1053 is in a desperate situation and only wants to die7
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Mother Long received a notice from the maid at home, hurried home, heard the sound of ping-pong from the house, and hurriedly knocked on Long Yan's door: "Long Yan, what's wrong with you?" What's going on, don't you scare your mother? ”
"Long Yan, you open the door, are you rebelling inside?"
Mother Long called for a long time, and Long Yan walked out of the bedroom with red eyes, and his voice was hoarse.
"Mom!"
"Eh, what? Why are you crying? ”
Long Yan wiped the corners of his eyes vigorously, it was really a shameful thing for a big man to roll out tears in fear, he swallowed back and said, "Mom, I may be a disgusting person." ”
"What nonsense? Did you drink? ”
"Mom, what if I'm a disgusting person?" He clenched his fists and slammed his fist into the wall.
Mother Long looked frightened: "Long Yan, don't be like this, you tell your mother what happened." ”
Long Yan didn't seem to know the pain at all, he smashed it with one punch, another punch, followed by the third punch, and the fourth punch, Mother Long hurriedly stopped him, but the fear that welled up in Long Yan's heart was difficult to suppress, and only in this way could it be vented.
His fists kept smashing against the wall like rain, and his two hands took turns, smashing his hands so that the flesh and blood were blurred and he didn't want to stop, at this moment, he even had a shot to destroy his marksmanship.
He felt that if he was a homosexual, it would be better to kill him! God can't play such a joke with him, can't treat him so cruelly.
Their country has always treated homosexuality as a beast, and when they see it, they will throw eggs at them, they will scold them for being perverted, and they will use all kinds of vicious language to ridicule them.
He remembers that when he was in junior high school, there was a boy who was in the same sex, and after being discovered, everyone spat on him, spat on him, and wrote his story on the bulletin board telling everyone not to play with him, not to go near him, and the boy finally committed suicide and jumped from the top of the fifth floor of the school building, ending his life.
At that time, Long Yan didn't understand, what happened to being ridiculed and scolded for a few words? Whoever calls him a disgusting homosexuality, then he deserves to be scolded, he can't bear to be scolded, and he is a disgusting ghost if he doesn't have the psychological ability to bear it, but at this moment, when he found out that he could also be homosexual, he realized how unbearable the fear in his heart was.
Long Yan ignored his mother's crying beside him and felt sorry for his hand, and he didn't want his mother to take a first-aid kit to treat the wound on his hand joint, he just wanted to be calm and calm and rushed out of the house alone.
A person unconsciously drove to the junior high school of that year, standing on the roof of the teaching building, which was the same position where someone jumped off the building back then, and he closed his eyes and imagined the state of mind of the teenager who had long since died.
At that moment, he even wanted to jump down.
For a homosexuality, death may be the only relief, right?
The other side.
Yin Zhan visited more than a dozen countries, and just returned to China, but his ears could not be cleaned, because as soon as he returned home, Mu Shang ran over, as if he had eaten gunpowder, and talked about the bombing of his bank vault.
Yin Zhan plucked out his ears, took a cup of tea, sat on the sofa, and asked calmly, "Who did it?" ”
Mu Shang was like a demon who was provoked, and three words burst out from between his teeth: "Cold night!" ”
The voice is murderous!