Chapter 20: She has to learn to be cruel to herself
When Ye Luo Yunhuang said this, his voice was low and mellow, like a guqin, so good.
Wife, what a beautiful word!
Gu Ningshuang's eyes moistened all of a sudden, and no one knew how sour and painful her heart was when she heard these words.
Is it hard? Is it hard?
It's not difficult, it's not difficult at all, he knows that this is what she has longed to hear the most!
Before, when the Gu family was still very brilliant, the Gu family was married to the Lu family, and she was the fiancΓ©e of Lu Shao and Lu Xiuhuai.
At that time, looking at the moonlight boy who was as gentle as jade, she was looking forward to it, and she was looking forward to becoming his wife at that time.
But Lu Qiuyan's death, the Lu family's divorce, and the ruthlessness and cruelty of the Lu family made her completely dead, and she didn't dare to think about it anymore.
Later, under the suppression of the Lu family, coupled with the fall of the major families, the Gu family gradually declined.
At this time, it was Han Sichen who appeared falsely and asked for warmth, she thought she could rely on her, but in the end, she found that the Han family was cruelly deceiving her and hurting her, and her brother and sister died.
She has no more relatives.
She only has hatred in her heart, how dare she look forward to it, how dare she rely on someone!
Thinking of the past, Gu Ningshuang's painful heart seemed to be torn, and when she thought of her sister's tragic death, she seemed to be unable to breathe.
Gu Ningshuang's eyes were red and she looked at Ye Luo Yunhuang, at this moment, her emotions seemed to be undisguised, and the pain in her heart was shown through her eyes without warning.
She said hoarsely: "Young Master Yeluo, thank you for your willingness to let me be your wife, but I'm sorry, I can't, I can't be your wife, I can't be the young grandmother of the Yeluo family, I'm sorry." β
Gu Ningshuang didn't realize that when she said this, her voice was shaking.
Ye Luo Yunhuang looked at Gu Ning Shuang like this, his body stiffened, her expression, the tragic pain in her eyes, all of a sudden, poked his heart all of a sudden.
Is he pushing too much?
"Gu Ningshuang, I'm still yesterday, don't be in a hurry to refuse me, I'll give you time to think about it."
You can take as long as you want.
The last sentence, Ye Luo Yunhuang said in his heart.
Gu Ningshuang's mood was a little tense, she took advantage of Ye Luo Yunhuang's soft expression, and quickly pulled her hand out of his palm, "I'm sorry, Young Master Ye Luo, I'll go back to the old mansion first." β
As she spoke, Gu Ningshuang's other hand also let go of Ye Luo Hongrui's hand, and she ran back to the Gu family's mansion almost in despair.
Ye Luo Yunhuang looked at the direction of the gate of the ancient family's mansion, and a faint light flashed in his eyes.
Ye Luo Hongrui looked up at Ye Luo Yunhuang, "Dad, Mom seems to be sad, doesn't Mom like us?" Rui Rui's heart hurts. β
He felt his mother's pain, and his heart hurt too.
Ye Luo Yunhuang squatted down and hugged Ye Luo Hongrui up, "Mom loves us, she just needs time, Rui Rui, we have to be patient, we have to give Mom enough time to prepare, okay?" β
"Okay, I'll stay with my mother."
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No one knew that at this time, after Gu Ningshuang ran back to the Gu family's mansion, she leaned against the wall inside the door, and her fingers buckled the wall, because she was too hard, her nails were oozing blood.
The Gu family's mansion was like a deserted mansion, without a single light, Gu Ningshuang hid himself in the dark and licked his wounds.
Looking at the familiar but unfamiliar mansion, she thought of the deaths of her grandmother, her brother, and her sister.
Especially her sister died in front of her eyes, she still remembered the appearance of blood all over her body.
She hasn't taken revenge yet, how dare she let herself go.
How dare she covet warmth by herself.
Gu Ningshuang bit her lip hard, with a determined light in her eyes, in order to become stronger, in order to take revenge, she also had to learn to be cruel to herself.
Just when Gu Ningshuang's heart was suffocating and aching, a voice suddenly sounded in the shadows, "Miss? β