Text Chapter 478: An Atmosphere of Despair

Song Xuecheng heard Song Ruyi's questioning words, and his body was stunned.

Of course, he knew how difficult it was for two children to survive, just how difficult it was for him to do research and get investment from businessmen.

But Song Xuecheng felt that he was also having a hard time, if he wanted to take Song Ruyi and Song Cute two children, then the research on super bacteria would definitely not be able to be carried out.

Song Xuecheng felt that it was acceptable to give up some things in order to study superbacteria.

After Song Xuecheng figured it out, he immediately retorted loudly with a red face: "Which celebrity do you think can be dragged down by the family?" How can you understand my ambitions? Those who achieve great things cannot be trapped in a small family. ”

The more Song Xuecheng spoke, the more he felt that his thoughts were correct, and his voice became more and more reasonable.

"In that case, then why do you want to get married and start a family? Why did you give birth to me and my sister? Since you can't do what a father should do, you shouldn't have given birth to me and my sister in the first place. Song Ruyi asked Song Xuecheng excitedly, and cried again.

Fei Yinan squatted down, and his hand ran down Song Ruyi's back, calming Song Ruyi's emotions.

Song Xuecheng looked at Song Ruyi's emotional appearance, felt that Song Ruyi didn't understand him, and said hatefully: "Why can't you understand and understand my father's ambition?" ”

But Song Xuecheng felt that he still owed Song Ruyi and the two sisters, and after sighing, he continued to explain: "At that time, there was no conflict between my family and my ambitions, why can't I start a family?" ”

Song Ruyi heard Song Xuecheng's explanation like shaking his hands, and felt funny and angry.

Song Ruyi pointed at Song Xuecheng with his finger, laughing wildly, and suddenly the laughter stopped abruptly, Song Ruyi said mockingly: "Is it that as long as there is a conflict, you can give up everything?" Include your identity. ”

Song Ruyi's eyes were hazy with tears, looking up at such a father, her heart was sad and desperate, and the love for Song Xuecheng's teaching when she was a child disappeared without a trace.

Song Xuecheng looked at Song Ruyi, who was sitting on the ground, and said firmly: "If I am given another chance to do it again, I will still choose this path." Even though I knew there were a lot of difficulties ahead and I knew I needed to give up my family, I would still do it. Because it's my ambition to develop superbugs so that I can create a whole new human society. ”

Song Ruyi listened to what Song Xuecheng said, and knew that her former father had changed, and he was no longer the existence she admired in her heart. also knew that in Song Xuecheng's heart, the status of the family was not worth mentioning. Such a blow is undoubtedly huge for Song Ruyi.

Fei Yinan saw Song Ruyi's dejected appearance and knew that it was difficult for her to accept this fact in her heart.

No matter who you are, when one day you find that the existence in your heart is not what you imagined, you will definitely not be able to accept it in a short time.

Fei Yinan also understands Song Ruyi's feelings for Song Xuecheng, after all, he is her father. When his father said it himself, he would still choose to abandon himself, and it was strange that he didn't feel uncomfortable.

Fei Yinan knew what Song Ruyi wanted to know, stood up, looked at Song Xuecheng, and asked on behalf of Song Ruyi: "You said before that Pei Aoting's father was studying super bacteria with you, so where is he now?" ”

Song Xuecheng looked at Fei Yinan, and then at Song Ruyi on the ground, and understood that this was also what Song Ruyi wanted to know.

"Naturally, he's doing research. After all, after so many years of research, it is time to work harder and strive to study the flawless superbacteria as soon as possible. When Song Xuecheng talked about super bacteria, a proud look involuntarily appeared on his face.

When Fei Yinan saw Song Xuecheng's expression, he knew that the research on super bacteria would definitely be successful.

But after all, he is not a professional researcher, and he has no knowledge in this area, so he can't understand the specific research of superbacteria from Song Xuecheng's words.

"What I want to ask is where Pei Aoting's father is, not what he does." Fei Yinan knew that Pei Aoting, like Song Ruyi, had not had his father by his side since he was a child. Song Ruyi definitely wanted to find out about his father for his good friend, so Fei Yinan wanted to know where Pei Aoting's father was.

"I can't tell you that. It's a place of research, and the results of all my years of hard work can't afford to fail at this final stage. Song Xuecheng looked at Fei Yinan and said apologetically.

Regarding the matter of super bacteria, Song Xuecheng was extremely careful, and he would not let it happen if it was possible to cause the research to fail.

Fei Yinan saw firmness in Song Xuecheng's eyes, and understood that it was impossible for Song Xuecheng to tell where Pei Aoting's father was.

But Fei Yinan still wants to work harder. "Don't you feel like you're being selfish? For his own selfish interests, he abandoned his family and ignored his children. ”

Fei Yinan asked imposingly, not giving Song Xuecheng a chance to react, and continued: "Forget it, after all, this is your business." What you do with it has nothing to do with outsiders. But don't you feel a little guilty about tearing up other people's families? ”

Fei Yinan's sentences are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people and make people reflect.

His fig leaf was torn off naked, and Song Xuecheng's face was very ugly.

Song Xuecheng knew that no matter how reasonable he said, the fact that he did not fulfill his responsibilities to his children would not change.

"So what? Now Pei Aoting's father doesn't blame me. Song Xuecheng said unreasonably with a stiff neck.

Fei Yinan expressed helplessness about this shameless behavior, so he could only wait in silence.

Song Xuecheng also knew that he was a little unreasonable, but he had already said it, and it was impossible to take it back, so he could only stubbornly stalemate with Fei Yinan.

At this time, Song Ruyi suddenly sneered, looked at Song Xuecheng with lost eyes, and said calmly: "People like you are hopeless, no matter how big a mistake you make, you will make excuses for your mistakes, and you will not admit your mistakes." ”

Song Ruyi smiled bitterly, supporting the ground with both hands, staggering to stand up. Fei Yinan saw that Song Ruyi wanted to stand up, so he immediately helped Song Ruyi to prevent Song Ruyi from falling.

Song Ruyi, with the help of Fei Yinan, barely stood up.

Song Ruyi leaned on Fei Yinan's body, looked directly at Song Xuecheng, and continued: "How can I have a father like you? If I knew you were such a selfish father, I would rather not have you as a father. ”

Song Ruyi's face was unwavering, but she knew how much pain she felt in her heart.

Fei Yinan felt the pain in his wrist, looked at Song Ruyi with an expression on his face, and felt that Song Ruyi's appearance was distressing. Fei Yinan tightened his hand on Song Ruyi's shoulder, hoping to give her a little support.

Song Xuecheng was shocked by Song Ruyi's resolute words, and then felt sad.

Song Xuecheng thought to himself: Why does his daughter not understand herself so much? He said such hurtful things. "You were born by me, and if you want to sever the relationship, it is also up to me to say it, and I can't help you." Song Xuecheng said angrily to Song Ruyi.

Since Song Xuecheng was able to leave Song Ruyi behind for research before, now Song Xuecheng is just sad for a while, and after a while, Song Xuecheng is no longer sad.

But for Song Ruyi's disrespectful behavior, Song Xuecheng was really angry, and he couldn't wait to slap Song Ruyi.

Song Ruyi heard Song Xuecheng's words, and there was a momentary sluggishness on his calm face, and then he cried and laughed, holding Fei Yinan's hand more and more.

Song Ruyi roared viciously: "You also know that I was born by you!" You just know! Why is it up to you to decide everything? I'm not the same person I was anymore and I can make my own decisions. Song Ruyi's face was full of tears, and the sadness in his eyes was unobstructed.

Song Xuecheng was speechless for a while, looking at the collapsed Song Ruyi, Song Xuecheng's heart was also very uncomfortable. After all, this is his daughter, although she has not fulfilled her responsibilities as a father since she was a child, how can the blood relationship be severed.

Song Xuecheng's heart thought of the suffering he had suffered in order to continue to study super bacteria, and he felt that the previous sentimentality was insignificant.

"I don't want to talk to you about this now, I'm your father as long as I'm alive." Song Xuecheng returned to his initial coldness and said lightly to Song Ruyi.

Fei Yinan has always been by his side, unable to understand Song Xuecheng's behavior of abandoning his family and children because he has become a research superstar, and he is also ashamed of Song Xuecheng's thoughts, and he doesn't care about his family and friends at all for research.

Fei Yinan held Song Ruyi and said coldly: "She doesn't want you as a father, she has said it many times."

Song Xuecheng felt that Fei Yinan was very eye-catching, and he was always intertwined between him and Song Ruyi, and what he said was also unpleasant.

"This is our family affair, and it has nothing to do with you." Song Xuecheng stared at Fei Yinan and slowly opened his mouth.

When Fei Yinan heard Song Xuecheng's words, he felt very funny. Compared with Song Xuecheng, Fei Yinan feels that he is more like Song Ruyi's family, and he is still Song Ruyi's husband, and he is even more of her family.

"I feel like I'm more qualified than you to say the word family." After Fei Yinan finished speaking, he looked at Song Xuecheng with a smile.

Song Xuecheng blushed because of Fei Yinan's words, of course he understood what Fei Yinan meant, but it was because he understood that he felt ashamed.

"Yes, he is more qualified to speak of family than you, because he can at least care for his family and fulfill his due responsibilities." Song Ruyi thought of this, the pain in her heart was difficult to regenerate, and the whole person lost her original brilliance.

When Fei Yinan saw the lifeless Song Ruyi, he sympathized with Song Ruyi even more, and didn't understand why Song Ruyi would meet such a father. He can only cheer for Song Ruyi in his heart now, hoping that she can survive a blow.

Song Xuecheng knew that Song Ruyi was very sad, but he didn't come here today for these trivial matters, although it was an accident to meet Song Ruyi, but it did delay a lot of time.

Song Xuecheng came here for an important matter, so Song Xuecheng didn't pay attention to Song Ruyi's sadness and disappointment, and was ready to say the purpose of this time.