Chapter 1382: I Don't Love Him (2)

Yan Luoxi unilaterally made an appointment with Gu Qian, she got up and hurriedly washed, changed her clothes and hurried to the café non-stop, Gu Qian sat by the window with a haggard face, looking at the road outside the window in a daze.

Yan Luoxi sat down opposite her, and before she had time to take a breath, she asked with a slashed face, "Shallow, what's going on?" What happened during my time away from the Imperial Capital? ”

If it was just a trivial matter, it wouldn't be serious enough for her to leave the imperial capital.

Gu Qian lowered her head, holding the coffee cup in front of her with both hands, the coffee was already cold, exuding a faint burnt smell, and she felt bitter when she smelled it, but she drank the cold coffee in one breath as if she didn't know bitterness, as if she had just found the courage to speak.

"He knows who I am."

In just one sentence, the thrilling in it is not a problem, Yan Luoxi had expected it, but when she heard her say this, she still felt incredible, "Didn't you hide it well, what?" ”

"Sister Luo Xi, do you remember Dr. Yang?" Gu Qian looked up at her, and there was a dullness in those indifferent eyes, like a starless and moonless night sky, a dead silence.

Yan Luoxi was secretly shocked, "Well, I know. ”

"He probably got some news from her, and after a second check, he found out my true identity, and he moved to my dormitory just two days after you left."

Yan Luoxi really didn't expect things to go in this direction, "You guys live together?" ”

Gu Qian smiled bitterly, "It's not a cohabitation, he insisted on living in the dormitory and sleeping on my top bunk, originally...... Originally, I was shaken, but in the end, I still didn't have a chance. ”

Yan Luoxi frowned slightly, she always felt that Gu Qian's words seemed to be out of anger, but she was completely out of breath, "Qianqian, I've always wanted to ask you, do you have any feelings for Mo Beichen?" ”

Six years ago, Gu Qian fell in love with Shen Changqing at first sight, if Mo Beichen hadn't intervened, maybe they would have been a group of children and happily together. But Mo Beichen's foot was inserted and completely beat the mandarin duck.

Mo Beichen was cool for a while, and now all the bitter fruits he planted have rebounded to himself, and from her standpoint, I don't know whether to say that he is to blame or pitiful.

Gu Qian had never thought about this problem, the day before yesterday, Mo Beichen threatened her with the grace of parenting, she thought that she was entangled in this past and couldn't get away, it was entirely because of the grace of fifteen years of parenting.

But now she realizes that she is not.

"I ...... I don't know. Gu Qian had a rare hesitation in her heart, she was forced to have an abortion back then, she thought of the mother-son relationship between Mo Beichen and Mrs. Mo, she couldn't bear to destroy it, and swallowed all the bitter fruits by herself.

Even so, she still hoped that when he came back, he would hug him when he saw her, and comfort her that the child was gone, and that he would have another one in the future. She wanted an affectionate and considerate hug from her husband, but only received a cruel and even cold taunt.

She fled into the mountains in embarrassment, closed her heart, and wanted to imprison herself in the small world that she couldn't ask for, but she took a wrong step and owed Changqing a life, so far her feelings for Mo Beichen were completely sealed in her heart.

"Shallow." Yan Luoxi called softly, "Do you love him?" ”

The word love was too strong, and it seemed to have stung Gu Qian's nerves, and she said almost reflexively: "No, I don't love him, Sister Luoxi, I haven't loved him." ”

He was still hesitant just now, but at the moment he was resolute, Yan Luoxi didn't know how Gu Qian's mind turned back and forth in just a few seconds, until she saw the struggle in her eyes, she suddenly understood.

This is the last struggle of a man who is on the verge of drowning.

"Shallow, you have to be honest with your heart, if you are not willing to be honest with your heart, then no one can help you." Yan Luoxi sighed.

Gu Qian lowered his head, and the hand holding the cup was so tight that it seemed to crush the cup, and Yan Luoxi felt distressed for a while, she couldn't get along with herself and others.

But in the end, it will only hurt herself.

"Sister Luoxi, I know what I'm doing, you don't have to persuade me, I came to see you because I wanted to see you again before leaving. Gu Qian forced herself to calm down, but those she couldn't let go, but she couldn't continue.

Yan Luoxi finally panicked, she grabbed Gu Qian's hand, "Qianqian, listen to me, you and Mo Beichen have a good talk, and the result will definitely be discussed, don't leave so arbitrarily, don't let yourself regret it." ”

Gu Qian smiled slightly, "I don't feel sorry, Sister Luoxi, whether it was six years ago or six years later, you are the best person for me, I originally thought that if I can work with you and grow old together, it will be my greatest wish in this life." But the world makes people, maybe we have fate, but ......"

"Shallow, don't say anything later, we are good friends, no matter where you go, as long as you call, I will rush to your side thousands of miles away, what I want to say is that you are never alone, no."

Yan Luoxi experienced that kind of despair, just like when she left the imperial capital without hesitation and went to the unknown future, but at this moment she didn't want Gu Qian to repeat the same mistakes.

She wanted to do her best to keep her, but she knew she was determined to go.

That kind of sadness and despair made her more and more uncomfortable.

Gu Qian was provoked to tears by her words, she actually wanted to lean on her arms and cry bitterly, after crying, she would not run away, and bravely face her future, but no one taught her to rely on others.

"Sister Luoxi, I'm sorry, I'll leave first, and I've already put the resignation on your desk, so I won't go back to upset you." Gu Qian stood up and wanted to leave.

In the next second, her hand was held by Yan Luoxi, who looked up at her, with tears in her eyes, "You ruthless girl, I won't approve your resignation, you can go on a long trip, you can go to relax, but when you figure it out, I hope you come back." ”

Gu Qian's talent, being a room manager is simply condescending, and she knows it in her heart, but she still uses this lame reason to keep her. People say that once a person has no roots, he is like duckweed, and he doesn't know where he will go.

She hoped that her Van Ke Hotel would become her roots, and when she was tired and uncomfortable, she would be willing to come back to rest for a while, and then start again.

Gu Qian was overwhelmed with grief in her heart, how could she be virtuous, with such a close friend, she leaned over and hugged her, tears quickly wet her eyes, "Sister Luoxi, goodbye!" ”

Yan Luoxi choked up, she grabbed Gu Qian's clothes, not wanting her to leave, but in the next second, the corners of the clothes had been withdrawn from her hands, and the person who was still sitting in front of her just now had already drifted away and would never be seen again.