Although he saved Chen Qishan, he also gave him a certain amount of damage, which made him afraid of himself for several years.

When they first met that year, the reason why they rescued Chen Qishan was because the other party showed that kind of desperate, strong desire to survive but full of dead eyes.

After saving people, they didn't really think about it.

Until he saw his tenacity and weakness, although there were some contradictions, Chen Qishan was such a person.

He desperately wants to live, but he is weak and confused in the face of his own inadequacy.

But every time he survived and survived the most painful days.

Yu Shijie was extremely glad that during that period of time, he grabbed the tail that accompanied him, so that the stupid young man who was then obedient to him and almost never refuted him.

Otherwise, after so many years, it will be impossible to keep people around.

He was also glad that when he was sitting in the carriage, he suddenly looked back and gave them the opportunity to get to know each other.

"How do you suddenly dream about the past?" Yu Shijie said lightly.

He threw the cloth towel on the table beside him, and brought the ginseng tea that the people had brought up before and brought it to Chen Qishan's mouth.

The ginseng tea is still warm, just in the mouth.

With his hand, Chen Qishan drank a few sips of ginseng soup.

"It's just that I suddenly dreamed about it, and lately, for some reason, I've been thinking about the past." Chen Qishan's face was a little pale.

There are a few strands of silver hair on his sideburns, which shows that he is not young now.

After Jiang Zebei and Chen Mengtian left, Chen Qishan received a letter from the other party, and after seeing the letter, he knew that he would never have the opportunity to see his good brother again in his life.

Since then, he has been seriously ill again, although it has improved, but his body has already collapsed over the years, and his health has become worse and worse in the past few years.

Yu Shijie put aside the ginseng tea in his hand, and noticed that Chen Qishan's body seemed to be a little weak, so he asked him to lie down and rest gently.

He said in a gentle voice: "Don't always think about that, your body needs to rest more, and when the weather is warm, I will take you out for a walk." ”

Chen Qishan was lying on the bed, his eyebrows and eyes were slightly curved, and he couldn't help but reveal deep lines.

He smiled and said, "I'm afraid I can't." "He clearly feels that his health has been getting worse and worse lately.

Yu Shijie gently pursed the corners of his lips and said for a while: "Don't think about it, I'll wait for you to get better." ”

Chen Qishan's physical condition, he knows best, but he doesn't want to face it after all.

Seeing that he was no longer silent, Yu Shijie sat on the bed and told Chen Qishan what happened in the palace.

"Recently, the emperor quarreled with the queen again, it seems that it was because of Concubine De, Concubine De is the daughter of the king of Huainan, and she is an arrogant and domineering lord, although the queen has never suffered a loss against her, but she has always been unhappy with the emperor, and this harem is afraid that it will be a mess."

Chen Qishan smiled weakly: "How do you know about the harem, the dignified master is staring at the emperor's backyard, is this really good?" ”

Yu Shijie smiled indifferently, "Do you think we want to know, it's not that the emperor wants to make trouble all over the world, it seems that he can't bear it for long, and I'm afraid that it will be early." ”

Chen Qishan thought of the queen in the palace, who was the most favored county lord of the Marquis of Wu'an Mansion in the capital, and Jiang Zebei simply protected her as an eyeball.

Now she is competing with everyone in the palace for a man, and she doesn't know why there was such an arrangement when Jiang Zebei and Chen Mengtian left.

"How's An'er doing?" Chen Qishan asked.