Chapter 793: Self-blame

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"Lin Mu ~ Lin Mu, you unfilial descendant... , are you worthy of me, the ancestors of the Lin family..."

"Grandpa, grandpa I don't have it, I don't have it.... ”

"Lin Mu, you are an unfilial descendant, I can't rest in peace under the nine springs, it's hard to rest in peace..."

"Grandpa... Grandpa..."

"Doctor Lin, help me... , please help me..."

"Doctor Lin, I don't want to die, please save me~" Tieqing's faces were full of pleading.

"Ah~!" An exclamation in the middle of the night, Lin Mu woke up from his dream again, and sat up from the bed suddenly, the futon under him was already wet.

The faint moonlight shone on his bed from the window. Sitting on the bed, his legs slightly bent, his hands along his forehead in his sweaty hair, his loose eyes full of sadness and helplessness.

Four months ago...

An ambulance stopped at the door of the small clinic in Linmu, and a group of people hurriedly jumped out of the car. Several young men in white coats, carrying a stretcher, quickly rushed into the clinic.

"Doctor, doctor!" a jumble of footsteps accompanied by a hurried shout reached the ears of the busy wood.

"What's wrong?" Lin Mu put down the medical scripture in his hand and hurriedly greeted him.

"Doctor Lin, you must save my father, Dean Fang said, now only you can save him. A middle-aged man in his early 40s, seeing Lin Mu, seemed to grasp a ray of light, took a few steps forward, held his hand tightly, and had a pleading expression on his face.

Lin Mu pulled out his hand, walked to the stretcher, and glanced at the patient on the stretcher.

"Huh?" I saw him frown slightly, why is this old man so familiar, as if he has seen it somewhere?

"Doctor Lin, how is it?" Seeing Lin Mu frowning, the middle-aged man asked nervously.

"Nothing. Lin Mu shook his head, put aside his chaotic thoughts, opened the old man's eyelids and looked at it, and then opened the old man's mouth and looked at the tongue coating.

"Drunk? Hurry, move closer to my operating room. Lin Mu hurriedly urged.

Several doctors carrying stretchers, hearing this sound, hurriedly carried the patient to the backyard, looking at the familiarity, it was obviously not the first time to come here.

"Brother Lin, what's wrong?" A bright figure walked out of the rest area and came to Lin Mu, but the tiredness on her face could not be concealed.

"Linlin, change into surgical gowns and sterile gloves, there is an operation to do, and you may have to rest later. Lin Mu looked at the latter apologetically, because he knew that she had been working for more than twenty hours in a row.

"Okay! right away. After saying that, he hurried back to the locker room.

"Doctor Lin, my father..."The middle-aged man looked anxious, and the group of people behind him also looked straight at Lin Mu.

"I don't dare to make sure that I can be cured now, and I don't know how you family members behaved, the patient had cerebrovascular lesions before, don't you know?" After speaking, regardless of the latter's face, Chen Lin, who had changed his clothes, entered the operating room.

What Lin Mu didn't know was that when he was doing this operation in the operating room, there were already people gathered outside the clinic, and there were more and more wrinkles.

"Linlin, periosteal stripper. ”

"Give..."

(SBP) ≥ 180 mmHg to give a blood pressure reduction. ”

"Yes. ”

"Esmolol, intravenous push 250μg/kg, 25~300μg/kg/min intravenous administration. ”

"Done. ”

"Blood transfusion..."

Five hours later...

"Whew~!It's finally done. Lin Mu wiped the sweat from his head with his cuffs and smiled with satisfaction.

"Linlin, I'll go out to take a breath, please take care of it. ”

"Good. Chen Lin looked at him physically and mentally exhausted, and his eyes were full of distress.

Lin Mu dragged his heavy steps and opened the door of the operating room, and the black crowd really startled him.

"Doctor Lin, you're out, how is my father?" The middle-aged man saw Lin Mu walking out, and hurriedly rushed over, and the people behind him also looked at him with anticipation.

"Fortunately..."

"Brother Lin, it's no good!" a rapid scream sounded from the operating room.

"What's wrong?" Lin Mu hurriedly ran back to the operating room.

"ICH destroys brain tissue and has an inflammatory response. But at the patient's age, he can't afford another operation, maybe he can't survive..."Chen Lin trembled, his eyes staring straight at the old man on the hospital bed.

Lin Mu closed his eyes weakly, and in this game with death, he was defeated again.

Lin Mu doesn't remember how he walked home that night. I just remember that night, the streets and alleys of the whole city were lit with white candles. There are strips of white cloth hanging in front of the house.

Because in the whole Spring City over the years, the only old mayor who is dedicated to the people has left the world in his hospital bed.

The whole city mourns!

Lin Mu's heart was full of powerlessness, he couldn't save the old mayor, let alone cure the grief of the people of the city.

......

"Divine Doctor, Divine Doctor. What kind of miracle doctor am I? What is the use of studying abroad for a few years? I can only watch my patients leave me again and again, but I can't do anything about it. Lin Mu smiled self-deprecatingly.

With his feet on the side of the bed, he pulled out a seemingly bulky leather leather case from under the bed. When he opened the suitcase, he saw a certificate, medals and certificates in front of him. Nobel Prize in Physiology, Nightingale Prize, Red Cross Medal, Lasker Prize for Clinical Medical Research......

Lin Mu stroked them one by one, his eyes full of determination. Then he dragged the box to the window, opened the window, and threw the medals and certificates out of the window.

"Huh?"

A tattered book made Lin Mu's hand smack, because he was sure that he had never seen this thing. Throwing it onto the bed, he grabbed the whole box and threw it out the window.

After doing all this, Lin Mu lay back in bed again, he has been a doctor since he was a child, and he has an amazing talent in studying medicine. After frenzied learning and a thirsty attitude, Lin Mu quickly realized his ideals. But when the ideal is realized, I find that the ideal is so far away from what I want. Whenever he thought of those desperate eyes and sad faces, his heart was full of guilt, self-blame and powerlessness.

"It's not what I want," Lin Mu muttered softly.

A touch of silver, through the moonlight, came into his eyes.

Lin Mu, who was not sleepy, sat up, turned on the lamp at the bedside, leaned on the head of the bed, and picked up the broken blue book with silver words printed on it.

"Lin's One Hundred and Eight Needles" suddenly appeared in front of him with several huge traditional characters.

"Lin's Acupuncture, Grandpa?" Lin Mu hurriedly opened the book.

As if to confirm his suspicions, a thin envelope slipped out of the book. He couldn't wait to open the envelope.

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