Chapter 182: Looking back, it's been a hundred years
She had seen through this dream and had completely woken up, but why did she still sigh? Why are you still so attached to that beautiful dream as I am? I thought about it, maybe this dream is exactly what she dreams of in her heart, and like me, this beautiful dream is also what I want. Although I saw through it, although I already knew that it was a dream, but after waking up, I would still miss everything in the dream, the decades of years, the accumulation of days and days, are more real than the real one, who can let go of it in an instant?
"Brother Ergou, it's the little sister who dragged you down, and even let you accompany me in this dream for a lifetime......"
Suddenly, the fox sister sighed softly and said completely sober words: "Although this life is just a dream, but this dream is too real, and it is even more difficult to wake up, I don't know if you have woken up now?" If you wake up, you must be watching me somewhere, anxiously waiting for me to become enlightened. Now I finally understand everything, but I don't know if I have passed this test, and what is the purpose of this test? ”
The room was very quiet, and no one answered the fox girl's question, because she had not completely escaped from the dream, so she still couldn't see my existence. At this moment, although she has seen through it, she still wants to truly understand the purpose of this test and obtain the recognition of this test. I secretly cheer for my little sister in my heart, little sister, you will definitely pass the test, you will definitely be!
"Although I am a fox clan, I have long ago transformed into a human body and lived a human life. And I dream of one day living a human life, a life in this dream, the life I most desire in my heart, with a respectful husband, a group of filial children and grandchildren, and a carefree pastoral life. These are what I want most from the bottom of my heart......"
The fox sister said her heart again, but after a pause, she suddenly raised her head and said solemnly: "But, but this is a dream after all, not a real existence." Moreover, when I wake up from a dream, I still have to be a member of the fox clan, and everything here will disappear without a trace, however, the memories of this life are so precious to me. No matter whether I can become an immortal or not in the future, I will keep this memory, this memory, this beautiful memory. ”
I nodded excitedly and responded in my heart: "I will also remember this memory, this is a lifetime memory, of course it needs another life to recall." Although it was in a dream, we lived a real life, became husband and wife, had children, and had a full house of children and grandchildren. As a disciple of the Daomen, I may have to do my best for the Daomen for the rest of my life, and it is unlikely that I will have such an opportunity to start a family again, nor will I have such a beautiful dream. But this long and beautiful memory, I will remember it well, remember it well......"
"Grandma! What happened to you? Why don't we understand what you're saying? ”
"Does grandma suffer from Alzheimer's? Let's send Grandma home to take care of her! ”
“…………”
Hearing that her children and grandchildren were still deliberately obstructing her, the fox girl smiled and said, "Do you think I haven't realized yet? Still want to make sure? Okay, now I tell you, you are not my children and grandchildren, if you have to tell your identity, you are probably the spirit left in the fox clan ancestral hall by my fox ancestor, right? Now I am transformed into my children and grandchildren to test me, speaking of which, I should be counted as your descendant, besides, I am not Hu Xiaomei, I am the ninth daughter of the nine-tailed fox fairy of the fox clan, known as the fox sister! ”
When the last three words came out of the fox girl's mouth, but a white streamer flashed around the fox girl, and her beautiful face and graceful posture also recovered from the thin old woman in an instant! At the same time, the grave behind her disappeared in an instant, and the children and grandchildren in front of her, who seemed to me to be a point of light, disappeared without a trace. At this moment, the fox sister suddenly turned her head to look at me, and said with a smile: "Brother Ergou, I finally see you again!" ”
"Huh! Little sister, congratulations on your enlightenment! ”
I walked quickly to the fox sister, at this moment I was the same as the fox sister, at the same time recovered my true body, and looked around, where is there any Hujia Village, the surrounding light flashed, and the two of us were in an endless demonic forest. It turns out that the previous demonic forest has not collapsed, and we have not fallen into the abyss, all of this is just the ancestor of the fox clan, a test for the fox sister.
However, this test, both for the fox girl and for me, has had an incomparably huge psychological impact. Looking at the fox girl in front of me, I really can't imagine that I actually married her in my dream, and I have lived a lifetime. Alas, if there really should be...... No, maybe the person I really want to marry in my heart is someone else......
"Who is she?"
I never thought that the fox girl could see through my mind at a glance, and she asked me bluntly. Hearing the fox sister's question, and looking at the fox sister's clear eyes, staring at me without blinking, at this moment, my old face was red, and I always felt that facing the fox sister, it was like being interrogated about my wife in a dream. Clearing my throat, I struggled to get rid of my identity in the dream and whispered, "Her name is Hua Xian, but she is dead......"
I just said those seven words, and I didn't say any more. The fox girl's expression suddenly flashed with a complicated look, and then disappeared again. She can read my mind, but I can't. I wonder if she really came out of the dream and had feelings for me again? However, soon, the fox sister smiled shyly and said: "Brother Ergou, don't think about it, if it is in reality, one of us is a human and the other is a fox clan, it is impossible to come together." Again...... I understand! ”
After hesitating for a moment, the fox girl suddenly changed the topic and laughed happily. I frowned in astonishment and asked, "Little sister, what do you understand?" ”
"I finally understand that the purpose of the second test is a choice, a choice of fate!"
The fox girl turned her head to look at me again, I couldn't see the complexity in her eyes, at this moment, her eyes were clear, the same as the original fox girl, but it was no longer the Hu Xiaomei in the dream. Fox Xiaomei smiled and said: "This choice is very important, in the face of the choice of fate, only by giving up their own attachment can we complete the great cause of the fox clan and bear the entire fate of the fox clan." ”
"Oh, it turned out that you were asked to abandon the ego and complete the big self, the ancestor of your fox clan, it's really well-intentioned!" I couldn't help but sigh, and then said: "But if you can't stand the test, you choose your ego, only care about your own life's fate, and only care about your own persistence, then you are not qualified to bear the fate of your entire fox clan." And the ancestors of your fox clan will not rest assured that the entire fox clan will be handed over to you! ”
"Not bad!"
The fox girl nodded.
I then said: "It's just that this is too much to lose for you, you can't have your own selfishness, you can't have your own attachment, you have to completely put aside your own fate, and bear the fate of your entire fox clan." Alas, heaven and earth have their own ways of checks and balances, life is not as good as expected, and all sentient beings are actually the same, heaven and earth are still incomplete, let alone us small sentient beings? ”
The fox girl smiled and nodded, and didn't say anything more, maybe what I said was exactly what she thought in her heart. This is her choice, she chooses to take on the fate of the entire fox clan, and she can't go back to being an ordinary fox clansman, so she can no longer have her own destiny like other clansmen. This test is really set up for the new patriarch of the fox clan in the future!
"Big brother?"
Suddenly, the fox girl turned around and shouted in surprise, and I hurriedly followed the fox sister's line of sight. But not far away, the eldest prince of the fox clan and the two of them slowly appeared from the dream. It seems that they have also passed the second test, but I don't know what their test is, but no matter what kind of test, it is unlikely that they will be the same as us, after all, they are two big men, and they will not become husband and wife in the dream world, right?
I couldn't help but smile, and when I saw Martingale Lingzhi, I couldn't help but ask: "Martingale Lingzhi, in my dream, the bandit leader who was beaten by our Hujia Village, don't tell me it's you!" Hahaha......"
"Humph!"
Martingale immediately snorted coldly, turned around and stopped looking at me. Looking at this way, the bandit leader in the dream may be a martingale order. But I'm curious why he grabbed a group of women back, is it...... I then glanced at the eldest son of the fox clan, could it be ...... Well, I probably get it. After snorting coldly, he turned around and stopped paying attention to me, perhaps still haunting what happened in the dream.
And the eldest son of the fox clan, after seeing the fox sister, just quietly glanced at the fox sister, and then turned around, from beginning to end, I didn't hear him say a word at all. However, the fox sister opened her mouth and asked: "Big brother, I didn't expect you to pass the second test, little sister is here to congratulate you!" However, after hearing the words of the fox sister, the eldest son of the fox clan shook his sleeves suddenly, snorted coldly and walked away with the martingale order.
The fox girl turned her head and looked at me in astonishment, and her face was embarrassed.