Text Text_Chapter 1183 Forty-Nine City, End [15]
"Huh?!" Ye Luoming's eyes widened.
"This place doesn't belong to me, my relatives...... If I have relatives, I may still be in Linhai, I am more familiar with Linhai than here, I think I should go back, look for my relatives, maybe they left me in the orphanage back then because they had some last resort, maybe they are also like General Yang, do not give up looking for their relatives, looking for me...... Anyway, instead of staying here, it's better to go back. ”
After Lan Xinwu finished saying this, he smiled lightly, "Most people are ordinary, and there are few thrilling things in life, I am probably a little luckier than ordinary people, I can have everything that does not belong to me, and I have experienced the magnificent waves that ordinary people can't experience, I should be content, I feel sorry for the harm caused to you, to Qiu Yihan, and to everyone...... You may not need my apology, but this is sorry, and I should have said it. ”
"I didn't blame you," Ye Luoming looked at Lan Xinwu, "You were also deceived by Ou Mingzhu, even if you blame it, you should blame Ou Mingzhu a little more." ”
Lan Xinwu is a good person, otherwise, she wouldn't stay with her in that situation, she is not bad in essence.
"Whether it's a lie, or anything, some damage is still done, but it's a pity that I don't have any ability, and I don't have the ability to make up for it, I think I should feel guilty for the rest of my life," Lan Xinwu sighed lightly, "If you have the opportunity, you also need to use my place, you can find me in Linhai, once you have a life, it will be achieved." ”
"But you're just leaving? The Grandparents will be sad. Ye Luoming didn't want Lan Xinwu to say goodbye so without saying goodbye.
"No," Lan Xinwu said with a smile, "I have figured out a lot of things, I don't go back to escape, but to face the life that belongs to me, he will only be happy for me, not sad for me, I know, Yang ...... Grandpa, he is an open-minded person, not limited to small details, and he will not blame me. ”
Hearing Lan Xinwu say this, Ye Luoming had no choice but to nod, remembered another thing, looked at Lan Xinwu, and asked in a low voice, "That Jian Yunfeng...... You like him, don't you? ”
Hearing this question, Lan Xinwu lowered her eyelashes, and after a moment, replied softly, "...... I like it. ”
I like it.
She likes Jian Yunfeng.
Loved it.
"Sure enough......" Ye Luoming sighed softly, "You like Jian Yunfeng and still have to leave, you have to know that Jian Yunfeng is the only man in the Jian family, it is impossible for him to leave here, let alone go to Linhai, if you leave, there will be no chance." ”
"I stay here, and I don't have a chance," Lan Xinwu looked up, his smile was as light as a cloud, and he was blown away by the wind at any time, "I like him, but he doesn't like me, I know, he is disgusted with me at first, then pity, and finally sympathy...... None of these are love. ”
Ye Luoming looked at Lan Xinwu and couldn't help but sigh in her heart.
Jian Yunfeng said that he didn't like the Blue Heart Dance, and Jian Yunfeng was the kind of person who wouldn't hide his feelings.
To like is to like, not to like is not to like, he knows very well.
"Jian Yunfeng's identity is different from mine, I shouldn't have wanted to climb him in the first place, not to mention that he doesn't like me either, I never force anything, the only thing I have forced is General Yang...... Unfortunately, he wasn't mine, and I didn't force it. I don't want to do that to Jian Yunfeng, I like him, I liked him before, I like it now, I may like it for a long, long time...... After a long time, he had forgotten about me as a person. ”
Smiling, Lan Xinwu looked at Ye Luoming, "He's very good, really good, he deserves a woman who can really be worthy of him and can really be liked by him, that person is not me, not at the beginning, and it won't be in the future, there are many ways to like a person, don't bother him, quietly like him is also one, I choose this." ”
“…… I, I have a friend," Ye Luoming suddenly said, "He likes a girl, he likes it very much, but unfortunately this girl didn't choose him in the end, he let this girl go, I haven't understood, I can grasp it again, why give up so easily, he didn't answer me, but now, I probably know the answer." ”
Because she knew, she felt even more heartache for Yun Shuying.
As Blue Heart Dance said, I like her, I liked her before, I like it now, and I may like it for a long, long time...... It's been a long time, Mu Qianying has forgotten him, it's been a long time, Mu Qianying has someone else by her side, it's been a long time, the end of this Yun Shuying's life.
This feeling is really not good.
"Then I'm leaving, in the future, I hope there will be a chance to meet, if we can really meet, we should be able to be friends, you are an admirable person, unlike me...... Forget it, I'm leaving. ”
"Wait!" Ye Luoming spoke, "...... You like Jian Yunfeng, even if you don't stay, won't you even see him? ”
“…… Well, I ...... I'll go see him," Lan Xinwu smiled faintly, "After all, I like him......"
One person likes the other.
But they can't be together.
Many times, when you meet the right person at the wrong time, you are destined to miss it in the end.
It's not that you don't love.
It's love, it's wrong.
……
Lan Xinwu called and asked Jian Yunfeng to meet in a park not far from the military region.
Jian Yunfeng received the call and went without thinking too much.
After waiting for a while, Blue Heart Dance walked over.
She wore a pure white dress, her skirt was light, her face was beautiful, and her smile was a little indifferent and bitter, and she stood in front of Jian Yunfeng.
"What are you looking for from me?" Jian Yunfeng asked, and after asking, he felt very strange again, "Shouldn't you be busy for tomorrow at this time?" My grandmother and my sister will go, as well as Si Yuzhe's house, and there are many people, aren't you busy? ”
"Don't be busy with me," Lan Xinwu smiled, "I don't know anything about this kind of thing, and it's not my turn to be busy, I asked you out to talk to you about something, and I'll leave after that." ”
"Oh," Jian Yunfeng nodded, "What's the matter?" ”
"Well......" Lan Xinwu looked at him, hesitated for a moment, and smiled again, "When I was very young in the orphanage, the dean told us a story, and told the story of the lucky star, it is said that every child has a lucky container that accompanies them to be born, some have more capacity, they are more lucky, and some have less capacity, they will be unlucky, our abandoned children belong to the unfortunate kind, but even if they are unlucky, they must live bravely......"
Jian Yunfeng was a little puzzled, and didn't understand why Lan Xinwu suddenly talked about it.
"Jian Yunfeng," Lan Xinwu smiled lightly at him, "I can meet you, even if it is wrong, it must be my luckiest thing, I have spent all the luck I have saved, so I am destined to only meet you, but I can't...... And then there will be. “
Hearing this, Jian Yunfeng understood, and at the same time felt very apologetic, "Lan Xinwu, you're not bad, but I'm ...... I ...... to you There really isn't that ......."
"I know," Lan Xinwu interrupted him, smiling softly, "I don't blame you, liking you is my own business, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to respond to me, you don't have to feel indebted to me, you just don't like me, it's not wrong." ”
Of course, Jian Yunfeng knew that there was nothing wrong.
But as a man, he still made a woman sad after all.
"Jian Yunfeng," Lan Xinwu called him with a smile, "Let's play a game, you and I turn our backs and take seven steps forward each, don't look back, if I can still catch you...... Can you hug me? ”
“…… What the? Jian Yunfeng was stunned.
"It's just a game, just think, you pity me, play with me."
Jian Yunfeng looked at Lan Xinwu, the despair and misery she saw in her eyes, after all, she still couldn't bear it, and nodded, "Okay." ”
"Well, turn your back."
Jian Yunfeng turned his back, and Lan Xinwu also turned his back, "I'm starting to count...... One...... 2. ......"
Jian Yunfeng walked forward step by step, and Lan Xinwu stepped back step by step.
"Three ......"
"Four ......"
"Five ......"
"Six ......"
“…… Seven"
Jian Yunfeng stopped, and his hand was suddenly grabbed.
He turned his head and saw Lan Xinwu standing in front of him, "You ......"
"I won," Lan Xinwu smiled faintly, "Please, hug me, okay?" ”
Jian Yunfeng didn't expect him to go forward, and the Blue Heart Dance would step back, keeping up with him step by step.
Even though he doesn't like Blue Heart Dance, but Blue Heart Dance is so affectionate, he is still moved, in his life, there is a woman who loves him like this, but he is not moved, it is really a debt.
Jian Yunfeng slowly stretched out his hand and hugged Lan Xinwu in his arms.
Lan Xinwu closed her eyes, tears falling quietly.
Jian Yunfeng's embrace was as warm and comfortable as she thought, with an inexplicable sense of security.
Lan Xinwu was not greedy, and after hugging him, he withdrew from Jian Yunfeng's embrace, looked up at his extremely handsome face, and finally gave a smile, "I will remember that in my life, the man I like has hugged me, even if it is only once, it is enough, Jian Yunfeng, goodbye." ”
After saying this, he turned his head and walked away slowly.
"......" Jian Yunfeng looked at Lan Xinwu's back, and a feeling of farewell swelled up.
But he is not an abusive person, since he knows very well that it is not love for Blue Heart Dance, he will not, and should not give Blue Heart Dance any illusion.
In this way, it is best for the Blue Heart Dance.
Lan Xinwu couldn't help but didn't look back, but she didn't hold back her tears.
Large tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.
She is reluctant to Jian Yunfeng, reluctant to Yang Yan, reluctant to have the love brought by the family affection and illusion that she has had for a short time.
Pity.
It's not hers, so she can't keep it.
The wrong family affection was returned to Ye Luoming.
The love brought by the illusion was also left to Jian Yunfeng.
She's ......
She has nothing, a person who has nothing, and in the end, even the only remaining family affection and love are lost.
Turning over the flower bed, Lan Xinwu looked at the suitcase that had been prepared, slowly dragging it, and gradually moving away.
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