1107 The Ability to Believe in Me (1)
The sound of water dripping in the bathroom was heard, and the man's wide waist and narrow buttocks were reflected on the half-ground glass, which was quite tempting, Yan Luoxi sighed, she picked up her clothes and put them on, and went downstairs to get a bottle of red wine.
What does Li Yeqi want to talk to her, she knows in her heart, it's just a demon in her heart, how can she say it?
And how much harm will these words cause to him?
Li Yeqi came out of the shower and looked at the empty bedroom, his thin lips pursed into a straight line, and he knew that she would definitely escape. He wiped his hair as he walked out of the bedroom.
He went to the children's room first and found that she was not in the children's room, so he turned around and went downstairs. Walking to the jogging platform on the second floor, he saw a woman pouring herself a drink on the sofa in the living room downstairs.
She doesn't drink alcohol often, even if it's the New Year's holiday, she only drinks drinks, but at this time, the bottle of red wine in front of her has already drunk most of it.
He twisted his eyebrows and walked slowly downstairs.
After they reunited, they were only together in the hotel, and she didn't have any resistance, which shows that she is not impossible, but why can't she do it now?
He knew that she must have something to hide from him.
The sofa next to her sank a little, Yan Luoxi turned her head, and saw that he had just come out of the bath, she smiled drunkenly, "You are done." ”
Li Yeqi pursed her lips and reached out to take the wine glass in her hand, "Why did you come down to drink?" ”
"Suddenly I want to drink, Li Yeqi, let's continue what we didn't finish just now." Saying that, she leaned over to kiss him, but the man reached out to cover her face, Yan Luoxi was probably drunk, and she was very unhappy with his refusal, "Don't you want to?" ”
Li Yeqi gritted his teeth, how could he not want to? Every time he shouted to stop at the last step, God knows how broken he was, and he wanted to treat her ruthlessly, but he couldn't, and in the end it was just himself who was abused.
"Let's talk."
Yan Luoxi nestled aggrievedly into the sofa, she flattened her mouth, "I'm drunk, I want to sleep." ”
Li Yeqi didn't fight anywhere, she was obviously playing tricks and didn't want to talk to him, he leaned over, pressed her on the sofa, gritted his teeth and said: "Xi'er, if you dare to sleep, believe it or not, I forced you?" ”
Yan Luoxi opened her eyes and looked at the man's feigned anger, she snorted and laughed, "Li Ershao, you are a hooligan." ”
Li Yeqi pulled her up, and he said with a straight face: "Xi'er, I want to know what you think, do you hate me for touching you?" ”
Yan Luoxi shook his head, "It's not annoying." ”
"And you hate kissing me?"
"It's not annoying." She didn't hate it, his kisses and touches made her feel very happy, but she couldn't overcome the obstacles in her heart, especially every time she was in a pinch, the words would ring in her ears like a curse.
Li Yeqi narrowed his eyes, "So you don't hate my touch, you don't hate kissing me, you just hate going to the last step, right?" ”
Yan Luoxi rubbed her eyebrows, she didn't know how to answer him, "Li Yeqi, I don't hate it, and I don't hate you for going to the last step, I'm just ......"
"Just what?"
Yan Luoxi lowered her eyes, she bit her lower lip, unable to say the reason, "I'm sorry, I won't trouble you in the future, I, let's sleep in separate beds, so you may feel better." ”
Li Yeqi frowned, "So the result of my negotiation with you is that you want to sleep in a separate bed with me?" Ciel, did I scare you? Or is my ** scared you? ”
Yan Luoxi looked up at him, seeing the injury flashing in his eyes, she really hated herself like this, "No, you didn't make me scared, I just, just ......"
Li Yeqi looked at her spitting out, he slowly withdrew his hand, and wiped his hair for a while, "We were in the hotel that day, and you didn't resist the emotion, or was it because I was too anxious that day and didn't take too much care of your feelings, so did it make you scared?" ”
But he didn't want to be so rough, he longed for her too much, when that desire could finally be realized, he was so excited that he couldn't help himself, and even the gentleness he had thought about before was all left behind, he just wanted to be buried deep in her body, and really felt that she really belonged to him.
Yan Luoxi's cheeks flushed, and he couldn't help but stammer: "No, no." ”
"Why is that?" Li Yeqi turned his head to look at her, if he couldn't find an answer, then they would have been as he'd been holding back like now, especially since he was still a few days away.
If this problem is left in their midst, and when he comes back in two months, maybe their relationship will regress to when they first met, and maybe it will be worse than that time.
Yan Luoxi bit her lip and was silent, she didn't dare to say it, because it was her psychological barrier now, and she was worried that after she said it, it would become his psychological barrier. Forced into a desperate situation by his repeated questions, Yan Luoxi got up and took the initiative to sit on his lap, and put his little hand into his bathrobe, "Li Yeqi, let's try again." ”
Li Yeqi frowned, she wanted to divert his attention in this way, which meant that she still wouldn't tell him the reason. Feeling lost, he gently grabbed her slender wrist and pulled her hand out.
"Go to sleep, it's not too early." With that, he picked her up and put her on the couch, and he got up and went upstairs.
Yan Luoxi looked at his back in a daze, and her heart was extremely uneasy, but she didn't catch up, because she knew that she couldn't give him any answer, and she couldn't accept him.
This night, Li Yeqi didn't hold her to sleep anymore, the two were back to back, the first time they were so far apart.
Yan Luoxi was very sleepy, and the wine came up in bursts, but she couldn't sleep, pricked up her ears to listen to the movement next to her, but heard the man breathing long, and after a while, she lay flat and tilted her head to look at him.
His back was broad and sturdy, but at the moment it gave people a kind of indifference that was rejected thousands of miles away, she slowly stretched out her hand, wanting to touch his back, but when she was about to touch him, she retracted her hand.
She sighed, lifted the quilt and stepped lightly into bed, came to the sofa, and in the moonlight outside the window, she saw the little yellow duck resting on the coffee table, she picked it up and played with it in her hand.
Maybe Dr. Xu is right, her demons need to be spoken, and maybe after she speaks, everything will be different.
She raised her eyes to look at the figure of the man on the bed, and she secretly made up her mind that she would go to see Dr. Xu tomorrow, and tell her the secrets and fears hidden in her heart no matter what.
Li Yeqi didn't fall asleep, and was rejected by the woman he loved, which hurt not only the man's self-esteem, but also a heart that loved her. So she got up and got out of bed, went to the sofa and sat in a daze, and he knew everything.
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