Chapter 43: I Leave My Life to You

Quietly opened the eye of the sky, along the way, the light was as bright as day, and everything in front of him was very different. Those cemeteries that were originally located in various places now seem to be the appearance of a piece of Zhuang family, and I know that they are all the yin mansions where the deceased people here, waiting for reincarnation, live in the underworld. Although they are adjacent to each other in the Yang Mansion in the Yang World, the two seem to never offend each other, and they will never be able to meet, unless they go to the same world.

A moment later, I came to this col again, and when I looked at this place again, it seemed so familiar, I had been in this place in my previous life, holding the body of Miss Su Yu for days and nights. Now that I think about it, I was an infatuated person at that time. It's just that now that I have entered the Dao, I can never go back to my previous life, and I am no longer the Fang Zihao in my previous life. Not far away, but at the foot of the mountain sits a small farmhouse courtyard.

In front of the door, there is a small vegetable garden. My heart was tight, I didn't expect Miss Su Yu to live here for so long, and the houses were broken like this. However, when I think of the graves I have seen during the day, there is no trace of the grave for a long time, only a few words I mentioned in my previous life, and now, I finally know what the words on it mean. Things are not people, I am no longer the me in my previous life, but Miss Su Yu is still the same person in my previous life.

Standing at the door of the small courtyard, I didn't know how to speak for a long time, but after a while, I saw the graceful woman in a neon dress, slowly walking out of the inner room, and when she saw me again, her face suddenly became dull. She, she is indeed exactly the same as the one in her previous life, she is still the gentle and virtuous Miss Su Yu. I gritted my teeth fiercely, trying my best not to let the memories of my past life confuse me with my current self.

"Zihao, you, you're finally here?" Miss Su Yu ran quickly, but I couldn't help but rush in, and we hugged each other deeply. No one spoke, as if at this time, hundreds of years later, no words could express our mood at this moment. Soon, I heard Miss Su Yu's incessant sobbing...... "Zihao, I knew that you would definitely come back, and you wouldn't leave me alone, you know?" I've been waiting for you here for a long time, but no matter how long it takes, I know that I will definitely wait for you, woowoowoo......"

The sad cry hit my heart deeply, I looked up at the sky, couldn't help sighing, turned my head to look down at Su Yu in my arms, and asked softly: "Miss Su Yu, you, your appearance has not changed at all, it is still the same you used to be, but it's a pity...... It's a pity that I'm no longer the same Fang Zihao...... I ...... "Before I could finish speaking, my mouth was blocked by Miss Su Yu's fingers, and she didn't let me continue, so I hesitated for a moment, and then I couldn't help but stop talking."

Immediately, Miss Su Yu and I entered the house, and in the room, I saw the words at a glance...... "That, didn't I write that?" You actually kept it? In a trance, I remembered the memories of my previous life, this letter, which I originally wrote to my deceased wife Zheng, but I don't know why, it appeared in Miss Su Yu's hands. However, when Miss Su Yu heard my surprised voice, she pursed her lips and smiled.

Miss Su Yu said, "After you left, I went to your house and brought back my sister's spiritual seat and this painting, do you know? It is this painting of yours that has made me persist until now, until I wait for you, Zihao, are we never separated again? ”

When I heard Miss Su Yu's words, I was stunned! I can't help but think of the purpose of this, I came here to dissolve Miss Su Yu's attachment to me in my previous life, not to renew the ghost relationship with Miss Su Yu. I was just confused by the memories of my previous life, and I almost thought of myself as the Fang Zihao in my previous life again, but now that I have settled down, I hurriedly said firmly: "Miss Su Yu, I know that you still remember my past life, but you can see clearly, I am not Fang Zihao now, I am Li Ergou, and I have already entered the Taoist Gate and become the successor of the Maoshan faction." And you, who have passed away for hundreds of years, now one of us is a human and the other is a ghost, even if I am still Fang Zihao in my previous life, I can't be with you anymore, not to mention, I am not him! ”

"If you weren't Fang Zihao, then why do you remember so many past events? Why do you remember this painting? Why?! "But seeing that Miss Su Yu was covered in black gas, and her words were poignant and sharp, I knew that her resentment for hundreds of years was probably going to explode completely at this moment! And she fell off the cliff and died, but with a breath of hatred, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a demon, if I can't talk about it in one sentence, I am afraid that my purpose of resolving hundreds of years of grievances and hatred will also be in vain.

"Miss Su Yu, calm down!" I frowned and said anxiously: "I am Li Ergou after reincarnation, before reincarnation, my previous life was Fang Zihao, and the memory of my previous life was restored by Lord Chenghuang for me, so I remember you and remember everything in my previous life." But what's the use? We can't go back, I know, I owe you a debt, I owe it for a lifetime, but now you are a ghost, I am a human, and I can't pay you back! ”

"Nope! You can also return! ”

But when I saw Miss Su Yu coming to me with a cold face, she was still staring at me with those affectionate eyes, staring at me until I was hairy. After a long time, Miss Su Yu picked up a pair of scissors from the table and smiled at me: "As long as you become a ghost, we can be together forever, stay together, and never be separated...... Hearing this, I was in a trance, and I remembered what I said when I was dying in my previous life, which was exactly the same as what Miss Su Yu said.

Alas, Miss Su Yu and I are really inseparable......

Looking at the scissors, I couldn't help but tremble violently and swallowed hard. Although I can now use the Dao technique to split Miss Su Yu's soul, it's a pity that I can't! Lord Chenghuang said that anyone in the world can do this, but I can't, and now I know and understand, I can't. But did I just watch Miss Su Yu's soul and kill me?

Then my life is gone, how can I resolve this thousand-year-old grievance? But, but it seems that there is no second way, if Miss Su Yu is bent on letting me die, then I ...... I gritted my teeth and silently muttered in my heart, Master, Master, is it right or wrong for me to do this? Your old man told me that I really have to die this time to dissolve everything? But Master didn't respond to me, because Master may not know what I'm facing now, and no one responded, only the cold mountain wind that was sad and complaining.

Clenching my teeth, I snatched the scissors from Miss Su Yu's hand, and under Miss Su Yu's frightened gaze, I slowly put the scissors against my chest and asked, "Miss Su Yu, is it only when I die that you are willing to let go of the obsession with me in your heart?" And willing to go to the underworld to be reincarnated? Isn't it?! But when I heard my words, I saw that Miss Su Yu's eyes were already booming, and the crystal tears couldn't stop sliding down.

"No matter in life or death, I just want you to stay with me, never separated, woo woo woo ......" Miss Su Yu sobbed in a low voice, and at this moment, I actually saw her heart soften...... "If you would rather die than be with me, then, then I don't want you, I hope you live well, you go, I want to be here, continue to wait for my Zihao, he, he will definitely come......"

"No!"

I looked at Miss Su Yu very firmly, and then gritted my teeth and said, "Miss Su Yu, you see clearly, I am the Zihao you are waiting for, Zihao, that is, me!" Now I want you to let go of the obsession in your heart, go to the underworld to reincarnate with peace of mind, and stop keeping that fruitless promise, I beg you, if my death can make you wake up, I would rather die! In short, if you refuse to let go of your obsession, I won't leave! ”

As I spoke, I stabbed the scissors into my heart with all my might, but at this moment, I saw Miss Su Yu strike like lightning and grabbed the scissors, but the sharp tip of the scissors had already pierced my flesh and blood, and blood flowed out immediately. Seeing me bleeding, Miss Su Yu suddenly panicked...... "Zihao, I beg you, don't you want to die, okay?" I want you to live happily, and I'd rather watch you live with others than make you miserable......"

I smiled bitterly in my heart, it seems that only when I die can Miss Su Yu let go completely, and her various performances seem to depend on my life or death. Alas...... I didn't expect that the debt I owed Li Ergou in my last life would be repaid like this, Master, please forgive the apprentice for being unfilial, I can't accompany your old man in this life to do the way for heaven and carry forward the Taoist mysteries...... In order to transform the female ghost Qiu Suyu, I had to sacrifice my life to defend the Dao, Master, your old man will definitely forgive me, right? You'll understand me, right?

A hot tear slipped from the corner of my eye, and I gritted my teeth fiercely, holding the scissors with both hands, and stabbed me in the heart. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts so much that I can't breathe, I can't even feel my heartbeat, no, it's not that I can't feel it, but ...... It's that I don't have a heartbeat at all...... The moment I fell, I saw Miss Su Yu crying: "I promise you!" I promise you...... I beg you not to do this, I promise you, let go of my obsession with you, and go to the underworld to be reincarnated......"

"Su Yu, that Fang Zihao, I really love you very much, but unfortunately, I am not him, never again...... Su Yu, even if it's for that Fang Zihao, but also for yourself, let it go...... Reincarnate and live your life again......" consciousness disappeared little by little, and I only felt cold little by little, but at the moment when my consciousness gradually faded, I clearly saw Miss Su Yu's dark aura swept away, replaced by a pure white dress, it was so clean, so pure, she smiled, but there were tears in the smile, she left, but it broke my heart inexplicably...... Until the moment Miss Su Yu disappeared. I, I finally lay down on the ground with relief, my eyes were no longer able to close, and the strength of my body seemed to be emptied, at this moment, I just wanted to ask me one question, Li Ergou, ...... Are you dead?