Su Youyi's face turned pale.

Since she became the queen mother, standing in this high position at the top of the clouds, there are few things that can make her unable to maintain her face.

Facing Ji Yushen today, she found that she couldn't restrain herself.

Just like when she was a child, if she lied in front of Ji Yushen, she would always be discovered by him quickly.

Su Youyi felt that she was still the same as when she was a child in front of him.

He saw through himself.

She pursed her lips and didn't speak.

Only then did Ji Yushen say: "If I wanted him to die from the beginning, why did I take out that prescription?" Have you ever wondered? ”

Before Su Youyi could answer, Ji Yushen said to herself: "You must think that I can't bear to see the spread of the epidemic in the capital, so I have to come up with a prescription for relief as soon as possible." As for the life of the first emperor, you can plan it slowly. Oh, Youyi, you think too highly of me. ”

He looked at Su Youyi's eyes and said word by word, "In order to get you, I can take on the world, not to mention the people of this city?" ”

Su Youyi had no doubt that he could indeed do such a thing.

Since the Ji family was wiped out, Ji Yushen's heart has become much colder.

When it comes to human life, it's not as important as it used to be......

Su Youyi said: "Since you took out that prescription, why did you secretly add an inexplicable **** to it?" You didn't even tell me about it......"

"You're wrong."

Ji Yu hooked the corners of his lips, "It's not a poison that can't be cured, it's just that the antidote is in my hands, and the doctor who made the poison was killed by me, and no one in this world knows about it except me." ”

Su Youyi frowned.

Ji Yushen said slowly: "Since I handed over that prescription, I have the determination to die. I know that I am lying dormant next to Li Ge Lao in order to avenge my great revenge, and one day the rabbit will die and the dog will cook, and the first emperor will not tolerate me. I'm not afraid of death, and the only person I can't let go of is just you. ”

Seeing that Su Youyi was silent, he continued: "You intercede for me, and the first emperor will be suspicious of you in every way. Although you and I have been married, in the end, we have never exceeded the rules. I'm married, you...... You're completely dead to me. But the first emperor refused to listen, how do you want me to believe that he can treat you well after I die? ”

Su Youyi only felt that her throat was astringent, the wind blew the trees, and the branches of the willow trees by the river rattled.

She heard her own voice say, "The first emperor treats me as ruthlessly as you think. I'm also not so stupid to put myself in danger. ”

"Just because of my intercession, the first emperor Jin sealed the tortoise concubine who has always been disrespectful to you, and also grounded you in the Kunning Palace, isn't this dangerous?"

Ji Yushen said lightly: "The first emperor was a person with three queens, and he was only a year old when he died, if he didn't die, no one knew if he would have a fourth." ”

Su Youyi paused and looked up at him, "It turns out that the first emperor died because of me." You're afraid that he will hurt me, so you want to drag him down even if you die. But have you ever thought about ......?"

She took a deep breath and couldn't say more.

Ji Yushen looked at her eyes that were as clear as mountain springs, after so many years, Su Youyi's appearance had not changed, and her bearing was even more noble.

Even those eyes are more vibrant, even more than before.

He could guess what the unfinished sentence was.

"But have you ever thought about what would happen if you didn't have the benevolence of the first emperor, you both died, and I was left alone?"

In fact, something like this happened, three whole years.

In those three years, Su Youyi thought that Ji Yushen and the first emperor had gone, and she took the young Yuanzhi to the court alone, and supported the court with a woman's immature shoulders.

She did a great job.

Now the atmosphere of the court is clear, and I don't know how many times better than when the first emperor was in the court.

When the government and the opposition mentioned the Queen Mother, they were all praised.

Some praise her for her loyalty and integrity, wholeheartedly protect the Yuan family, and do not fight for power for herself, it can be seen that she is loyal to the first emperor, even if she is a male favorite, it is just a means to deal with traitors in the court.

There are those who praise her for her intelligence and courage, she dares to generously use her own cronies such as Su Zhiming, and can ask Su Zhiming to show her talent and honesty to convince people, this courage even men have to admire.

She is also praised for her appearance like a fairy, making people forget the vulgar when they see her, her bearing is like an orchid, and her majesty is extraordinary......

Every time Ji Yushen heard these words, he couldn't help but feel joy, and then turned worried.

He knows Su Youyi, Su Youyi is just a naturally intelligent person, but she likes to travel freely and freely in the mountains and forests.

Even if she had to leave her back then, when she was the most depressed, she also entered the palace with the blessing of Yuanzhi first, and then the blessing of the first emperor, and she never needed to fight hard by herself.

But when Ji Yushen and the first emperor "died" one after another, Su Youyi had to change from a sheltered person to a sheltered person.

She sheltered Yuanzhi and the little princes, and stood at the forefront, with real knives and guns, fighting constantly......

When she was the most difficult, Ji Yushen was not worthy of being by her side.

This is his biggest regret.

Su Youyi sighed, and suddenly laughed softly, as if she felt funny, she shook her head, "That's it, you're back now." ”

What she didn't say was that you are the best when you live.

As long as he is alive, the grievances she has suffered over the years do not seem to be wronged.

Ji Yushen stretched out his hand to her, he had waited too long for this moment, so that when it really came, he who had always been calm became nervous.

"I lost you back then, give me another chance to atone for my sins, okay?"

……

In the distance, high in the lakeside water pavilion, someone is flying on the roof.

Nameless sat on the roof, looking at the pavilion by the lake, watching Su Youyi and Ji Yushen pour out their sorrows that they hadn't seen for many years.

From the mouths of the two, he heard the story of the year.

Unexpectedly, there was such a past between Su Youyi and Ji Yushen, they, and the first emperor, the feelings of these three people were entangled, and they couldn't tell right from wrong.

What Nameless can know is that no matter how complicated this relationship is, it is not something he can intervene in.

He was a little regretful, and inexplicably happy for Su Youyi.

Rejoicing that Ji Yushen is back, rejoicing that the often empty holes in her eyes can finally be filled by someone.

That person can only be Ji Yushen.

Nameless curled the corners of his mouth slightly.

If that person is replaced by anyone in this world, he is afraid that he will not be able to let go so freely, but that person is Ji Yushen, gentle as jade, and graceful.

He deserves it.

Nameless turned over and went down the water pavilion, rolling up a piece of wind.

He took out a letter from his sleeve that had been prepared a long time ago, pressed it casually on the rockery stone on the edge of the water pavilion, and then picked up his long sword that had been covered with dust for a long time, and walked out of the imperial garden without looking back.

From then on, the end of the world is a long way -

I hope you're well.