou's frozen brain start to think.

This is not a dream, nor is it a fantasy.

Clearly, she would rather be dreaming.

"Mama Li, Mama Li!" Gu Qingzhou hugged Li's mother's stiff body and refused to let go.

She wept so hard that her liver and intestines were broken.

This woman raised Gu Qingzhou, she is better than Gu Qingzhou's biological mother, she is the foundation of Gu Qingzhou's life, more important than Gu Qingzhou's life!

And Gu Qingzhou's master, like Gu Qingzhou's father, gave her medical skills and fatherly love.

In an instant, she lost both of her parents.

And what killed them was Gu Qingzhou's lover Si Xingpei, who became Gu Qingzhou's enemy of the family, and it was impossible for Gu Qingzhou and him to get married.

A second ago, Gu Qingzhou was still admiring the flowers at the door, waiting for his return, planning their lives, she lived a warm and sweet life; In the next second, Si Xingpei became the murderer of her whole family, and she lost everything.

"Don't leave me, don't leave my Mama Li!" Gu Qingzhou didn't let go.

She went to hug Mu Zonghe again.

Mu Zonghe was beaten, his body couldn't hold it at all, and when it was soft, Gu Qingzhou cried even more.

She was hoarse.

She could do anything, but she couldn't afford her loved ones to leave her.

She has known since she was a child that she and Mama Li depend on each other, and Gu Guizhang and Qin Zhengzheng are enemies.

Gu Qingzhou now finally understands how deep Gu Wei and Gu Yan's hatred for her is after losing Qin Zheng.

"No!" Gu Qingzhou didn't let go, "Don't die, don't die!" This is not true! ”

A cold needle was inserted into her neck.

Her eyes fluttered, her consciousness began to lose control, and she fell asleep in a daze.

When she opened her eyes and saw Si Xingpei sitting on the edge of the bed, Gu Qingzhou was stunned and stunned, and then she gasped for breath.

"Si Xingpei, you don't know what terrible dream I had......" Before she could finish speaking, she saw the gauze in her palm.

Not a dream.

"No, it won't." Gu Qingzhou burst into tears.

In the next few days, Gu Qingzhou couldn't distinguish between the true and the false.

She had a long dream.

In the dream, it was a March day full of spring water, with weeping willows swaying everywhere and peach stamens blooming. In the morning of the smoke and water, the morning fog was filled, the air was wet and slightly cold, Gu Qingzhou and Master walked on the ridges of the fields, and the rice seedlings in the paddy fields were full of oily rice.

Her tender white feet walked in the slippery mud, leaving a smile like a clear bell.

The nurse's voice, at the end of Qianmo, was gentle and kind: "Qingzhou, have breakfast......"

She can't go home!

Gu Qingzhou was in a coma for a day and a night, she knew that she should wake up, she even heard someone talking in her ear, but she couldn't open her eyes.

Once she woke up, she was going to lose everything.

She vaguely heard the voice of the military doctor: "Give her another injection." ”

"When will she wake up?" Si Xingpei's voice was low and hoarse, like a wounded beast, losing its edge in pain.

"She's fine, she just won't wake up." The military doctor said.

There was silence in the room.

Gu Qingzhou walked in a dream.

Fragments of past life, little by little, replay in my mind.

The master taught her to recite "The Sincerity of the Great Doctor", and when she made a mistake in half of the sentence, the master slapped the back of her hand with a ring ruler and said, "Learn medicine, learn medical ethics first!" Without medical ethics, no matter how good the medical skills are, they are butchers! ”

I don't know where it hurts, Gu Qingzhou's tears welled up.

She felt warm hands to wipe her tears, these hands were soft and a little rough at the same time, they were the long-working hands of the nurse: "Qingzhou, don't cry." ”

The nurse was just a subordinate hired by Gu Qingzhou's mother, and the Gu family and the Sun family had no kindness to her, but she raised Gu Qingzhou with hard work.

After Li's mother's daughter died, her husband also died of illness, and she and Gu Qingzhou depended on each other.

Without her, even if Gu Qingzhou didn't die, he would have been tortured by Qin Zhengzheng to the point that he was not human, and he would lose the self-confidence and pride that a person should have mentally.

When Gu Qingzhou woke up from his dream, it was late at night the next day. The bright moonlight shone in through the window, with a chill, like remnants of snow covering the ground.

Si Xingpei half sat on the bed, holding Gu Qingzhou in his arms, and he closed his eyes and took a nap.

As soon as Gu Qingzhou moved, he immediately woke him up.

"Light boat?" Si Xingpei called her in a low voice, her voice full of tenderness.

"What about Mama Li and Master?" Gu Qingzhou asked.

She slept in the past few days, and every time she woke up, she couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality, thinking that she was just having a nightmare, and then she figured it out and cried loudly.

This time, she didn't make any more mistakes.

As soon as she opened her eyes, she knew that there was no luck, Si Xingpei killed her nurse and master.

"It's in another house." The priest said.

"Take me to see it." Gu Qingzhou said.

Si Xingpei hesitated, got up and hugged Gu Qingzhou out of bed.

He approved a coat for Gu Qingzhou, and personally drove Gu Qingzhou to see her master and nurse.

The annex has heavy handles, and there are two coffins in the main hall.

Si Xingpei has already asked someone to sort out the remains of Li's mother and master.

The master is okay, there is no wound on his face, but his chest cavity is broken, and he lies quietly in the coffin after his outfit, his expression is quiet and leisurely.

It's exactly the same as when he was alive.

Mama Li had a hole in her forehead, but she couldn't hide it.

Gu Qingzhou stretched out his hand and touched Mama Li's face.

She didn't cry this time, her eyes were so swollen that she had cried countless times.

After a long time, Gu Qingzhou asked, "Si Xingpei, why are they on your special train?" ”

Si Xingpei stood behind Gu Qingzhou, without any fancy, and had something to say.

"I'll send someone to fetch them." The priest said.

Gu Qingzhou's expression was cold, her hand was pressed on the coffin, and her voice was also a little cold: "My master and nurse are hiding very deeply, and it is easy to find them." You go and fetch them, where do you start? ”

Si Xingpei pursed his lips slightly: "Qingzhou ......."

"You've sent someone to arrest them." Gu Qingzhou didn't wait for him to answer, and said firmly, "Why?" ”

Si Xingpei's eyes did not move, and he looked at her quietly.

“...... I'm afraid that I'll run away, and I want to pinch Mother Li and Master in my hands, so that even if you marry a warlord's daughter, I have to commit myself to being a concubine for you, right? Gu Qingzhou asked again.

Si Xing's eyes moved slightly.

If she thought so, it would be better than Si Xingpei expected.

He was silent.

His silence at the moment seemed to Gu Qingzhou to be a kind of acquiescence.

"But you've traveled countless times, and your special train has never encountered such a big attack, why is it in danger this time?" Gu Qingzhou asked again.

Even when she was immersed in great sorrow, she still lost her wisdom.

"It's Li Wenzhu's people." Si Xingpei said, "Qingzhou, I will avenge you." ”

"No, my enemy is not Li Wenzhu." Gu Qingzhou's voice was colder than Shuanghua, "If you don't find out the master and the nurse from the mountains, ordinary people won't be able to find them."

Besides, there are thousands of ways to return to Yuecheng, and you just used your special train. You know that countless people are waiting to kill you, and you still use a special train to swagger through the market, you just want to kill people with a knife. ”

Si Xingpei was silent.

Gu Qingzhou didn't need his answer.

"But why?" At this time, Gu Qingzhou couldn't help choking.

Si Xingpei pinched her master and nurse, wanted to control her, and even asked her to be a concubine, she could understand; But why did he arrange for someone to kill them?

At this point, Gu Qingzhou couldn't figure it out even if he died.

Killing them is equivalent to ruining Gu Qingzhou.

Si Xingpei hurt her so much.......

For the first time, Gu Qingzhou was suspicious and wavering about Si Xingpei.

“....... Why did you kill my nurse and master? Gu Qingzhou turned around and grabbed Si Xingpei's shirt with a roar.

Si Xingpei pressed her hard in his arms: "It's just an accident, Qingzhou!" ”

"The train is faster, and there are countless attendants on board who will protect your loved ones," he explained. I don't know where the news leaked, it was an accident, Qingzhou, it was Li Wenzhu who killed them. ”

Gu Qingzhou pushed him away hard.

It's not Li Wenzhu, it's Si Xingpei!

Even if the bullet hit on the nurse's forehead belonged to Li Wenzhu, it was because Si Xingpei provoked Li Wenzhu, and the bullet should have hit Si Xingpei, Gu Qingzhou's nurse and master were shot for Si Xingpei.

She couldn't convince herself to forgive Si Xingpei, let alone convince herself to forgive herself.

"Why didn't I break the net with you sooner?" Gu Qingzhou couldn't stop crying, "When you forced me at the beginning, I should be like a chaste martyr and burn jade with you."

But I'm like a female cousin, I say I hate you, and I do dirty things with you, and I even fall in love with you! It was I who ruined everything, and it was I who ruined Mama Li and Master. ”

The kindness of nurturing has not been repaid for half a cent, and they all died because of Gu Qingzhou.

She burst into tears.

Crying so much that he was about to lose his breath, Gu Qingzhou fell into a coma.

When she woke up again, she lay on the bed with her eyes open for half an hour, and suddenly her face changed again, indifferent and decisive: "Cremation." ”

In this way, she can carry the ashes with her at any time, no matter where she goes.

Gu Qingzhou shouldn't live in Yuecheng anymore, she won't leave the bones of her master and nurse in Yuecheng.

"Okay." Si Xingpei's voice was hoarse.

He lowered his head and wanted to kiss Gu Qingzhou, but was bypassed by Gu Qingzhou.

On the same day, Si Xingpei cremated Gu Qingzhou's master and nurse.

They bought two cemeteries in Linhai Cemetery, buried two-thirds of the ashes of the master and the nurse, and erected a tombstone in the name of Gu Qingzhou.

The rest of the ashes, Gu Qingzhou put in two jars, wrapped the jars with a cloth, so that she could carry them with her.

And Gu Qingzhou should also make a break with Si Xingpei.

On this day, Si Xingpei woke up in the middle of the night and saw Gu Qingzhou tiptoeing close to him, holding an extremely sharp short blade in his hand.

He was stunned.

The knife pierced straight into his neck, and without half a minute of hesitation and weakness, Si Xingpei quickly flipped to the side.

The short blade was inserted into the pillow, and even inserted into the bed board, which showed how much strength Gu Qingzhou used.

(三七 Chinese.)